Chapter 1

Don't Wake Me Up

BOBBY'S POV

Aiish why must people wake me up when I'm in the of my dream!! So annoying! Ugh!! I tried very hard to go back to sleep in hoping that whatever I dreamt of earlier would continue from where it stopped but unfortunately my eyes tend to be funny and decided to change it's mind. If only my manager woke me up after that dream ended! Oh well, hope she appears in real life soon.

NARRATOR'S POV

"Hope you have a great time with your family in US but now when you're back, focus more on work ok? Rest well arra? See you at the studio tomorrow at 10am," informed his manager as Bobby made his way back to his apartment

Feeling irritated and lazy to respond using words, Bobby did an 'OK' signal with his back still facing his manager. Bobby kept on cursing till he reached his doorstep and a sudden poked could be felt at his waist. Bobby jerked up and accidentally yelled in a high pitch manner. He turned around and look at the familiar someone with full of perplexity.

"Yah mama's boy!!! Welcome back to Korea!! Hahahaha!" exclaimed Hana, his neighbour and also his childhood friend

"Aiiish!! It's you? Thought it's some sick ert or what. Thank you so much Daddy's gitl!! Wah you gain a lot of weight eh?" Bobby teased, messing around with her hair

"Ugh! I knew you would say that. HMPH!!! I'll get back to my apartment first then!" Hana squawked in annoyance

Bobby hold onto her hand and gave her a cheeky smile.

"Eh come on, I've been away for a long time and I missed disturbing you. You know what I'm thinking? Since I'm back in Seoul....it's been a long time......," Bobby hinted

"STAYCATION!!" Hana exclaimed upon remembering

"You got that right, daddy's girl," Bobby replied cheerfully

IN HANA'S HOUSE THAT NIGHT

They both had their all time favourite dish for dinner, kimchi ramyun. After not eating Korean food for a few months, Bobby gobbled up his ramyun and finished it within minutes to repay back how much he missed the traditional food here. Hana eyed Bobby in a very pity way that she sacrifice her ramyun to him. With no further a due, Bobby finished it up leaving nothing, not even one bit of ingredient could be seen in the bowl. Hana let out a laughter at the same time grabbing a tissue to wipe the stains at the side of Bobby's lips.

"Thank you. OH !! Your ramen!," Bobby startled

"Yeah and thank you for realising how nice I am to sacrifice my ramen," Hana shooted back

Bobby projected a what-should-I-do kind of expression.

"Hahaha!Chill bro. It's ok, I've already eaten just now," Hana assured as Bobby heaved a sigh of relief

"By the way, where are you parents? Why are you alone?" Bobby asked

"Oh them? They have some business to settle that was basically none of my concern. So I have to be independent for a few months I guess?" Hana told him

"A daddy's girl like you independent? I repeat...DA-DD-Y'S GIRL LIKE YOU IN-DE-PEN-DENT???Hahahahahahahah!!! Really? YOU? YOU?!!" Bobby laughed hysterically and continuously

"YAH!! I wouldn't have survive if I'm not independent! At least better than a MAMA'S BOY like you! I bet you don't even know how to cook a ramyun for yourself. PABO!!!" Hana enraged

Those madness in her was being transformed into laughters, seeing the smile on her best friend's face which made her feel light-hearted everytime he does it. Of course, being her best friend for a long period of time, Bobby went for Hana's weakness point. He pinched her cheeks gently and sang a nursery song changing the lyrics exposing his cuteness which he know, could capture Hana's attention and forget about his wrong doings.  So, they spent the entire night telling some interesting stories about what happened to their lifes recently.

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IKON members were so glad to see Bobby back in the studio that they had been talking non-stop about how much they missed one of the most, bubbly, outgoing and swag member of theirs. Being the closest to Bobby, B,I asked Bobby to follow him to the cafeteria so that they could have a personal, brotherly chat with each other. They each bought themselves a meal. In the middle of the conversation...

