Dear Jongin,

         Annyeonghaseyo!

      I hope you’ll read this letter I made for you because I just want to tell you a lot of things. I would like to start by saying “Kamsahamnida”. Thank you for being you. Your smile, voice and graceful dance moves. These simple things that never fail to bring a smile to my face even when I’m in my worst mood.

       I only watch you through Youtube. I screamed and giggled in every action you do because I got crazy every time I see you. I really wait for your teaser photos, videos and also comeback shows. Each update about you I really know it. Every MV you do I watch it. And also the steps and lyrics of your songs I know it. *crazy right? hahahaha* I downloaded each songs, video and pictures about you and also bought your merchandise and shirts, Even the products you endorse I also bought that. And if it’s your birthday I celebrate it. Even in my phone/ laptop/ tablet it’s full of things about you. Sometimes I read fan fiction stories about you and imagining it was you and me. What can I do? I’m really crazy about you! My status in facebook? Tweets in twitter? Photos in instagram? It’s all about you. When I’m in school I tell to my friends, classmates, schoolmate and also to my teachers how handsome you are. The moment that you got linked in other Kpop Artist all I do is cry. It may sound corny but that’s what I really feel. I don’t want to hear bad rumours about you; I defend you with those bashers. When you’re sick or got injured, I always post “#GetWellSoonOppa” hoping that you can read it. I always daydream about you. Even at night before I sleep I think of you, hugging one pillow and imagining that it’s you. I would be absolutely honoured to meet you one day. I always pray and wish that I could spend one day with you. You’re the one who makes me cry, laugh, inspires me and made my day. Do you know what hurts a lot? Being INLOVE with the person who doesn’t even know I exist in this world. The person who haven’t even seen me in personal. The person who is million km away from me. The person I can never reach whenever I want. The person who only love me as a FAN. It really hearts a lot. That’s reality so I can’t do anything but to accept and endure the pain I’m feeling. I now you’re a human too who want to love and to be loved. The day will come that you my PETERPAN will found your WENDY and love together until the end, while me Tinkerbelle your fan will just watch and support for both of you even if it hurts. It will break my heart at first but I’ll try to accept it even if it’s hard. I must know my limitations, I may not be the right girl for you but I’ll be here for you until the end. I will always support you! <3

“Even though I will always be just another fan girl in your eyes I will always support you until the end.”

Your biggest fan,

KJO :D