Definitely things are not going as I wanted.

 

The songs I was creating seemed completely wrong ...

 

Both the letter as music seemed messy ...

 

As if they weren't meant to be together ....

 

I lacked inspiration ....

 

Which is not often the case,

 

not since I was completely in love ...

 

seemed cliché.

but it was true.

 

Since finally chaerin and I had gotten it official three months ago ...

 

I could not be happier.

 

It is true that both of us are frightened by the reaction of the fans but things had gone well and I could not complain.

 

But these days something had tormenting me.

 

my mind was always full of letters, ideas …

 

At this time I was in the study of Teddy hyung.

 

-man, you're tired is normal. Let's make one thing .... right? you go home, you find for a few hours, and see how everything will be better.

 

So there I was 45 minutes later, in the apartment with a cup of coffee, a pen and a notebook for lyrics.

 

But it did not seem to improve and before I knew it I was asleep on the couch.

 

I woke shocked when I noticed a blanket covering me and opened my eyes I saw "hunchae" picking up the ratings the disaster of, and leaving the cup of coffee already cold in the kitchen.

 

I went slowly behind her and put my arms around her waist and shook her hard.

 

- I love you Jingyo oppa, I know there's something bothering you ... but I want you to know that I'm here and I would love to help you with whatever you need. you know it?

 

I look deeply into my eyes and smiled while nodding.

 

- And you will know that I also love you chae-ah ...

 

contrary to what the others could even think I was the affectionate in the relationship.

 

Charin was terrified to tell me or show me than she loved me, first she said that I deserved better, then were my fans and my career.

 

I watched as she blushes, I picked her up and take her to the bedroom.

 

I was going to pay attention to a good friend hahaha.

 

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After several hours, we were both under the sheets.

I feel her breath on my neck and I shiver.

I love her.

- You know you can tell me what you want, you know it?

- Is nothing .... really.

- Oppa ...

- Just seems that I have lost my touch in the songs ... it seems that I can not accomplish anything.

- Oppa are tired and exhausted, you should not ask yourself so much. you can not take your mind songs like that, remember your greatest hits, how they came?

- Most are special moments, feelings, people ... you.

When I turned my face chaerin was asleep with parted lips and calm breathing.

I went to the drawer of the bedside table to pick up a pen and a piece of paper. I sat on the bed and started writing.

I note Chae move, I turned to look at her.

She was asleep, looking for my warmth ..

- Oppa ... do not go ...

I giggled while leaving things on the table and went back to bed.

I could not stop smiling as Chaerin approached me.

She was freezing, I take the blanket and cover us with her.

But she's still shivering so I pick my shirt and tried to place it without waking her, which I do not get.

- Sorry honey ... you were shaking .... I just ... I wanted ...

I Noticed as I blush while she laughs.

- sorry darling I did not want ...

She sits up and interrupted me with a kiss while standing on my lap.

I Open my lips to hers while my tongue hard to find hers.

- Oppa ... I know a better way to get warm ...

I moan in ...

-mmmhh ... this idea is even better ...

 

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I wake up in the sun that enters the room. I turn to discover that I am just in bed.

I go out the hall, "do you know me" of 1tym, leaves the kitchen. As I approach, to see Chaerin rapping and shaking hips, while making pancakes and coffee monitors.

She jumps in surprise when she sees me at the door and she turns off the  Spotify.

- Oppa ... sorry ... good morning!

She walks slowly to me and kisses me on the lips.

- Oppa ... I've done a bad thing ...

- What the? What happened?

- Is a bad thing ... oppa really sorry ... I could not help ...

- Chaerin, what have you done?

- I'll ... I am going to take a shower ...

She gives me my notebook and runs away.

After a few seconds I hear the shower water.

I sit on the couch and watch the book.

A laugh out of me when I realized what she has done.

-hahaha

After several letters, I realize all annotations.

I look at the last song ...

is what I wrote tonight!

R.O.D ... Ride or die ....

Although this is different ... but it's great.

I laugh when I realize that she has corrected my English, hahaha.

I head back to the room and go to the bathroom, I was and walked with her in the shower.

 

She is leaning on my chest and hugged her.

- Will you sing with me?

- hahaha - she laughs and kisses my cheek.

- Has already become your inspiration?

- My inspiration and my self-esteem. Teddy hyung was right ... hahaha

-what do you mean?

I stopped her talk kissing her lips

 

oh yeah .... thanks brother