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"You met her? Jinja?!" B.I exclaimed in bewilderement, adjusting his specs

"Woah, why are you so surprised? You still have a crush on her? Eh...you liar! I know moving on isn't that easy," Bobby assumed

"Ani! That was an old story alright? That was like what? 2 years ago? Only during that party I kinda have a small crush on her but now I swear I feel nothing towards her. So don't put words into my mouth hyung!" B.I warned, angrily

"Hahaha, we shall see. Should I ask her to pay a visit?" Bobby teased

"LAST WARNING HYUNG!" B.I raised his voice in irritation

"Aiish arrasoh,arrasoh! But honestly, you have feelings for her right?" Bobby was still being stubborn

B.I gave a deadly stare towards Bobby causing him to shrink backwards, nodding his head, understanding and knowing what was in B.I's mind. Bobby took a sip of his soup in silence, without even daring to bring up that topic again.

The night was still young and the IKON members decided to hang out at the flea market nearby. They wanted to tag Bobby along but seeing that he himself have a lot to catch-up on with their new cheographed dance steps, Bobby refused and asked them to go on without him. As hardworking when it comes to work, Bobby put on his snapback and click on the play button. Once the song started playing, he dance according to what Jinhwan had taught him earlier.

BAMP

"OMO!!" Bobby accidentally exclaimed out loud upon hearing that

"Mianhe~!"

"Hana? What are you doing here? How did you enter?" Bobby questioned her and helping Hana to arranged the albums back to it's original position

"I have my ways...duh.... Don't act like you know me for the first time. So, this is where to practice huh?" Hana wondered, scanning the spacious practice room wishing that she could own one

"You came all the way here empty handed? Such a GREAT friend you are!" Bobby pretended to be pissed just to annoy her

"Excuse me? At least having me here could occupy your loneliness arra?!! Aiish, you're still as pampered as ever!" Hana teased back by snatching his snapback from his head

"As if like a daddy's girl like you isn't pampered! Tcheh!" Bobby squawked

Hana went for the desktop and treating it like she owns this studio. She was randomly scrolling through some videos on YouTube when one of the songs caught her outmost attention. She beam to herself and steal secret glances of Bobby who was trying to get his dance steps right. Since the song brought her back lots of sweet memories that she and Bobby had gone through during high school, she click on the play button. Bobby automatically stopped whatever he was doing and slowly made his way to the desktop til he was right behind her.

"You still remember?" Hana asked

"Of course. What happened during prom two years ago is still fresh in my mind. That idiot was stupid for dumping you just because he found a much hotter partner?" Bobby reminded

"So you're saying I'm ugly?" Hana raised her voice while asking, with hands across her chest

"I didn't say that. You assumed I did. Hey, you should be thankful that I'm your contigency plan. If not you wouldn't have even attended the prom," Bobby protested

"Really? More of like you're really in need for a partner for that night too. Haha, but I'm thankful that the idiot dumped me. How I wish we could rewind back to that moment," Hana sighed

"Who says we can't?" Bobby said, and immediately pulled her gently towards him

Bobby move closer to Hana, with their toes close to touching. He then placed his right hand on Hana's lower back and his left hand gently holding onto Hana's right hand at shoulder level. Lastly, Hana placed her left arm on Bobby's right shoulder, feeling so nervous as til now, she was still awkward dancing in this position. When Hana looked at him in the eyes, Bobby then said the exact same thing as what he said during prom.

"Don't be afraid and follow my lead alright? Trust me,"

"I do," Hana replied with a smile

Bobby lead the dance and they swayed their bodies following the flow of the music. Bobby then gently guide Hana in small circles around the floor as both of them gazed into each other's eyes while their mouth do some memory talking about how they were two years ago. A few seconds before the song ended, they dance til they end up into a snuggle position. The intense lust was projecting into each other's eyes. While they were enjoying the closeness, Hana's eyes turned watery and sooner or later precious diamonds fell out from her eyelids.

