Seungri is tired from everything around him.

He is sick from being always critisized for every single thing he does .. People are heartless and He is just a human like they are.

Humans make mistakes .. Humans are not saints or angels .. Humans cry .. Humans laugh to cover the pain and Oh he has been always excellent at HIDING .

They see him always smilling, fooling around and clinging to his Hyungs which he loves the most even though they so much. 

He is hurt because the only person he loves the most out of the other four avoids him .. His Jiyong hyung isn't the one he knows anymore 

He has been in love with hyung for years and always hiding by being the cute adorable maknae he is supposed to be.

Every single touch, hug, smile and every "maknae is mine" killed him inside with a rusty knife but he as the good actor he is never showed.

Sometimes Seungri asked himself "Does he mean all this ?! Am I really his?!" BUT as usual no answer and the bleed inside gets worse.

He was alone like every day these past months so he decided to let all out on a paper and then burn it like how his heart is burning from the pain.

"Here I'm thinking of what we are,

I'm hurt, tired and I just want us to stay