*LATER;AT PHOTO SHOOT*

sandule was a bit shaken up by what happened the night before and wonder if he should tell jinyoung or not also he wondered what she meant by, "i was expecting shinwoo".

all these thought clouded him mind and he wasn't able to think straight.

"Hey sandule, you ok? you seem to be somewhere else today, you even woke up first this morning." jinyoung chuckled

"yeah, i'm alright i just got cought in a daze, that's it"

jinyoung shook his head and walked off. Sandule began to think more about it and it really started to play with his mind. At this point he just wanted to rip his head off turn it upside down and empty all the thoughts from it, he just couldn't that the trouble of being a good friend or a secret lover or just let it sit and hope it all just dies down like most problems he's faced, the only thing is, this is one problem that he doesn't want to face and this was driving him insane.

"SANDULE!!!" KARA shouted

"get your over here, your up you fool!" walking off angrily, looking as thought she wanted to set the building on fire

sandule quickly ran over for the shoot (theme: heart of darkness) and even still he thought about everything

"good sandule, this is the best shoot i've seen you do. in all my life i've never seen such pain and realism in a shoot like this" the camera man said alsong with the make-up artiest and others agreeing with him sadly all sandule could do was think about this situation he had goten himself in.

[what now?, what do i do next?  what do i say, do i continue or stop it all together? what next?] 

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