Stupid love Part one. Kyungsoo

 

Jongin, Yes I did ignored you, but that's Not what I meant. Listen. I'm not saying for us to break up, I just wanted you to love me harder.

 

I changed myself to a person ought you'd like to see in me. though I saw your reaction with sorrow in your expression. It felt strange.

 

 Yet it didn't change the fact of us repeating these disappointments & arguments.

 

 

You will probably break up with me here right now

 

After another fight with you this time I left. alone. Crying and

drinking alone at the club.

 

And every fight we had my eyes was filled with more sadness. Yet Jongin do you even realize it? Bet you don't.

 

Next day, I went home seeing the house messed up, cluttered.

 

Jongin you were at the corner sobbing.

 

I sat beside you and spoke everything about how I feel.

 

 

"I just can't stand myself being so lonely."

 

Jongin It hurts me to see you time to time drunk with a mysterious scent on your body.

"Do you understand how I feel?" I asked You with my eyes filled with sad tears.

 

I wanted to unleashed my pain.

But I still loved you.

 

Our trust was like an erase, we used it all up till all was let was just dust.

 

Jongin, you hugged me and told you were sorry.

I had hopes for another spark.

 

You took out for a nice dinner things were going smooth...

But going back home the nice faded away.

 

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