Chapter 41
BECAUSE OF LOVE"Krystal....."
She heard that voice calling her. That voice that makes her legs weak, the voice that she loves to hear and the voice that makes her heart beats fast.
She slowly looked up and there she saw Myungsoo standing in front of her
"Myungsoo" she said in a weak voice
He didn't say anything. He pulled her for a hug but Krystal didn't hug him.
"Do you know how much I looked for you" He said still hugging her
She pushed him gently "Why are you here?" she tried to be cold towards him
"I'm here to see you"
"Just leave you're just wasting your time on me"
He frowned "Why are you acting like that?"
She looked down "Just go away Myungsoo"
"Krystal! Stop acting like you're a cold hearted girl!" He shouted his temper was rising
"Just go I don't want to see you anymore" she said
"Tell it to me while looking at me" He instructed
She was hesitating at first because when she look at those eyes she knows she can't lie but she have to do it
She looked at him "I left Korea to have a peaceful life I thought that disappearing will make things better and when I heard that Naeun is getting okay I know I made a right decision" she paused for a while to hear Myungsoo speak but he remained silent
"I want you to move on from me! I'm not the right girl for you Myungsoo just look I left you without saying any goodbye is that not enough for you to realize that I'm just useless" she said
"You're just doing that for Naeun" He argue "We can just fight for it Krystal!"
"But I need you Krystal" Myungsoo said as he clenched his fist
Krystal let her tears flow, she looked at Myungsoo who is already staring at her
"Myungsoo please just leave listen to me" Krystal begged
"No you're the one who needs to listen" He yelled
"How can you expect me to move on to you? When all I think about is you! Do you know how much you made me worried when I heard that you're going to Japan you don't know how much I tried hating you but I can't" He said
Krystal looked down as she cried hard
"It's because I love you Krystal and I know you love me too" He added
"This love of us is not right! I want it to stop Myungsoo" Krystal said
And with that Myungsoo's tears suddenly flow "Is that what you want to happen huh?"
She slowly nodded
Myungsoo wiped his tears using the back of his head "Okay! I won't push myself to you anymore..I'll give you what you want if that's the only reason to make you happy even if it hurts me" He paused for a while
"I will let you go" He continue
The words that Krystal doesn't want to hear from him, the words that made her world crashed. She looked up as she saw him finally walking away from her. Her mind tells her to let him go but her heart tells her to stop him.
But unfortunately her mind won. She watched him walk away as her tears continuously flow on her beautiful face
He wants to stop walking and go back to her and tell her that he will never let her go. That he can wait for her forever but he can't because Krystal is already pushing him away.
He decided to let her go if that's the only thing that can make her happy and have a peaceful life. This time his willing to sacrifice even if it tortures him. He turned around to see her for the last time before entering the car but unfortunately she was gone.
"Goodbye Krystal"
After 3 years.......
"Hey I already settled all our papers our flight is tomorrow" Yoona said happily on Krystal
"And I already fixed my papers to Haneul University" she added
Krystal just nod as she stare blankly
Comments