December 21st, 2015

Stop it. Stop it right now Oh Sehun.

You're wrong. You are so wrong. It wasn't your fault.

And you did. You did give me that love back. You loved me when no one else did.

I love you so much Sehunnie. I love you so much because you made the pain go away, even if it was only for a brief moment. I love you so much Oh Sehun, for just being you. No matter what you do, or how far away you are, I will still love you. I'll still be in love with you when you don't love me.

Because that's how much I love you Sehunnie.

Please stop crying. Please. I can't bear the thought of you crying. Please smile again. Oh God. I wish I could see your perfect smile. Just one last time. I need you here. I need you here to mend my broken heart. I need you here so I can mend your broken heart.

I can't thank you enough for the love you've given me and how you made me happy again. 

I need to see you again. I need to. I can't go one more day without you Sehun.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I guess this is good bye my love. We'll meet again some day. I promise.

Good bye Sehunnie. We'll always be together. I'll always be with you.

I love you.

Love, Luhan.