i carefully walk to jongin who is still sleeping soundly ,trying not to make any sounds when i crawl on the side of his bed i put the cake beside him and lits the candle,

feeling excited i decide to video call the members and press the mute button so their voice won't interfere us,

" jong, wake up "i poked his cheeks multiple times so he would feel annoyed

 " jongin, wake the up " still not moving any limbs i shake his body and i put my phone right in front of his face 

" hmm ? " his eyes are still closed

" jong-..  hyung .. i brought a cake " , why i am being nervous.since the other members are not around this is going to be awkward if i sing him the birthday song 

" uh okay, lets just eat the cake tommorow, go back to sleep, hun " 

no no-no this is not the plan jongin

is it bc only me ? i don't seems important to you ? right, you never

i always the one that always make a move, always the one that tried to fix our friendship since the fight between us happens

geez, at least blow the ing candle you heartless bastard.

while running, i just realized that the video calls still working i turn off the phone and cry my hearts out, .

A/ N sorry for my english :) and its my first time too ..

special jongin's birthday . ilysm