it when everything's too late to love that someone. especially if you need it to be a secret and force yourself to hold back your feelings. at first, I can still hold my feelings but as it gets longer, I can't seem to control myself anymore. everytime I see them smiling to each other, I can't seem to hold a fake happy smile. I must hold my feelings and keep it as a secret forever.

When the guy keeps saying that he likes me before, I kept ignoring it and kept saying that he's just kidding. that time, I still don't know. I don't know how I feel about him. and now, when everything's clear to me, he's fallen for my bestfriend.

Too late.