Ji Yong's POV

 I remember the song I started writing and I start singing

''It's hard for me to be Sober

I can't do anything

I hate beeing Sober

I can't fall asleep without you''

''Ji Yong get the out.!'' I hear someone screaming.

Daesung's POV

''Hey Daesung!'' Taeyang said.

''Hey Bae''

''How are you?'' He asked

''Im good.''

''I mean with the whole break up with you and Ji Yong?''

''Oh. Well it's not easy he choosed alcohol over me! I gave him a choice! He choosed!''

''It's going to get better Dae! Move on I am also starting to ingnore him! Every one is!''

''Yeah no wonder!''

''But hey Dae be strong!''

''Thanks Bae!''

''Your welcome!'' He said and we hugged. I took the evelator to the studio where I had to record my first Korean album. And it's Ji Yong's. God I hope he will not be there! I walk to the studio and open the door... ... ... ... !!!

Ji Yong is there with alcohol bottles around him!

''Get the out!'' I scream at him.

He looks at me

''Babe why are you screaming?!''

''Firstly I am not your Babe! We broke up remeber??? Secondly the studio is mine for the day!  Didn't YG tell you?''

''He did.'' He told me sipping from a bottle

''Just get out!'' I screamed

''No. Not untill you let me talk.''

''Give me a reason why would I.'' I said to him

''Cuz I will stop drinking. I mean it!!!''

''No You have told me this lie to many times!''

''Dae Please!''He begged

''Do it and then I will talk to you! Now go!''

''Your lying aren't you!?!? You just want to get rid of me!!!'' Ji Yong said coming closer he was angry and sad.

''No Im not. I gave you a choice. Alcohol or Me! You choosed alcohol! So now you have to live with it! And even  if you stop drinking I don't know if I will take you back.'' I screamed at him with tears.

''Daesung please don't cry. You know I can't see you cry.''

''No! You are wrong Ji Yong! I don't! I don't know you anymore! This is not you. I don't know the monster.''

''Don't you miss me?'' He asked

''I miss The Sweet'' he started tearing up ''Caring'' He was close to crying ''Loving Ji Yong''  He was crying. And I was to.

''I don't miss the drunk person I'm seeing in front off me!'' I say still crying ''I miss the man who is inside of the monster and who is now crying!''

'' But Dae?'' He said still crying

''NO! Ji Yong NO! Just go!'' I sreamed Crying! He Looked at me with those eyes. The eyes that I know not the eyes of that monster. 

''I'm Sorry! I love you Dae!'' He said and left.I got myself together. and  whaited for Teddy to show up.

Ji Yong's POV

As soon as I left the room I falled down on my knees and cried. God I hate this! After it seemed I was there for hours I left and walked home. I took a soju bottle and opened it. I took a sip and then stopped. I can't. I need to stop. I need Dae back in my life!  I took all the alcohol bottles and put them in a bag. I goed to my room and goed to sleep.

***

I woke up the next day at 3 pm. I was sleeping  for atleast 17 hours. I goed to shower and changed clothes. I took the bag were I put the alcohol bottles in and took it  to my car and drived off to YG building. I knew what I had to do. I got up to my studio and wallked in. I saw Dae sleeping on the sofa. He must have worked all night long and then fell asleep. My bottles were still there so I took them and throwed then in the bin. Then I started working on my music. I need to complete this song Before Dae wakes up. 

Stop acting like you’re all that
You’re actually the most pathetic
Yeah, try to provoke me even more
So I can have some fun for a moment

If you only chase after money, power and fame
Your crotch is gonna rip and you’re gonna fall
They say love is good, friendship is good
But be warned, the back of your head might be in pain

Hey doctor doctor, please save me
Because I’m about to go insane
Stop trying to awkwardly change the subject
Hear me say

It’s hard for me to be sober
I can’t do anything
I hate being sober
I can’t fall asleep without you

Time is so damn slow, I’m just growing old, I live like I’m dead
I have so many damn things to do but I have nothing that I want to do

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