"you're gonna have to man up jaebum" mark said patting jaebums shoulder its

"yeah..i guess" jaebums says still in shock

"it's just that it all happened so suddenly, that i...i.." jaebum stopped

"what is this situation, i feel bad for you man" jackson interrupts

"really now" jaebums replies

"just..stay quiet jackson please" mark says

"whatever, i was jus-" jackson was cut off as mark put his hand over his mouth to cover his words

"we'll get going now, alright" mark said as he dragged jackson away

mark seats jackson inside the car and then walks towards jaebum

"take good care of youngjae, alright" mark says

"he probably feels alone and scared right now" mark continues

"i know that, but..i just don't know how" jaebum replied

"come on man it's not rocket science" mark replied humourosuly

"i am serious you know" jaebum replied

"i can't re-enter his life just out of the blue like that, especially not after how i left without a word to him" jaebum replied with a sad tone to his voice

"i am sure he will understand if you explain it to him" mark reassures

"i don't know man, and there is still the devil whos watching my every move" jaebum replied

"she will just go after youngjae again and hurt him, and i can't let that happen, especially now that he is pregnant" jaebum said with his fists clenched 

"i don't know if you have thought about this or not, but you need to protect youngjae now more than ever" mark replied

"he needs you the most right now man" mark spoke with all sincerety

"you're right, youngjae needs me" jaebum agreed

"i am a useless trash of a boyfriend aren't i?" jaebum asked

"i don't know about that, but right now you need to be a responsible and caring one" mark replied

"go on, and good luck" mark said as he backed away slowly

"alright man, catch you later" mark said as he got in the car

"right, i need to man up and be there for youngjae right now" jaebum said to himself

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"im back!" doyeon yelled as she came sprinting

"oh you're here" youngjae replied quietly

"one french vanilla for choi youngjae" doyoen said as she placed the coffee in youngjae's hand

"hul...why are you so jolly today" youngjae asked 

"no reason...it's just that i saw a certain someone as i was coming here and...." doyoen stopped and giggled to herself

"and..what"youngjae asked

"nothing..you'll find out soon anyway" she murmured to herself

"hey, why did you buy three cups of coffee, who is the other one for" youngjae asked curiosly

"i just wanted two cups...you know to wake me up properly" doyeon answered nervously

"hul..you're just full of surprises today aren't you" youngjae replied sassily

"bo (what)" doyeon asked

"forget it" youngjae said as he sipped from his cup

"hey..doyeon" youngjae called quietly for his friend

"hm" doyeon replied

"do you think you can.. maybe take me to see the sea side" youngjae asked hesitantly

"pfft...int this condition, all you can think of is the sea side" doyeon replied

"excuse me mrs.IM, i don't know if you have noticed but you're currently carrying someone inside you and its no time for you to be playing by the sea"

doyeon said using formal speech just to mock

"did i say i want to play there" youngjae asked sassily

"i said i wanted to see it" youngjae spoke loudly to make his point clear

"i am not taking you anywhere until you are at least in a stable state" doyeon told youngjae seriously

"listen..you are not in a good condition right now, all of this still is new to you, so you have to take it easy" doyoen spoke solemnly

"i know...it's just that i am really just feeling like i am locked up right now" youngjae too spoke his mind earnestly

"crazy wench" doyeon replied

"patient choi youngjae" the nurse called

"yes" youngjae answered

"you have a visitor" the nurse replied

"oh" youngjae looked at doyeon and doyeon just smirked

"who could it be" youngjae asked himself

as youngjae steched his head as much as he could to see who was the mysterious visitor that came unexpectedly he saw a young man walk in with

a boquet of flowers in his hand

as youngjae looked closely at the man's face he saw that it was his boyfriend jaebum, who had mysteriously dissappeared one day

youngjae covered his dropping jaw with his hands and his eyes began to tear up, his heart felt weak and he started to feel dizzy

"im seeing things right" youngjae asked doyeon

"no youngjae, you're not" doyeon replied

"doyeon-ah..ottoke" youngjae was stopped in the middle as he saw jaebum come over and sit on one knee in fornt of his bed

"i am gonna go outisde okay, i will come back later, okay" doyeon said as she walked out

for a short while youngjae just turned his head and tried not to make eyecontact with jaebum

jaebum looked up and brought the hand holding the flowers towards youngjae "youngjae-ah...i-i just want to say that i am really sorry...." jaebum spoke

"i know that you must hate me right now and that i have no right to even be in front of you right now..but..i want you to know that...that" jabeum stopped

as he felt a lump in his throat

"why'd you leave llike that?" youngjae asked in a dimmed tone

"huh" jaebum looked closely at the frail beauty sitting in front of him

"i can explain, youngjae, no i will explain to you, cause you have all the right to know" 

"explain it to me hyung..i want to understand to..why..why you left me alone like that" youngjae said as tears made thier way down his rosy cheeks

"i want to know what i did wrong hyung, no, i NEED to know what i did wrong" youngjae said as he wiped his tears dry with the hem of his sleeve.

"YOU DID NOTHING WRONG YOUNGJAE!" jaebum yelled

"it was always my fault...i was always a lacking boyfriend and that is why you had to go through all those things and that is why you are here alone"

jaebum spoke as his eyes teared up

"i am sorry, i thought that it was because of me that you were getting hurt and so i decided that maybe, if i wasn't around you, your life would be more 

normal and that you would be happy" jaebum said as he punched the floor harshly

"so do i look happy to to you now..." youngjae asked as he held his hand on his heart

"well hyung..do i look happy to you" youngjae yelled out

"im sorry youngjae, im really sorry...i just-i am just a coward and a scumbag and i don't..no i didn't deserve you from the beginning" jaebum spoke

as he gritted his teeth 

"i need you hyung.." youngjae spoke in a trembling voice

"i don't care about what others say to me, i don't care how many times i have to face that woman" youngjae spoke once again in a more patent voice

"no..don't baby,,,i'll probably just end up hurting you again, like last time" jaebum sobbed as he got up 

"these are probably the last present i'll be giving you" jaebum said as he placed the flowers in youngjae's small hands

"although they're nothing compared to your beauty, i hope you can accpet them well" 

"i don't want flowers or cake or balloons hyung" youngjae said as he got up from his bed and ran into the olders mans chest

"i just want you hyung..please come back to me" youngjae pleaded as tears fell from his eyes onto jaebums shirt

"baby..i want to protect you too and hold your hand and make love to you" jaebum said as he put his hands around youngjae's waist

"then come to me hyung....there's nothinh stopping you" youngjae said as he backed up to look his boyfriend in the eyes

"you're right..baby..there really is nothing stopping me is there" jaebum smiled a little

jaebum looked down and placed one of his hands on youngjae's cheek, he wiped the tears and held his face close and stared for a moment

he analyzed it carefully and once again he found himslef falling for the angel in front of him.

"why are you so beautiful" jaebum asked 

"stop it really hyung" youngjae smiled a little

"no really...i haven't seen anyone as gorgeous as you, i swear" jaebum replied 

jaebum brought his nose closer to youngjae's and gently rubbed them together

"i promise not to leave you ever again"

jaebum said as he looked at his lover in the eyes

"i love you" he said 

"i love you to" the younger replied