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Hey guys ~ 

Im adding a new idea everyday to this, oneshot so as to perfect it. 

But since it may take a lot of time add on college life,  i thought i might give you something to compensate for it and intrigue you. 

"Ah..fu- " i quickly shut my mouth feeling embarrassed as you attended for my injury. 

You chuckled at me saying " its ok..  cursing increases pain tolerance " 

"Ah..  remember that day we skipped classes "

you started recalling our memories and looked at me with eyes i couldnt read. 

You were amazed that you said " dont you think it's amazing we are still together up.till now? "

I chuckled and that made you chuckle in return before you asked me what and i said nothing,  then smiled saying " you just made it sound like we are a.. couple " 

I could never forget how you smiled at me at that line. 

My heart almost popped out of my chest because the smile was sinful. 

As if you liked it..  as if you wanted it..  us. 

From day one..  you were everything i wasn't. 

And the day you recognized me.. i felt so important. 

Every day with you was a dream. 

Even if we are friends. 

I truly felt happy not hurt. 

Even though i kept those onesided feelings to myself,  i was still happy you made it clear i was precious to you. 

You probably know this,  and i probably mentioned it too much that you got bored and sick of it. 

But,  really..  thank you. 

If it werent for you.  I would have never been here today. 

I would have never achieved my dreams. 

I would have never met him. 

Him who made me brave enough to confront you with my feelings. 

That time..  i knew he wasn't. Talking to me as ljoe. 

He was talking to me as lee byunghun. 

Dont you realize it?  

Because of you my whole life took a route I never even imagined it could. 

Because of you,  i met great people whom im forever grateful to.