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It's morning taehyun looked at his clock feeling tired his head is so heavy he think its because the drunks yesterday  he put his hand in his head  forcing himself to wake up to make the breakfast for his hyungs as always

He went to the bathroom with heavy steps the door was close he waited for some minutes and when it's opened it's was mino he was wearing his cloths and did his hair and taehyun can smells mino's perfume it's looks like he going to meet someone and he can tell it's not a friend 

Mino looked at taehyun in shocked eyes

Mino : oh taehyun what are you doing in this early time ?

Taehyun : I think that I'm the one who should ask !!

Mino : oh I was going out to meet someone since we don’t have work today , so I'll go now

Taehyun looked at mino : you don't want to eat something before going ?

Mino : no it's ok I'm going to eat out

Mino left taehyun while taehyun was watching mino leaving the dorm

Taehyun didn’t want to think about this since it's non of his business he took a quick shower and made the breakfast for his hyungs

Hoon : oh taehyunnie how lucky I'm to have you in my life

Hoon looked so tired and it's the drunk fault 

Taehyun : oh yes what your life means without me hyung

Hoon: it's great that you knows that so don’t u ever dare to leave us

Taehyun laughed at Hoon, in that time jinwoo and Yoon waked in the same time and sit at the table

Jinwoo : it's weird mino didn't wake up yet ?

Taehyun looked at jinwoo : yes he did early and went out

Yoon: really ?where ?

Taehyun : don't know , he said he is going to meet someone

Hoon let his food and looked at taehyun : did he told you who is this someone ?

Taehyun : no coz I didn't ask

Hoon took his phone and called mino , taehyun was watching hoon 

Hoon : Hello , mino where are you ?........ ah really ? ……. Oh good then ….. nothing I was just wondering ..hahahaha ok you two have fun

Then hoon ended the call

Taehyun wanted to know but didn't dare to ask

Yoon : so hyung ?

Hoon : nothing he meeting with someone as taehyun said

Hoon : and this someone is ?

Hoon : a friend

 Yoon : you both have something don’t want us to know about

Hoon laughed at Yoon : stop it since you know it

Taehyun felt that someone may be not a guy but he said to himself why to care it's not his business anyway

 

5 hours later mino came back to the dorm

But Hoon and jinwoo was out do some shopping and Yoon was in his room writing some music for their album , and taehyun was in the living room reading some book

Mino : Hi I'm home

Taehyun looked at him and mino was so in mess his hair and cloths not like the way he went out for sure

Taehyun : hi

Then he looked at his book

Mino : so what are you doing

Mino was so happy he can feel it he know when mino is in a happy mood even if he want to act normal

Taehyun's heart felt uneasy it's like he understand what happened when mino went out

Taehyun said in a heavy voice : reading

Taehyun wanted to be normal it's not like they are in a relation or something he didn't even told him how he feel about him

Mino :Hmm Good

Mino took his sweater , taehyun looked at him and he spotted some marks around his neck

So what he thought about was right, he tried to focus on the book that he have but he couldn't

He looked at mino again and took deep breath before talking he thought he should ask him

Taehyun : hyung are you dating someone or something ?

Mino looked at taehyun with shouck he couldn't believe that taehyun would ask him something like that , well coz they don't talk much

Mino : why you asking ?

Taehyun : just asking

Mino :well I'm not and even If I'm it's there's any problem ?

Taehyun : No there's not any problem it's your life you know

Mino :yes it's since the last time I checked

Taehyun looked at mino who was so nervise because of what he asked he smiled and looked at his book

Taehyun : but hyung you know something ?

Mino who was still looking at taehyun : what !

Taehyun : you should hide the marks that on your neck better next time so the fans wont catch you

Mino touched his neck in harry and stood up to see the marks on the mirror , he looked so funny , Taehyun couldn't help to just laugh in loud voice his devil laugh

Mino then looked at taehyun with anger and Taehyun tried so hard to stop laughing but he couldn't

Mino :it's not funny I swear

Taehyun :Sorry sorry it's just so funny for me , you know you are such a bad lair

Mino sign and sit next to taehyun : well you see it's not like I'm dating taehyun , you know sometimes men have some needs also do the girls so we need to help each other in things like this

Taehyun looked at mino in disgust : oh god please stop I don't want you to tell me things like this !!!

Mino : what !! am I saying something wrong ! I want you to know what's going on

Taehyun : please keep it to your self !I don't need to know about what's going on in your life

Mino : ahhh , see this is why we don't talk much ! you don't like it when we talk about things like this !u know all men love to talk about those things it's normal

Taehyun : oh I fell like I want to throw what I have just eat !

Mino : so you telling me that you don't like to have !!

Taehyun : God damn it!! Why would you ask about something like this!

Mino : well coz you seem to be disgusted about it?

Taehyun : it's not like I hate it , it's just

Then taehyun stopped talking he don't know how to say it

Mino : just ?

Taehyun : let's talk about something else

Mino : how about no ?

Taehyun : oh please Hyung

Mino : in any chance are you ?

Taehyun : what!

Mino : you know ?

