Day 2: Storm

Starry Eyed (A BTS Drabble Collection)
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Pairing: Namhyung/ Vmon
Warnings: insomnia, tiptoed love
Word Count: 913

 

On paper, what they have is simple. But paper is nothing without ink, and ink has a particular way of flowing, the words forming dips and valleys where there aren't supposed to be any, watering truth down until it's nothing but an imperfect reflection of reality.

Namjoon knows about words, knows their impact and their meaning. They fall from his lips and trickle out of the countless pens he keeps losing; on good days shaping worlds unknown out of stardust and simple notebook paper. 
What he doesn't know is how this got out of control, because words are also what keeps him up this particular night just like so many others before it, his tired eyes blinking into nothing, or perhaps into forever, as he watches the clouds move across the dark midnight sky.

There's a storm in his mind, raging on and on, because his words aren't peaceful and they've never been, jumbled messes tugging on the edges of his vision, needy; demanding attention right this second and he's so sick of it, disgusted by his own ability to turn feelings into sequences of letters which always, always turn out significant enough to require melodies.


If there was a clock nearby, it would show something way past midnight, but that doesn't stop the thoughts from coming to him, they always seem to come, today being one of the worse nights. His body needs sleep, but he physically can't make his mind shut up, not without waking the younger boy, and what they have is way too fragile. Taehyung's way too precious to be burdened; tainted in the waters of Namjoon's mind.

There's a small tug on his sleeve though, then another one, and Taehyung is suddenly there with him, like he always is, asking no questions but instead pulling him into a hug; a real one that has his high-strung heart relax while the beating picks up, until his pulse is the only thing left in his ears, perhaps along with the ever-present sounds of the universe settling around them.

It's strange, how the younger can calm Namjoon's mind and sharpen his senses simultaneously. 

Weirdly, he isn't drowning in spilled ink any longer, though the lead on his tongue is still very much real.
The thunder that has been roaring in his head is replaced by a different kind of force, for Taehyung is a storm; born in the ocean that's still weeping salty tears for him, but he doesn't belong there and he never has. Taehyung belongs in the stars.

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darkmoon_72 #1
Chapter 2: VMon is my favourite and this fic is my favourite, too. Thank you for that ^^ It's just... amazing. Love your writting so much.
Ah, I have a question: Could you please give me the permission to translate this fic into Vietnamese? I promise I'll credit you as author and keep the original link ^^ We have little VMon fic in Vietnam and your fic is wonderful, so I just want to share it to Vietnamese shippers. I'm sure they'll like it a lot ^^ Please~ TTwTT
Hope you will answer me soon~
pearlsonthebeach #2
Chapter 4: YOONSEOK IS LOVE ♥♥
pearlsonthebeach #3
Chapter 3: haha that was funny xD the thirst is real, i love
pearlsonthebeach #4
Chapter 1: That was absolutely beautiful *o*
jessie14
#5
Chapter 5: i'm not even lying
as i read this from start to end
i raelly wished it was like a one shot on its own beacuse it was so beautiful from start to end and the writing
every second sentence had something to praise and there's just too many to name
it was really nice and awesome. i wish you got more attention for it. it was really nice. anyway, late merry christmas and happy new year :)
nice udpate :) hope you have an awesome 2015
thebestbentastic
#6
Chapter 4: Your fluff is the best fluff
Zunnie
#7
Chapter 4: oi my otp xD your fluff is so cute! i kept on cooing over grumpy yoongi and sunshine seok ;u;
lsgrlr
#8
Chapter 3: This was so cute. I don't there is a person alive who can't relate somehow to ual frustration in their teen years. I like Jimin and Jungkook in this ship. Really good story, really good use of teen angst, and want. The writing as always was really amazing.
lsgrlr
#9
Chapter 2: Wow! Just wow. This seems so Namjoon like. A thinker that wants love, but thinks his way out of claiming it. I loved this. But then again Vmon is my fav. Thanks for this. It was amazing. *happy tears*