Dear Promises, Maybe...

Paper Heart
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“He’s so perfect. So so so perfect.”

 

“Baek–”

 

“Like, can you believe that? He held my hand and confessed his love to me. It was so romantic, I swear! We shared a passionate kiss and he vowed to stay by my side forever…” Baekhyun sighed blissfully. “He’s perfect…”

 

“That’s great, Baek, I’m happy for you.” Jongdae smiled. Though he didn’t believe everything Baekhyun just said, the dreamy look his friend had on his face plus the fact that he, for once, didn’t ask for an ice cream meant that, as Baekhyun had first told him minutes ago, something akin to a miracle must have happened to him.

 

Baekhyun hummed. “You should fall in love too, Jongdae. Really, it’s a wonderful feeling.”

 

“I’m in love with my work.”

 

“Oh, please. Don’t be so old fashioned. You’re young, Jongdae! Try new things, be wild, ask a stranger out, I don’t now, for exemple, him.”

 

Jongdae followed Baekhyun’s stare. When he saw who Baekhyun was suggestively looking at, Jongdae turned his head back towards his friend with a scowl. “Who, Minseok?”

 

Baekhyun gasped. “You already know his name! Now go get his number!”

 

Jongdae drifted his eyes back to the oblivious Minseok taking orders, checking again just to be sure Baekhyun was talking about him.

 

“He’s cute, huh?”

 

“Hmm… yes?” Jongdae narrowed his eyes at a grinning Baekhyun. “Yes, but, hm… Baekhyun?”

 

“Yeah?”

 

“Firstly, I already have his number; he’s an employee.”

 

“Wow, then ask him out on a date?”

 

“Secondly, I’m straight.”

 

“Wow, then– wait, what, for real?” Baekhyun gaped. “Wow… what a pity… you’re missing out, dude.”

 

“What?”

 

Just then, Luhan entered the shop. Baekhyun grinned and beckoned him over with a wave. Luhan greeted Jongdae then sat besides Baekhyun.

 

“Hi, Baek. Sorry, I was at the library and only saw your text now. What did you want to tell me?”

 

“Do you want to be my bestman?”

 

Luhan blinked. “What?”

 

“For my engagement.”

 

“Your what?”

 

Jobgdae sighed. “Baekhyun here is–”

 

Baekhyun proudly interrupted, “Park Baekhyun.”

 

“–in his delusional world, getting married to the love of his life also known as the perfection itself.”

 

Baekhyun scoffed. “I’m not delusional. Yeolie is mine and you’re just jealous.”

 

“Really?” Luhan asked with wide eyes.

 

Baekhyun grinned. “Yes! And now, we can go on double dates! Isn’t that exciting?!”

 

Luhan chuckled. “Indeed, that would be nice.”

 

Baekhyun smiled but it gradually went away as he looked around, finally noticing that Luhan was alone. “Where is Sehun by the way? I wanted to tell him the news too.”

 

“Hum,” Luhan checked the clock on the wall. It was a quarter past six. “He should be in practice.”

 

“So Lay’s with him, right? Perfect! Let’s go see them!”

 

Before Luhan could even open his mouth, Baekhyun had grabbed his hand and led him out of the shop.

 

 

 

~

 

 

 

When they arrived in front of the practice room ten minutes later, they could hear the music from outside.

 

“I think they’re in the middle of practice,” Luhan said. “We should wait to not bother–”

 

Baekhyun opened the door and yelled, “Park Baekhyun and his cute baby deer are here!”

 

As Luhan had just told Baekhyun, Sehun and Yixing were dancing in front of the grand mirror, but were now facing them because of Baekhyun’s loud voice.


Luhan wanted to apologize but, albeit his stunned state wouldn’t have allowed him to do much, he quickly realized that it would have been of little utility as Baekhyun swayed his way to the front, taking everyone’s attention with his attempt at what appeared to be a ballet.

 

“Guess who’s getting married?” Baekhyun asked in between two spins; his gracious moves a weird contrast with the up beat song blasting in the background. Luhan would have drag Baekhyun to the side to – even though his friend most likely didn’t care – save him from further embarrassing himself, but the former found himself laughing instead and blocking the sound with his hand, for he didn’t expect the two dancers to go back to their practice as if they were used to Baekhyun’s behavior.

 

Baekhyun noticed their lack of consideration after opening his eyes at the muffled sound of Luhan’s laugh, making the latter unable to contain it when Baekhyun spunned around, gaping indignantly. To Luhan’s surprise, Baekhyun let them be and stomped towards the side, keeping his complains to himself as he leaned against the wall, glaring. He refused to sit down next to Luhan because “sitting on the floor is dirty”.

