"Let me go
 I don't wanna be your hero..."

I’ve been fighting for years and I never expect any help from anybody.  All those years, I had thousands of thoughts about ending everything I have. But I never thought of meeting you, Nam Woohyun. 

It's funny how my life changes when I'm right beside you. Some people are broken and maybe it takes a little time to get it fixed. And it's beautiful to think that maybe someday you'll see yourself  the way I do, Kim Sunggyu.

I hate you for making me realize how big this world is yet all my thoughts are about you. You make me feel pathetic. 

There are times I get scared when my help isn't enough because it may add a new scar instead of healing one. You make me feel insecure.

"...I don't wanna be your big man
 I just wanna fight with everyone else"

How many times do I have to say I don't need you? I thought to myself, feelings just come and go. The sad truth is, even if I let you go and forget you, I will still miss you.

Then I asked you if you still love me, you hesitated. That's when I realized I lost  you forever.