Heechul's POV

I was 7 years old. Me and my parents went to a picnic. I was happy. I really wanted to spent with my family. We were on our way. I was sitting on the back,playing with my toys. My appa was driving the car while Umma was showing appa some photos. It's their date pics when they were young. When they started their love. Their precious love. Until now, they still love each other dearly.

Appa look at the pics. They smiled and laugh. I'm happy for them as a son. I know that my parents will never divorce. They will never be apart. But I was wrong. A tragedy happened. An accident happened. Appa...Appa... Appa drove the car and it went down the cliff. *silents*

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I woke up. My vision was blurry. I blink my eyes many times. ''Please.... I don't want to be my blind.'' I cried. I open my eyes. The vision became clearer. I heard someone crying...''Oppa.....Oppa.....Please.....Wake up opp-pa..Help! Help! Someone...HELP!!!! Oppa please hold it... Help!!!'' I saw the person who was crying and shouting. It was my...umma. I saw my appa. Blood came out from his body. It spread the ground. I saw the car was... a total disaster...  My umma noticed me that I woke up. Still alive..

''Heechul ah.. Please... Shout for help. Your appa needs help. Please...Find some help...'' My umma pleaded. I glanced outside. It was scary.. ''I don't want to... I'm afraid.''I pleaded. ''Just go!''My umma shout. I startled. I went outside of the car carefully. I walked and saw the cliff. There was a crowd of people was surrounded it. I tried to shout but they didn't hear it. I ran to my umma. ''Umma, I saw some people were crowded at the top of cliff.'' I said. My umma who was still in the car said. ''Why didn't you ask for help?!'' my umma asked angrily. I felt wanted to cry. Tears went from my eyes..

'Umma.. Why are you like this? I'm just a 7 year old kis who is turning to 8. Did I do wrong with you?' I said in my heart. ''I asked why?!''my umma shouted. She was stressed. ''I shouted but they didn't hear it.. I'm small. I guess...umm-ma should d-do it..'' I said hesitantly. I saw her went out of the car. She was mad. ''You are useless!'' She said. She spat at my face. She ran to the bottom of the cliff while I'm here...Crying...

I heard sounds from the car. My heart felt uneasy.. I ran..ran to my umma. I hugged her. She startled. She pushed me roughly.'' Yah you br*t! What are you doing?!'' She yelled. ''I heard sounds from the car.So...I ran.I think it's gonna ex-'' I didn't able to finished it. She pushed me roughly until I fell. She wanted to go to the car but unfortunately it exploded. My umma fell. She kneeled down. "NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OPPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

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7 years later.......

My umma still can't forget it... Me too... My umma still raised me but it's different. She raised me with HATRED. Actually, the money she earned, she never gave me. So...After school, I will go to my work place and earned money. Sometimes, when umma spend all her money,I gave her some of my money. But she never thanked me..NEVER.I started to hate it but I need my umma.. I still love her...

Today is my birthday.. I bought myself a 2 cupcake.. I put it on the table. I sat there...Waiting for my umma... But she never came... I waited her...until I slept on the table. It was 1230pm. I cried by myself...I know she will never came but.. I still hope she came... I went to her room. I put the cupcake on her table. I saw some blood stains on the bedsheet. I widened my eyes. I went to the other side of my bed..There lies a body...A body,a person that I love... She was gone...

 GONE FOREVER....Now...

I'm all by myself...