Part II

Pain and Love
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I was about to open the door when someone else talked.   "S-Seriously? When are you planning to tell him the truth? That you're just using him, huh? That I am the one you love and not him? When?" asked the person..   He's so familiar.. Really.   "Kyung, that's why I asked him to meet me, to tell him everything! That we're together and I love you more than him!"   "But where is he now!?"   I don't know anymore.. My knees are weak and I cannot stop my tears from streaming down my face. I placed my hand on my mouth so that they won't hear me.   Even though it hurts so much, I still want to hear it. I wanna hear the reason why he.. Why he used me..   "But Babe! Why did you need to use Baekhyun? You know that he really loves you, right? You know, I feel bad for him."   "Babe, I need to.. I just really need to.."   Babe? That's what they call each other? That's also what me and Yeol call each other..   Why did he need to use me? The pain I am feeling inside grew more and more..   "Park Chanyeol, you needed to use him to make me jealous? To make me come back to you? Yeol, I came back to you! Why don't you let him go, huh? Leave him! I don't like the fact that there's two of us, even though not in your heart! It's hard!"   Yeol used me to make K-Kyungsoo jealous? What is this !? Chanyeol is not the type of guys to use someone.. And he's not the type of guy to hurt someone.. What is happening?   "Babe, I don't want to hurt Baek.."   "So you're willing to hurt me and not him? Huh? Is that it?!"   "Kyung, that's not the point!"   "You know Yeol, it's better to let him go if you don't want him to hurt instead of making him believe that you love him even though you don't. Yeol, you're just playing with his heart. You know, even though we're rivals, I feel sorry for him.. So, let him go."   Chanyeol didn't speak.. And I hear footsteps nearing the door.   I held my hand against my mouth whilst crying.   It hurts so bad.. Why did I choose to hear them talking about that?   I can't really do anything now.. I'm stupid, I made the decision.   The door suddenly opened and Chanyeol stood in front of me with wide eyes, shocked. Kyungsoo is behind him, also shocked.   I can't believe that I was played with by the man I love.. That I thought loved me too..   "B-Babe, you're hear already. H-Have you been here for a while now? Why are you crying?" Chanyeol asked me.   "'Babe'? Isn't that what you call Kyungsoo? You love him and not me right? You used me just to get him back right?" I asked while trying not to scream my lungs out because of the pain I'm feeling right now.   "Babe! What are you talking about?" he asked.   "What the hell, Chanyeol! I heard everything you two were talking about. You think I'm deaf? Do you think I'm stupid? Well, maybe I'm stupid when it comes to love but.. Why me?"   "Baek, please, let me explain!"   "Explain what, you jerk? Explain why you chose me to be your ing bait to get Kyungsoo?"   "No, Baek, not that—"   "You're not gonna explain about that? Th-Then what on earth are you going to explain about? You're gonna explain ab—"   "Baek! Just shut the up and let me explain!"   Wow. Okay, fine!   "Yeol, don't yell at him! You hurt him and now you're yelling at him? Let me handle this." said Kyungsoo and walked to me.   Why? Why is he so.. Kind to me?   "Baekhyun.. I'm sorry he had to to this just for me.. I didn't even want it to be this way. I don't want anybody to hurt. I didn't want him to use you.. I'm sorry, okay?"   We are supposed to be rivals and fight but.. Why the hell is Kyungsoo the nicest rival I have even known? Maybe.. He really does deserve Chanyeol..   A tear fell from my eye and I smiled. A forced smile.   Sorry? There's nothing 'Sorry' can do! Even though it will be said many times, it can't erase the pain I'm feeling. It can't.   I don't know what to tell him. I don't even know if I'll accept his sorry or if I should fight with him.. I don't know..   My tears are falling again.. Oh gosh.   I smiled at Kyungsoo again and I can see that tears are also starting to form in his eyes. I shifted my gaze to Chanyeol. He's staring at me..   I turned my eyes to Kyungsoo again and..                         Kneeled in front of him.   "Kyungsoo, please.. Please give up Chanyeol. Give him up for me! Please, I really love him! I would do anything for him to be just mine! I don't even care anymore if he uses me one more time. I just want him to be mine.. Please! My world revolves around him.. If I can't have him, then I'll die. I just love him so much.. Please give him up. I-
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