"... Leeteuk hyung loves this kid and his mother too much, he will do anything to protect and make them happy. I really admire hyung."

"Sora, are you ok?"

Sora stared back at Leeteuk. Confused. Shall it be best to let go of the only man she loved all her life as that is the right thing to do or just pretend that it is ok to entertain a married man and possibly hurt his family?

Their communication has been constant lately. He would always check on the child's progress, would invite her for coffee, lunch or dinner. Sora isn't sure where these meetings would lead and it is a matter of fact that he is already a family man hence she did not dare to discuss issues of their past and what these recurring phone calls and messages meant to him. To her, this is a moment she long waited for. Whatever its worth does not matter anymore. It took years to get this close to him again so she will just take it as it is and remain true to her job. Let the topic revolved around academic and work. No strings attached but she will savour the moment. 

Time and again, her mixed emotions on their situation would pop in. She feels elated getting a chance to be a bit closer to Leeteuk but at the same time guilty that she is feeling ecstatic this way towards a "married" man. Sora can't deny that part of her is hopeful to have a second chance with Leeteuk and has been visualizing her willingness to accept his situation with a child should he decide to pursue her again.  She felt a bit sorry for herself. What a nasty idea. How can she entertain the thoughts of being a mistress? 

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"Sora I can't believe this is happening. We have not seen each other for years, imagine? You were the best room mate I ever had had. I am so glad I bumped into you today" Hyorin exclaimed.

"Yeah. It has been a while. When did you get married and how come I have never seen you around? Did you stay out of the country?"

"I got married more than two years ago. I have been in town, I just happened to stay home