september 10th, 2015

dear... whoever you are.

mom told me to write to you or something. she said you wouldn't judge, or even bother to respond but she said you'd read them. don't know why she was so confident with that statement, but she said it.

well, let me introduce myself.

i am oh sehun, and i am finally a freshman. i havent been at school for long but i can already tell it's going to be 4 years of hell. i'm a joke when it comes to physical things, and it's only been 3 days but i'm already failing math, and you know what else just screams loser? the fact that everyone tries to back away from me. it's like they're intimidated. i'm taller than most seniors, which kind of freaked me out. 

i think i'm going to stop talking now. i hope i actually find a way to find your identity. you might not even be reading this (mom isn't always right, you know) but i'll find a way. i always find a way. i may not be smart, but i am pretty clever.

september 13th, 2015

hey again.

today i met byun baekhyun. he's not the smartest senior in the world, but he's a senior. pretty nice too. he said he'd introduce me to his friends.

we'll see how that goes.