Taehyun : well I don't ?

Mino : how can I say it . are you still ?

Taehyun : oh God , I can't believe that you just asked me something like this !!!

Mino : what !! are you or not ?

Taehyun : I don't want to answer !

Mino : so you , I know it !

Then mino laughed so loud and taehyun turn all red and shy , when mino looked at how  taehyun looked embarrassed  he felt guilt and stopped

Mino : ahhh taehyunnie , sorry

Taehyun looked down at the ground : don't be

Mino smiled : taehyun don't be shy , it's normal that you didn't did it yet , it's not like the end of the world , you will found someday the right person to do it with

All what taehyun was thinking about why in hell is he talking about this with mino he felt like he wanted to kill himself he felt such Embarrassed

Taehyun : please stop talking , I know it's not the end of the world it's just not one of my priorities that's why I didn't have it yet , and stop being like you are a wise old man it's doesn't suit you

Mino move his eyes in annoyance : and that's why I don't talk with you about those things you always end with making fun of me

Taehyun : so don't !

Mino : ok I wont , such a kid

Taehyun :oh such a stupid !

Mino : ok I'm done there's no hope with you I'm going to my room !

 Mino went to his room and taehyun was still laughing about mino he always will end there talk in that way maybe because of this mino wont ever know his feelings he will love if he love him back but he don't want to lose him ever

He don't hate it when he know about mino's love life with girls coz he found it just a normal thing he want to keep his love to mino to himself till it will go away ….

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Taehyun pov

It has been a week since that kiss , whenever I remember it I smile I think this kiss become a sweet memory I don't hate it when I think about it anymore

I decide that it's a memory that won't happen again so I'll love it and also it's fine since mino didn't bring that topic back

But to be honest after that kiss and the talk thing  the space between us have become wider , at least back then he would look at me and do some stupid action but know it's like I'm not here anymore , I think it's ok maybe because of our busy  schedule ?

I was chancing in the changing room when out manger entered he asked all the staff to go out ,it's weird since he never talk to us alone !

Manger : he guys gather here I want to talk with you

All the 5 of us looked at each other in wonder what would he say to us

All the 5 of us sit down next to him

Manger : I really don't know how to talk with you about this but I think that I have too

Seungyoon : what's going on hyung ?

Manger : you know now days the kpop have become all over the world and there's so many groups all around you guys and you know you still not very known between the kpop lovers so

Hoon : so what ?

Manger : there's a way that will help you guys I think that you will hate it but you have to do it anyway .

Mino : common tell us we will do it if we could

The manger sign and looked at them

Manger : oh guys you gonna hate for sure

Manger : you know nowadays the couples are very famous  around the world if the people love it this would earn you more fans ?

Taehyun :so ?you ask us to date some girls ?

Manger : no

Taehyun : so what ?

Manger : it's not something series it's gonna be between you guys , it's gay couple thing

All the other members was in shock  so did I

It was silence all over the room

Manger : common guys it's only a fan service why you talk it so series ? and it's only will be a one couple that we need

Hoon : and this couple would be

The manger looked at me : it's Taehyun and mino couple

How in earth can this be ! is it some drama or what ! why me and him to act like a couple

Mino : Hell no !!

I looked at him he was so angry like there's no way he will say yes to this

Manger: and why is this ?

Mino : to act like a gay ! are you kidding me or something ? I'm so against it I wont ever do it

Manger :it's gonna gain you a fame mino

Mino : Idon't want to be famous by acting all gay hyung ! it's something sick to like some other guy ! why would fans enjoy it

Is this is what he really think about me , that my feelings are something sick , I think that if he ever know about my feeling everything will end

I know that he will never take my love but I never thought that he think that if men loved each other it's something sick

It's hurt , hurt so much to know what he think about , I wish that I was never here I wish if I never loved him

I wish that I can take his love out of my heart by seeing how angry he is with this , and it's only an act what if he really know what I feel for him

 

 

  Without me knowing my tears was falling from my eyes I touched my face wanting to hide it , but it was to late they saw it

 Mino saw me with anger but his sharp eyes went soft a little then he looked back at the manger 

Mino : see !! he even don't like it hyung why would you force us to do such a thing !

He is such a stupid he don't even know why I'm crying , if he know me better he will know that I'll be angry if I was forced to do something that I hate , the thing is that I'm not angry I'm just hurt

Seunghoon : mino please stop it , stop talking  can't see that taehyun is upset !

Mino : taehyun sorry but I'm not talking about you I'm talking about the whole sick thing

I looked at mino who was not looking at me but he was looking at the manger with anger

The manger stood up with straight face : it's the CEO order if you have anything talk with him I don't have anything to say about it more

He said the CEO it's mean that mino will do it coz he know how much the CEO not liking us much  and we cant say no to him it's order in the end that we have to obey

The manger get out and we was left alone I still was a crying I hate it why would I cry about this in front of them I wish if I can control my tears but I can't at all

Mino sigh and stood up he was holding his anger , without us knowing he kicked the table so hard and screamed and was swearing he hated so much , now it's not we want to do it or not it's we have to do it ……