'I'm afraid the pains will go to you, I don't know if you know that why I'm pushing you away''    -Unspeakable Secret- Moom Myung Jin     ''Jongin-ah, Naeun will go to US today'' His mom get in to his room along with a porridge    ''I know'' He reply his mom in a weak tone with his blank expression    ''Are you ok?'' He nodded    Kim Jongin's mom let a sigh ''Here, I bring you some porridge. I will leave this here. Don't forget to eat this then take your medicine''    ''Ok mom'' Again, he answered in a weak tone.   As his mom lost from his sight, slowly. Kim Jongin could feel hot tears flow on his cheek. Awhile later, his tears flow so fast.    ''I'm sorry Naeun-ah, I'm sorry. I-I know you're going there because of me. But I'm sorry. I can't do anything. I am- I am sorry'' He said in sobbing as he hold his chest.      ''Son Naeun?'' His heart is beating so fast as the girl turns her body around   ''Hello Kim Jongin'' She greets him with a smile. The smile that Kim Jongin missed so much all over those years. The smile that finally back again. That smile still so beautiful as the first time he saw her.    ''It's really you, Son Naeun'' He smiled back.          ''H-hello. I'm sorry but can I sit here?'' Kim Jongin approached a girl. An angel he said    ''Sure'' She replied him as she curve a smile on her beautiful face   Since that day, they're become friends. Even somewhere in Kim Jongin's heart saying that he can't get too close to her because he only will hurt her in future. That's why Jongin always tries to keep their line with 'only friend' by asking for his cousins, Jung Soo Jung and Yoon Sohee to acting a role as his 'girlfriend'.   ''Jongin-ah, I'm sorry, I can't acting to be your girlfriend anymore. I'm being with Myungsoo oppa now. Sorry'' 

 

''It's ok Soojung-ah. I can ask Sohee for help'' He smiles as he patted her shoulder    ''But you really wanna continue to do this?''    No answer but a sigh from Kim Jongin      But he doesn't know that somewhere in Son Naeun's heart is already hurt by his action. Until she decided to leave him without knowing Kim Jongin's unspeakable secret.    Few months after Son Naeun left to US, Kim Jongin and his family also leaving to Japan, for Jongin's cancer treatment. Yes. He is sick. He was. Brain cancer. That was the main reason he never wants to get too close to Son Naeun thought he loves her more than anything else.    But, God never been cruel. He only wants to test our faith and how strong we could be when there was a big miracle happened in Jongin's life after woke up from three years come due of the operation. Who expected if his cancer can be cure and he save like that.  A year later, he comeback to Korea and went to the place,