satisfied after walking in the shopping mall and shopping, Jessica went home with one thought, sleep. It had been 2 hours since she slept. Then she wakes up

Jessica POV

I grab my phone beside my bed and start scrolling my instagram and read my fans comment at my picture. Some comment will make me smile and others will make me feel bad. I'm not angry with those comment which make me feel bad because i know that i'm not perfect and have many weaknesses. I feel like to reply all my fans comment but if i do, i know that i will not stop until my battery died. Just thought about that reply thingy, i remember once i got scolded by my manger unnie because she can't reach me. Hahaha. Almost a day i need to be her "child" and listened to her non stop nagging. 

While i'm scrolling my ig, i click at the tag side, hurmm. I don't know what to feel anymore. Sometimes i feel like to tell my or our fans that we are still in the good conditions, after all we are still friends and sisters. But this must wait until my other 8 sisters contract end in 2 years soon. 

Yeah. For some people or what they called as ot8 stans/jessica stans, i and my others 8 sisters was being hurt with each other. But truthfully, we are still the same even being more closed than before. Yes, I've been kicked out from my group and i also posted at my weibo that i felt betrayed to those who i consider as my family. But later on or what i can says after two days from that incidents,