I'M BACK!!

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hi guys! I'm back! hahahaha

I am not ignoring you plz omg nooo. Don't even try to think of that. it is just I have less time to go on PC/iPAD/phone or anything these past weeks (I would say few weeks but I think I was gone for month? Was I?) Anyways, I am not fond of telling what exactly happened to my life aside from I am being from stuff/work .. anything specifically than that.. I do not tend to elaborate. Okay (deeep breath). I was missing for a month or for weeks (bleh) cos my left eye keeps twitching. I did not go to a doctor but I know that the spasm is caused by fatigue. Had any other occassion or form of tiredness, I can still update butttt my a 'twitching eye' is so damn annoying mygod. So I have to let it rest when there is an opportunity ...and that means not touching any gadget once I got home cos I've been with computers for straight 9-10 hours a day and barely even sleep..so yeah.

Another thing is, I have to be honest with this, my feels for my one and only goddamn pairing is substantially losing in a way that I cannot put what were in my mind to written words. Okay I still have them in my mind, in different positions, in different places, in different ing situations (both literally and conotatively) but I am having a hard time really typing them and form them into coherent scenes. Gosh, what should I do. Nyeowww.

If it will continue like this, I cannot update for a whole year. 

Also, there are lack of.. feedbacks.. considering I am not posting much. So I

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meacuiza #1
Chapter 12: You 're back!!!! - Twitching eyes? Yeah, it's annoying! Get a beauty sleep dear. ^^
Hold on sec...Next year? It's just a few months left. Can you extend the deadline? >.< It will be a great loss, but I respect your decision.
What ever it is, I feel fortunate to be able to read all your fics. You are awesome and please remember that! XD

About the ship... yeah.. you're right . It's so sad when you see one by one left the ship. But I understand their reasons. I'm hoping that this ship will sail again. Miracles do exist isn't it? We do not know what will happen in the future and I'm not sure how long I will stay here. But one thing that I am sure at this point, I refused to give in. I believed and still believe in Kyumin. They are the reason why I am here.

About the new idea, wohoooo!!! I can not wait to read it and of course, I'm sooooo ready to cry.. kekekeke

p/s: I miss Instant Daddy the most. ~ daddy kyuuuu.....~ ~~~

* ok..the lala land is calling. I guess we'll see in the next update. I mean, any story updates. - No pressure ><

**I'm taking space again... Mian <3
stitchdepampam #2
Chapter 12: And you still owe me an explanation in office au hehehehe.
stitchdepampam #3
Chapter 12: Hahahahhahaha. You're rambling. I hope you're doing fine though. How's your eyes now? Are you sure you'll be able to finish that angst snippet you just shared with us? Maybe you can make one shot or a kind of poem or like writing a diary so it can be random and unstructured. How about that? Maybe you can read harlequin novels for inspiration? Lol. Wolf au please *puppy eyes*
magicrane #4
Chapter 12: Welcome back! Don't worry, there are still people reading kyumin fic especially me. Though I know you want to write angst fic, I'm still waiting patiently for your "Wiggle Wiggle". I really like that story.
xshinigamiyulx #5
Chapter 12: Kyumin is my OTP, I only read ff when they are the main!pairing.
So, im still waitint for your update. Anyway I really will try to leave a comment
tkcyano #6
Chapter 12: hi polin, glad you're back *cries* i miss you and i miss your fics too. you're one of my fav authors here <3
and yes, i know how hard to keep sailing with this broken ship T^T *give all kyumin shippers a virtual hug* but i hope everything will turn well for us :D
uumm, how can we help you?
leechocohyena #7
Chapter 12: cries I miss your fics TAT I want the fics written by you not only the ideas :(((((( hope everything will turn well for you, good luck good luck everything will be alright ^^/ and I'll wait for your fics <3
and......


OMG I SHIP THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAGWDUGWXUASHXIQAH I MET THEM FEW WEEKS AGO CHQIECHQWUXHQWUXH CRIES CRIES CRIES *SOBBING BECAUSE I'M TOO EXCITED* HAHAHAHAHA
Gyaaaa #8
Chapter 12: Hi there... ^^

Uhm... How we can help you?

One by one of this ship crews leave the ship and let the passsngwr drowning... Nooo~ ㅠ_ㅠ

Enough with the drama... XD
if you decided to stopped this by this year, i understand. Afterall, we have to move on eventually. KPop and all it's side effects are fun, but honestly it's scared me how it can make people soooo attached. So, yeah... I'm also on the proccess to move on. Not from the last 'storm', but from this fun mess called KPop. No offense intended... (Don't think people can believe me with the amount of time i spent here daily, but it's true! I swear..) XD

Haish, i don't know what i write, but just want to tell you, there are some survivor in this ship, still waiting for the ship to re-sailing.. XD

Ps. Ignore me, i'm sleep deprived. I don't know what i do...
Alice_K26 #9
Chapter 11: Helloww..
My name is vera from indonesia.. I love to read manga since elementary school until NOW (iam 24 y.o now)
I love japan and taiwan first, and then start to love korea.... My 1st kdrama i watch is all about eve (cast: jang dong gun), i fall in love with kdrama thanks to him..
I knew kpop thanks to boa and shinhwa (i knew them coz their song are in the "my mpv valentine" ost tracklist)^^
Hmmm... Actually iam a multifandom... After be a shinhwa changjo (bias: shin hyesung), i became a cassie (bias: hero jaejoong).. After that i became an elf and be a kyumin shipper... Until NOW... (I still love hyesung and jaejoong too....)
I born in january 26th 1991 (iam die in happines coz have a same bday with jaejoong)..
Hmmm.... Oh yeah... Iam graduate from japanese literature so i can speak japanese too... Cant read nor speak korean... After graduate, iam working in a company so now i barely have time to come here too.... Too busy and tired with life...T_T but aff still became one of my happy virus until now (mainly kyumin ff) that's why, eventough iam busy, if i have a time i will come here^^
Its look like you have a hard time to get an idea for your kyumin ff lately..
i dont think i can help you much.. I just can support you by read and give a comment in your story.. I hope that can be a little motivation to you to continue all your unfinish kyumin ff^^

Glad to know you and fighting for you...^^
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