Taehyung's POV

Happy. That's how I'll describe myself. I'm indeed happy :) And it's all because of Hobi XD

Now that we both know that our feeling's .. mutual *coughs* XD

What should I do? Should we be sweet infront of them? >//< Eehhkk. I'm imagining it already. Hahaha. Okay stop Tae. You're too happy. Pfft. Waah.

BTW, it's been a week since THAT happened >//< See? It's been a week already but I'm still here reminiscing the moment :3 

HAHAHAHAHA.

But why do I feel that there's something bad will happen today?

Naah. I hope not. No need to spoil the mood.

Lalala~

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"Oh hi T-tae. :)" Hobi said with his usual calm tone.

Wait. Where did he come from? Haha. I didn't notice it XD

"Oh yeah? ^^" Hehehe.

"I'm guess ur happy? Mind sharing? Haha." He laughed making his teeth appear.

Oh Hobi. Don't u know that I'm falling harder with those smiles.

"Silly. Of course its because of you."

And with that, we both blushed >//<

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The whole day's fine. It was really good actually. But I'm really wondering if there's wrong. Hobi's talking to me formally. Sometimes in a sweet way of course but-- tss. Nevermind.

Oh, speaking of.

I can see Hobi's on his way here.

I went to him quickly to clear these questions in my mind. And I hope I will.

"Hobi? Can I ask you something?" he seemed shocked. Maybe he didn't notice me XD Okay. Time to get serious. :3

"Oh yeah? What is it?" He said smiling but I think it's .. fake. o_O?

"Hobi? Why am I feeling this way? Sorry but. I think we're not okay. YOU"RE not okay. *sighs* Maybe ur not in the mood but, hey. Can you tell me what's up?"

"Huh? What do you mean? I'm absolutely fine Tae. Don't worry about me. About US." he's looking at me directly at the eyes right now. 

I feel .. nervous. But .. why?

"How couldn't I? Look. There's really something wrong"

"What are you trying to imply?" I know there's really something.

"You know it Hobi. I know ur completely aware of that. Ugh. Just tell me what it is already! We're both getting ourselves upset here. Tell--" he cut off my words.

"*sigh*

.

.

I think this isn't working Tae" 

My heart pumped so fast. I'm feeling nervous. What is he trying to say?

"W-what?"

"I think .. I can't handle my fears anymore. I'm too scared to be hurt, and to .. fall inlove." He's looking at the floor,head's down. But he looked at me after saying that phrase.

"Thank you and sorry," This time, he's really looking seriously in my eyes.

"Sorry for everything Tae. I guess this is our fate. Maybe ur wondering if my feeling's true, and yes it is.But .. my fears is greater. I'm really sorry. It's my first time experiencing this. :("

Cricket sounds filled our conversation. It's been a few seconds since he talked. And we remain silent.

And so I nodded. But I guess he misunderstood it coz ..

He was about to walked out of the scene 

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but I didn't let him. 

Of course I wouldn't let this scene be repeated. Remember? This happened already.

"N-NO!" I shouted.

Hobi faced me immediately and I can see that he's really shocked of what I did. But he immediately calm himself.

"You're wrong. This is not our fate,Hobi. It's a choice. Not mine, but yours. But sorry, I need to make a choice too. And that is ..

 .

.

To fight my feelings for you." I stood confidently upon what I said. I walked closer to him and held his hand.

"Hobi,stay with me .. Please" I begged.

"*sighs* 

"Sorry, but .. I can't Tae. Please do understand."

*poof* 

He removed my hands from his' and distance a little. Upon hearing his tone, you would really let him go. He's begging for pete's sake. And I can see tears are almost falling from his eyes. 3

 .. I don't wanna lose him .. Never

But I think I should really understand his decision.

Even if it means hurting myself.

:'( 

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"I held you tight, but you refused to be with me" 

That's the phrase my mind kept saying.

For the 2nd time,

I lost.

AND IT HURTS. BIG TIME.