"Why are you crying? Gwenchana?" Bobby started to panic

"Ani...tsk...haha nothing," Hana lied and slowly embraced him gently, leaning her face against his broad shoulder, crying in silence

"Yah wae gurae (what's wrong)? Why so cheesy suddenly?" Bobby wondered with an uneasy heart

"Bobby-shhii mianhe," Hana apologised

"For?" Bobby asked back, startled

"I'm so sorry and I'll see you in your dreams arra? Saranghae (controlling her tears)," Hane confessed and kissed him on the lips

"I'll get going first,"

"I'll see you at home alright?" Bobby said, in confusion

Hana paused, turned and gave a wide grin to Bobby who was still feeling suspicious about Hana's mysterious sayings a while ago. It's not even 1 second and the IKON members were back, as they felt bad about Bobby not tagging along. They bought them some food. All of them were busy showing off what they had bought for Bobby hoping that their stuffs would be up to Bobby's liking. Instead of concentrating on that, those words...

"I'll see you in your dreams arra?"

kept playing in his mind. B.I noticed Bobby's facial expression and made his way towards him.

"Hyung, hello?!! You ok?" B.I tried to get his attention

"Be right back!" Bobby said in an uneasy tone

On the spot, B.I could sense something was wrong. Feeling concerned, he tailed Bobby. Bobby went everywhere but Hana was nowhere to be found.

"She can't be that fast?" Bobby assured to himself when B.I gave a tap on his shoulder

"Hyung...~~," B.I trembled

"What's with that tone? Do you by chance know what's on my mind?" Bobby asked, creasing his brows already fed up with mided games

B.I replied by giving slow, continuously nods with fear in his eyes.

"I...I need to show you something...follow me,"

20 MINUTES LATER....

Bobby froze the moment they reached their destination and was not even able to move a muscle. B.I who realised it paused and reversed back his steps.Automatically tears rolled down from Bobby's eyes including B.I who felt really bad for not telling his mate beforehand.

"You're kidding aren't you? Tsk...B.I don't fool around with your hyung like that. I know I like to create jokes but bringing me to grave mounds is sure not a funny thing arra? Tskk...please don't tell me...you bringing me to my own best..tsk...friend's grave," Bobby lamented as he could already predict what was being in stored for him

Words couldn't seemed to spill out from B.I's mouth that he only could express his answer to Bobby's question through actions.

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B.I gave Bobby a brotherly hug and while hugging Bobby heard B.I's continuous sobbed signalling that what he assumed earlier was right.

"Mianhe hyung...tsk...mianhe...I was about to tell you but I can't bear to break out this awful news to you when you're so enthusiastic telling me about her the other day at the cafeteria...So sorry..tsk..," B.I apologised

Hana's death robbed Bobby off speech and sadness was taking control of him. It's hard to accept the truth that tears of agony kept rolling out from those eyelids of his. A huge twinge of pain struck through him and it's like a wound that couldn't be healed kinda feeling. Bobby rooted down right in front of his best friend's grave whom he thought wouldn't have leave the world so soon. He touched the grave mound gently it and rested his forehead with full of devastation and despair.

"It happened a few weeks before you came back. She was buying you a gift and she misplace her wallet at the shop after paying. I was running for her to give it back to her but a car knocked her down. Mianhe hyung, I...I tried calling the ambulance as fast as I can that night...i'm sorry...tsk...," B.I added causing Bobby to breakdown with full of melanchony

B.I comforted Bobby by placing his hand on Bobby's shoulder, staying by his side til his was ok.

"Tskkk..Mianhe Hana...Love you too,"

***

THAT NIGHT IN BOBBY'S DREAM

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"Where is this place? Hana??? HANA!! HANA EODI-GA (where are you)??" Bobby wondered at the same time eyeing the entire scenery

It was deserted and no one was in sight at all. The tress, dotted along the edges of the never ending lane, groaned and mourned under the weight of the snow, that lay innocently  on their branches. Tiny snowflakes started to pour and Bobby held out his hand out to admire the beautiful mother nature when his eyes caught Hana who was standing only inches away from where he was. She was wearing a pure white dress complete with white heels, and her silky midnight  black hair flew backwards as a gush of cool breeze brushes through it, exposing her glossy complexion. A sweet smile was projected on those lucious lips of hers.

