Hyukjae walked out from the shower with a towel over his shoulder. He checked his calender, ' its ...15 October, The day it all happened' Hyukjae thought followed with sigh. He wore a pair of sweatpants and a plain t-shirt to go with it. He went to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for him and his special someone.

He brought the tray with delicious food and went upstairs to his lover's room. He opened the door, he put the tray on the night stand. "Hae .. rise and shine" Hyukjae said softly to his boyfriend, Donghae. Donghae .. Hyukjae's precious lover, who went blind in an accident on his birthday. 

"Had a good sleep ?" Hyukjae said while helping Donghae sit properly on the bed. "Yes i did" Donghae smiled brightly. "Happy birthday Hae" Hyukjae kissed Donghae on the forehead. "oh .. it's my birthday today !" Donghae beemed " Haha i forgot my own birthday" Donghae laughed happily 

'How can you smile so brightly when i'm the one who made you suffer'

Hyukjae smiled sadly looking at Donghae, the room went silent when he thought about the past. "Hyukkie .. why are you quiet ?" Donghae ask as he got curious. "nothing Hae .." Hyukjae said. "I told you Hyuk .. it's not your fault .. " Hae said sadly. "it is my fault Hae .." Hyukjae said holding his tears "Hyuk ... please .. don't cry ..." Donghae tried finding Hyukjae's face and then it, touching the ugly scar on Hyuk's face. "Hae i said don't touch it, you know i d