 

Anyway, they both watched Yixing and Sehun dancing in synchronisation but in their own way, complimenting each other's moves with their different styles. Luhan clapped at the end, impressed by their improvement considering the high level they already had.

 

“You guys are good but not better than us,” Baekhyun said as Yixing stopped the music.

 

“What do you mean?” Sehun asked, panting slightly.

 

“What, you don’t know? We’re participating to the Talent Show!”

 

Sehun raised an eyebrow, gaze now directed towards Luhan. Luhan swallowed thickly. With the corner of his lips tugging upwards in a small, bashful smile, he mumbled, “Surprise?”

 

It didn’t sound like a good one judging from the expression on Sehun’s face, but they thankfully dropped the subject when Baekhyun started talking about his love life, getting a bit too carried away as he spoke about details that should only be talked about in the confines of a bedroom, like personal information regarding his boyfriend that Baekhyun apparently had no shame to share with his friends. The boy couldn’t even hide his excitement to “discover” Chanyeol’s body.

 

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silentescapade
#1
Well, here it is. 7 years! This may be my final comment, but who knows? I might come back again next year, or I might come back in a few years… I don’t want to completely leave this behind forever, but I also don’t know how long we can consistently keep this going. So this may be my last long, deep message, but hopefully I remember to drop by with quick comments in the future. I definitely didn’t expect these messages to turn into this or become a regular thing when I first started commenting here. But it really is so wholesome, and I’m glad to hear it helped you. It helped me stay grounded too.

Happy new year to you too! These past couple of years have been rough, but I hope you’re doing well and staying safe.

I graduated from uni a semester early, so I finished a couple of months ago! Now I have to prepare to be a real adult haha. Since I'm done with uni, I figured it was also a good time to bring these comments to a close, but now that I’m here, it feels very bittersweet.

It really doesn’t feel like 7 years have gone by. Time moves so slowly in the present but it seems to have flown by when I reflect on it. Like I said before, this fic is precious to me because it represents many aspects of my young life and brings back lots of fond memories. I was so invested in Kpop, EXO, shipping, and all of that stuff in those days. I feel old looking back on things like this lol. But I think those were some of the best times of my life.

So, thank you. For Paper Heart. For writing. For creating something I will always cherish. For reading my annual comments and replying every year. For all of the memories.

Thank you for everything. ❤️
silentescapade
#2
6 years!! This one won’t be as deep as last year hehe, just some random thoughts. (I love reading your responses btw - I don’t reply to them because it feels right to leave it as it is, but I promise I read them every year.)

Since last year, I’ve delved back into Kpop a bit, and I decided to simply enjoy the content for what it is. I try to stay away from the toxicity in the community and instead just quietly listen to the music and watch videos/shows for my own comfort. I’m sad that Kpop isn’t what it used to be, and I will always miss the old times, but I’m happy that I’m still able to love Kpop like I used to. Nothing is the same as it was, but this is more than enough for me. This fic reminds me of how things were back then, and I am satisfied with that.

I had a long break from uni, so I’ve been reading a lot more fanfics these days and revisiting some old ones as well. I just reread this fic again after a long time and it’s just as good as it was back then :) I don’t know what it is, I just really like your writing style.

Reading Paper Heart again now, from beginning to end, is kinda weird because I still feel all of the emotions that I probably did when I first read it in its entirety (which was so long ago that I don’t even really remember what I was feeling tbh). But it’s funny because I still experience all of the frustration and happiness and heart-flutters with thoughts like, “Oh my god if Baekhyun interrupts one more time I swear-“ and “Awww Sehun~” and “Wow, Chanyeol is really dumb.” I remembered some of my favorite chapters quite vividly, but I think I forgot enough of the fic for it to feel like I was reading it for the first time again, haha. And 6 years later, I love it all the same.

This was just a bunch of random blurbs, so I’m gonna stop now. 2020 was an awful year, so here’s to hoping that 2021 is better. I hope you are okay and doing well, both mentally and physically, despite everything that is happening with the pandemic. Stay safe.

See you next year (hopefully).
xiaolin98 #3
Chapter 29: I am glad that finally they choose to stay with each other. The happy ending. But, I can't help but wonder about Luhan's parents reaction too
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Chapter 29: Awwww sehun is so so romantic
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Chapter 27: Sehun!! You can't say that to your hyung really !!
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Chapter 26: Noooo.. why Luhan's parent is such a er really
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Chapter 25: They are super diper aborable
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Chapter 25: They are super diper aborable
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Chapter 25: They are super diper aborable
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Chapter 25: They are super diper aborable