The Lotus of Love and Regret

Description

Trapped in between, Nam Taehyun has waited years for a chance to achieve closure. Can he find his questions answered so that he can finally move on? 

Time is all powerful. It eats everything up and swallows everything in. Buildings falter, empires destruct, lives disappear and people change - all by time.

And yet, why does my heart still ache for him after all this time?

 

 

Foreword

 

Everything has a start and an end. I would say that my life started off well enough but it did not end properly for me. I’ve been on my own all this time, a shadow among living humans, still trying to write my own ending. Perhaps now I have finally found a way to my closure?

 

 

I’ve always been different. I see things people don’t.  Dead people to be exact. They say that it’s a gift but I’ll say I can still live well or maybe better off without it. Sometimes I try to help out, depending on their wishes. Not because I’m being extra helpful but out of sympathy.

 

 

I paint him when I miss him. The drooping eyebrows, his delicate features and the expression behind his eyes. It has always been a way for me to keep him by my side all this years. So that he is not forgotten. But lately, I find myself slowly starting to forget little details of him. His voice is now just a ghost of my memory. Time is slowly but certainly eating up my memories of him. What I have left now are these paintings and the scattered fragments of him in my mind for me to hold on  to, desperately. I often wonder how things would have ended up for him if we had not met each other. This is all my fault. Please forgive me. 

 

 

 

A/N : I hope the foreword is not confusing.It is actually point-of-views of different characters.  The story would most likely be a longer one than Intersections. I actually spent a longer time thinking of a suitable title instead of writing the story. And I still think that there is a better title for it. Anyways, I will stick with this one for now :P

 

 

 

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Heathcliff
#1
Chapter 2: omg i didn't expect this. Revenge? this is getting really interesting
Thank you for your update authornim <33
songtonam
#2
Chapter 2: this is break my heart,.. actually :(
MsTurtle #3
Chapter 1: woah this is really interesting authornim ..
so taehyun is a young master O.O
I wonder how many brothers did he have and I feel sad for his father ..
only the first chapter but I'm already so curious authornim >.<
Heathcliff
#4
Chapter 1: This is so sad authornim i'm crying ;A; but but.....i'm really curious about the 2 others
I will wait for your next update