More Cyanide Please

Description

A glimpse of the demons that corrupts Nam Taehyun's inner thoughts due to his current controversy.

Foreword

A/N: Just a warning that this contains a little bit of Nam Taehyun x drugs x cigarettes. It might be a little depressing for some so i'm sorry ;; But i had to write this because i was feeling down the past few days because of all that Taehyun had to go through because of his controversy T___T But i know his strong, and he will continue to fight. Also, i wrote this fic with a heavy heart, so i'm sorry if it seems a little messy and all over the place.

P/S: Cyanide is a slow killing poison…

 

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XiaoYi #1
Chapter 1: Oh my. Thank you a lots for writing such a good fanfic like this. I rarely read an English fanfic (actually I mostly read Chinese fanfics), but when I saw your tittle, main character and genre in your fanfic, I clicked then read it without considering. As my expection, that is really good. I love the way you describe his expression, just like sometimes I think about it, especially when he got troubles/scandals which shouldn't appear. How will he face it? Avoid or accept? Will he be disappointed then give up everything he tried after years? Last word, thank you so much for writing this awesome story. I dont usually use this account, but because of you, I log in. Hehe.

Hope you will be able to write more. Love ya.

P.s: I'm a NamTae-biased too ^^
kokky92 #2
Chapter 1: Ah this is so beautifully written, so strong but also poetic. <3 what i want to say is that I really want to read more of your works. I think this is the best thing I can say about this fic and your writing! Every time I read something new you wrote I really appreciate the deepness and overrall everything, so please accompany us with your works for a long time :')
nxmdxvx #3
Chapter 1: It feels like Taehyun himself speaking his words to me, it feels so real, that makes me drown to the feeling, brings me back to that day (I remember we cried each other on LINE ugh so sad). It was short yet meaningful. Keep writing, beverly ^^ waiting for the next next stories!!! <3
annethundr05 #4
Chapter 1: Awe my poor bias, my Taehyunnie! Sheesh I'm just drowing in feels right nos. This was just awesome, you really feel just what he's going through & his mind. You do angst well author-nim. Fighting author-nim!!!
gummybaer
#5
Chapter 1: Im sorry for telling you not to do angst before because this is good TT_TT You wrote Taehyun's thoughts so well, i feel im on his shoes when reading this (and i cried, yes i cried huhuhuhu). I want to run to him, embrace and giving warmth :'( Ah yeah and i feel so grateful for the phrases explanation, english is not my first language so ............ thanks !! /hugs/ The story is beautifully written, the words flowing by itself and i can feel the depression of him. Write more Beverly *__*
top_bommie #6
Chapter 1: Omg this is such a good story... More people should read this. You use so much figurative language and somehow why I read it,it rhymes!!
I love this phrase the best: "Stop screaming my name. Stop pointing fingers at me. Stop tarnishing my name to earn money to feed your selfish needs"
Reminds me of Dear TV by Tablo.
Nice story!!