Sometimes Sehun himself wonders if he is deficit in some way due to his inability to feel. The thought barely lasts 2 seconds before it fades though, buried by his impassiveness. Did it matter if he couldn’t feel? Sehun shrugs off the self doubt easily, though it clings onto his mind more insistently than he had ever felt before. He knows the reason why he has these thoughts more often now. Two words, Kim Jongin.

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Kim Jongin was starting to get under his skin, breaking the impassive mask that he had worn for so long, causing cracks to appear on it, making him doubt, making him think.Kim Jongin was making him feel, it was subtle but still noticeable by him. Kim Jongin was freaking changing him.

Sehun was feeling annoyed, something he was unaccustomed to. He blamed Kim Jongin.