Do I look like I care?
Do I look like I care?"Can you just not?!"
"what? Can you just explain what do I do wrong?!"
"Krys, stop it. I'm ing tired."
"And I'm ing tired because you let me hanging like this!"
"What are-"
"Sehun, please, don't make things complicat-"
"And you're the one who make things complicated!! I'm leaving."
-
That's the last fight that I remember. Sehun push me away and leave that night. Till now, I stil don't know what's my fault and felt empty because he leave me.
I feel like dying, I want to die. I decided to take a bath.
When I look at the mirror, damn I look like a monster, with the biggest eyebag I ever have, and messy hair.
Dammit, Sehun I can't live without you.
I went out of my bathroom and take my phone. I search the number of Sehun and call him. While waiting for him to answer, I went to my kitchen, and take a knife.
well, Sehun, my life is in your answer right know.
-
I look at the caller id. Geez, that girl. "What do you want?" I said coldly.
"S-sehun.
Can you come back home? I beg you.
I can't live without you. Please, I might die right now."
"Do I look like I care?"
I said so sarcastic and ends the call. Damn it, Jung
Krystal.
-
Well, thanks to Oh Sehun. "Do I look like I care?" He ends the call and I put the knife in the middle of my hands, arrange it to my vains. "Ahh.." I scream a bit, hold the
pain. I push the knife deeper and let myself fall down to the floor.
I have a flashback in my last breath.
"I love you Jung Krystal, I won't leave you, so, will you not
leave me?"
"I won't leave you, Oh Sehun"
I'm sorry Oh Sehun, I break the promise, I'll leave you
right now.
-
Why does my heart pounded like this? Does anything
happen to Krys? No, Sehun. You do not care.
Ah jinjja. I have to check her out.
I drive my car so fast. Her words are still played back in my ears
"I might die right now"
No, Krys. You're not that crazy. I arrive at our mansion
and I press the bell ring.
"Krys, please open the door!"
She still didn't open the door. I decided to open the door by myself. She didn't locked the door.
Well, stupid Sehun.
I open the door and walk towards-
wait. What is this scent? A sharp scent like a blood-
omfg Krys.
I ran to her room and sees her lying on the floor with all blood from her hand.
I felt tears come from my eyes
"Krys, wake up! You gotta be kidding me. Krys, please
don't leave me. Yah! Jung Krystal!" I sobbed like hell.
here I am, sobbing like hell on my girlfriend's cold body.
"I do care, Krys. I'm sorry."
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