Amor Fati
Description
"Oh, these times are hard. End up making us crazy, don't give up on me baby"
They were young, they were foolish. They thought they can handle it all when it is them against the world. They thought it is okay to be playing with the rules once in a while. They thought nobody can find them in between stolen kisses shared between the dark alleys on the wee hours of the night, hiding under the shadows to end up at their apartment and doing nothing but laying down on the floor and talking about their future, they thought there was no holes for another viewer to watch them helplessly in love other than themselves.
They were wrong.
Foreword
Hi hi! Happy new year! May all of us have a good year ahead!!
The first line from the description is yes, The Script's infamous song, For The First Time. Actually there were a few songs that accompany me throughout writing this story. You can use it at somekind of playlist; Epik High - Shoebox, The Script - For The First Time and Ed Sheeran's Photograph.
Word vomiting this because suddenly missing Jongdae. I don't even know why I have the sudden thirst for Jongdae hahahay. But there is something that's making me a little bit sad tho.... but it's kinda personal and.... OKAY ENOUGH FOR THE MELLOW TALKS.
About the title : "Amor fati is a Latin phrase loosely translating to "love of fate" or "love of one's fate". It is used to describe an attitude in which one sees everything that happens in one's life, including suffering and loss, as good or at the very least, necessary—in that they are a part of the facts of one's life and existence, so they are always 'necessarily there' whether one likes it or not. Moreover, it is characterized by an acceptance of the events or situations that occur in one's life. This acceptance doesn't necessarily preclude an attempt at change or improvement, but rather, this acceptance can be seen to be along the lines of what Nietzsche means by the concept of "eternal recurence"—a sense of contentment with one's life and an acceptance of it, such that one could live exactly the same life, in all its minute details, over and over for all eternity." (Source : Wikipedia)
As usual, comment comment comment! I want to know what do you think, It's the first fic that I made with word count more than 5000. WOW I can't even believe I made a long fic. (But it's not even long compared to curledupkitten's usual work tho.....) SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME EVALUATE?
With lots of love, please take care of me well!
Pawsitivelytao!<3
NB : I can't still get over Yifan's white hair (AND EYEBROW) (And his fashion sense overall) (He and his expensive things). LIKE IT'S THE WALLPAPER OF MY PHONE, IPAD, NOTEBOOK AND I JUST CAN'T GET TIRED WITH IT. WHO'S WITH ME?????!
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