"Maybe I should...?"

"Maybe I should...?"

Baekhyun heaved a sigh, he was standing outside a door. In front of him was the rooms of all his fellow members but today was a day where Baekhyun didn't want to step inside. With a blank stare he locked his eyes on the door, doubting on whether he should go inside or just walk away. With a heavy swallow of his saliva he opt to walk away. His direction was the elevator, the only thing that would take him away from here, from him. His hand slammed lightly against the button to get the elevator to arrive in front of him.

The Vocal couldn't help but to turn his head to glance at the door of their dorm. Waiting for the elevator to take him away he thought to himself 'Maybe I should--' but a loud sound from the elevator was heard and stopped his thoughts, the doors opening quickly thereafter.
Stepping inside the tiny room he thought of pressing the button that would take him to the lobby, instead his eyes shifted upwards to the top number. The level where it all ended and maybe he could end it.

A moment of silence was played as he pressed the button, the top level. Baekhyun could feel his heart raise, his hands start to become moist and his breath start to become heavy.
Reaching the top floor he slowly stepped out and walked towards the door that would lead him to the roof. The fresh air would seem fitting since his body was acting the way it did.

"I can do this…" he mumbled quietly to himself the words was repeated over and over again, until he reached the door. "I.. I can.. I can't do this!" he took a quick step back and turned his body, running back to the elevator. 

Baekhyun was panicking, he needed to get down fast. He couldn't help but to push the button several times before the doors opened, and he quickly found himself inside. Pressing the button that would take him down, back to his dorm floor. Sitting in a fetal position at the corner of the tiny room he hid his face, trying to suppress the feelings.


 

Author note; This is pretty much it. I hope you liked it. I'm not sure if I should continue or just leave it like this. What do you think?

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