People will hate me for her.

It's been months since Kris left EXO and followed his own dreams.

And it has been months since my big sister died because of her heart cancer.

It's a miraculous thing how she survived for a year, after meeting EXO. The doctors we met in America had already given her a date of death, saying that she would no longer survive.

But during her critical stage, she had been fangirl-ing over some debut teaser of a Korean boy group who had just been newly formed by SM Entertainment. She would usually joke around, saying: "I can't die yet. I have to see how these guys will change the whole Hallyu wave." She had been lively, bright and active like she didn't have cancer.

But then, let's go back to present. Kris was gone. And the moment he left the group was also the time when Jaehee unni passed away.

And I want him back in EXO.

So screw you, SM Entertainment.