Dear Suho or anyone who sees this letter,

This is Tao.

Before I am not an official EXO member anymore,

 I wanted to say that I do not intended to hurt any of us - at all.

I hope you all understand my point of view of this whole controversy.

I love being in EXO esp being here with all of the members.

Don't get me wrong.

I did what was best for us.

Can't you see what being a idol was to me.

It was passion and I'm glad to share this whole experience with this talented group.

I know yesterday I promised that I will never to leave EXO.

But guess what I f**king lied to you.

I wasn't saying that meanly to you but myself for I need to reflect my mistakes.

Like that saying, a man always swores his words.

If you know my father, he's very selfish like me.

I couldn't win against him.

Plus, if i rejected what will him and I relationship will be?

I hate to hurt my real family and EXO is my second family.

My father got the point,

I hurt myself too much.

I wish I saw the danger of my actions.

Still, at the same time,

I hate to disappoint the fans who takes their time and money to see us perform.

I want to show a good image for EXO and I.

Even though, I regretted doing flips at the wrong time.

The smiles that the fans showed and cheered us on made my pain faded away.

Pain is just a feeling that will soon go away.

Happiness is always hidden in our heart.

Smile more guys.

I hate to see you worry for me.

I'm EXO-M maknae but that doesn't mean you should treat me like a baby.

I'm a adult and I know my limits.

I know when to stop.

I know what I want to do.

Leaving is the best thing for the team.

I might be selfish or not.

Depends what you think of it.

Just think about this in my point of view.

What will you do if you're constantly in pain though you wanted to make the fans smile?

Would you think about how these injuries might affect you in the future?

Or do you just go for it YOLO it.

This should be the end of my letter to you right now.

But reread this and think harder on it.

Everyone is right oh my god maybe I am a traitor as I now realize.

But too late.

I love you Suho.

I love you Lay.

I love you Baekhyun.

I love you Chanyeol.

I love you, Chen.

I love you Xiumin.

I love you D.O.

I love you Kai.

I love you Sehun.

Lastly we can not forgot the former members of EXO.

I love you Kris.

I love you Luhan.

Though you see 10 or 9 on stage, it will always be 12.

Don't forget that.

I wish I could be immune to injuries so no one worrys about me.

I wish I can stop time so we could be here forever.

I wish I don't have to see this as reality.

I wish I can see your face so I can smile again.

I wish I can say goodbye to all the members of SM face to face but I don't have the guts to say it all.

Instead of saying goodbye, how about see you later?

Let's just think about this as a hiatus.

I gonna miss you all.

LOVE

A-B Style T-A-O