"Hana?! There you are. Where have you been? Let's go home!!" Bobby exclaimed excitedly, grabbing onto her hand

Hana didn't move a muscle.

"Bobby-shhi, I might not be able to go home with you. But I'm going to a place and might not be coming back..forever," Hana responded causing Bobby's excitment to turn into mute misery

Bobby look downwards, knowing what she meant when Hana lifted up his chin, looking directly into his eyes. His eyes was already swollen red and that can't help Hana but she tend to shed tears as well.

"Mian chingu.Tsk..tsk... Before I go, I just want to say that you have been my greatest childhood friend ever. Thank you for always being there for me, thank you for being my true happiness to any sadness that I have ever encountered and of course thank you for appearing into my life since we're 5," Hana sobbed when Bobby cupped her face

"I've forgive you a long time ago. But Why? Why didn't you tell me about how you felt? Honestly, I had been waiting and I'm sorry for not having the guts to tell you too," Bobby cried

Hana's emotions hits her like a bullet through the chest as she went straight for an embraced, wailing her heart out on Bobby's chest, apologising continuously.

"I could live without money...tsk...I coud live without the fame...But with you leaving the world, with you moving on, how can I fly when you're my wings? Life is so unfair. Tskk..Should I trade my life for you?" Bobby sank into melanchony

Hana wiped his tears away and managed a smile even though her eyes were badly swollen right now.

"Please don't do something stupid. You're worth the living compared to a liar like me.Maybe it's our punishment for not being honest with each other.Tskk...a very cruel punishment indeed. For you, I'm willing to accept it arra? It's my fault so I'll face the consequences.If I ever went up to heaven, I would fall right back down because life couldn't be living cause you're the one I couldn't live without. Promise me to not wipe off that smile from your face. Promise you'll make full use of your life and find yourself a very loyal and trustworthy soul mate that will be able to bring in happiness into your life. You deserve it," Hana sobbed

Suddenly, they were distracted by a very bright light shinning towards them that Bobby have to shrink his eyes due to the powerful rays.

"It's time," Hana lamented and took out something from her dress pocket

"I bought this for you while you're in US. Take care of yourself Bobby and no matter how far I am, I'll always be watching over you. I will still be your wings," Hana said with a smile

Bobby pulled her gently to him and kissed her forehead.

"No matter who my future soul mate would be, you're still my first. Saranghae daddy's girl!"

"Saranghae mama's boy," Hana replied and strolled towards the light

She turned around and gave one final wave. Bobby waved back and Hana vanished into the light.

 

DREAM ENDED!

Bobby woke up from his sleep and happened to find himself on a hospital bed.

"Hyung, gwenchana??" B.I asked worriedly followed by the other members

Bobby nodded telling that he needed some time alone.

"Aiish, are you trying to scare us? You were unconcious for a few hours. You sure you ok?" Chanwoo raised his voice when B.I slapped him in the head

"Yah maknae! Can you not make situation hard for him? Aiish KOJO!! The rest of us as well," B.I commanded and wrestle playfully with the maknae

Bobby was arranging the pillows when something familiar caught his eyes. He picked it up and let out a warm smile. It's the gift that Hana present to him in his dream. He was surprised and felt touched at the same time. It's a dream catcher.

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"Komawo Hana. Appear in my dreams often arra? So that I can catch you back in my arms one day," Bobby said hoping for Hana to hear it

A short gush of wind went passed him and Bobby's lips curved into a smile as he admire the sky above, picturing Hana.

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Elleally
#1
Chapter 1: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I wanted to cry reading this...
valeintines
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Chapter 1: A story with a good plot. I enjoyed reading this. :)