Watching him beam at me so proudly after I called him 'oppa' gave me such a huge sense of satisfaction. If that makes you happy, I'll call you oppa forever. If you let me that is. Argh! Should I confess? Should I ask him why did he kissed me? "Wanna go out? We've been here too long." he said, grabbing my wrist. "Is... is this a date?" "Yeah I guess." I felt my heart thumping like C R A Z Y... A date... I've been out with him plenty of times before but none of those were labeled as 'a date'. Omo omo "Jinjja? Ah..." "I'll take that as a yes. Come on let's go!" he grabbed my wrist and pulled me up. "Wa-wait! I need to pay for the food!" I said, nodding at the cashier. He chuckled and patted my head. More aggresive heart beats thump thump thump

  "LALISA MANOBAN!" I heard a voice shout. A voice too familiar for my own good. I stopped in my tracks. Should I...? No. I walked on. "LALISA MANOBAN HEAR ME OUT! JEBAL!" the voice screamed again. The voice that I used to hear every single day and never grew tired of. The voice that I longed to hear my name from. I stopped and bit my lips. Jebal... Don't come nearer please... As if on cue, I felt someone wrap his arms around my waist, snuggling his face into the back of my neck. I froze. I could feel the tension in his body too. His nervous breathing against my neck sending chills down my spine. I shivered. He's gotten taller and a lot more good looking. The little chubby fellow I knew back then has became a charismatic man with really nice abs. Wait what? No Lalisa don't be dumb. He's still that jerk who decided he's too good for you. The only reason he's hugging you and all is because you're more established now. "Lisa..." I felt him whisper behind me. Great. Just when I've managed to relax he made me tensed up again. He let go of me and spunned me around. Locking eyes with me, he asked "Can we talk? I mean are you busy? With your training schedule I mean." He awkwardly put his hands in his pockets. I don't know what made me answer what I answer. Maybe it's because I've been missing him for too long, I said,"Yeah sure. I'm free."

  We walked around a neighbourhood park and found ourselves at the playground. A playground that looked strikingly similar like the one near our families' house in Thailand. GOT7's dorm is around here... Why did I not notice the resemblance of the playground? I glanced at her. She seems to be thinking what I'm thinking too. "Hey wait here, I'll go grab a few drinks." I said, pointing to the vending machine nearby. She nodded. As I walk away from her, I started to spazz internall