Chapter 4
♥2 Different Types Of Love♥Jaejoong’s POV
The show ended and I was happily waiting for ________ when Taeyeon (Sorry SNSD Fans, This Is Just A Fan Fiction) appeared, and hugged me
No One’s POV
''Oppa, what you want to do today?'' you cheerful asked
You stopped when you saw him hugging a girl, the girl looked at you disgusted
''So this is the girl, you were playing around with, Oppa?''
''Playing around?'' you asked shocked
''OMO, you didn´t know?'' Taeyeon pretended to be shocked
''Taeyeon Shut Up'' Jaejoong said
''But Oppa, weren´t you betting with TOP Oppa that you could win her over?'' Taeyeon looked cutely at Jaejoong
''A Bet?.......I was a bet?'' you asked shaking with tears falling down your face
Jaejoong pulled Taeyeon
away and was about to touch you but you took a step back
''________-ah it was like that at first but…..'' he said trying to explain
''No Stop'' you looked down and shook your head, tears falling down
''______ listen to me'' he pleaded
''Please stop'' you said and walked away
''__________-ah wait''
You heard him saying, but you continued to run away, you ran into the emergency staircase and started to cry hard, falling on the floor
''Stupid Stupid'' You hit your chest each time you said that
''How could you believe he really had feelings for you'' you smiled bitterly
''You have to know your place ________, it´s all your fault for dreaming higher than you can achieve''
You cried there for hours, lucky you, you were allowed to go home, hours ago, that´s why you went to see Jaejoong, after crying your heart out you got out and started to walk home, when you got home you didn´t have any strength at all, you fell flat on your couch and continued to cry, you cried yourself to sleep, when you heard your clock, you got up and went to the bathroom, you looked at yourself in the mirror
''From now on _______ , you have to know your place'' you said trying to smile
Jaejoong’s POV
I didn’t have the courage to run after her, I know I did wrong, how was I supposed to run after her? I had no right to, I didn’t thought it would hurt like this, but it hurt like hell, I miss her smile, her voice, her everything, I miss HER.
I wanted to chase after her and tell her I love her, but how was I supposed to ask for forgiveness? I messed up big time and I know that, I decided to leave her alone but…….
No One’s POV
For the next few weeks you were a dead walking person, you lost all your extra fat, in a week time, your usual cute chubby cheek was in, with huge bags under your eyes from crying every night, eyes red and swollen, there was no more baby fat or fat at all, you looked weak and pale, you were stunning, but didn´t look healthy, you did what everyone told you to do, no matter if it was to step on you to get up, it didn´t matter, you did it all, with no words or looks of complaint.
One day DBSK was going to appear on a show again, and you were in charge of all the set, so you started to work silently, when you heard a glass breaking, you looked at the floor to see that Jaejoong had let his glass fall on the floor
''Yah you clean this'' The PD screamed at you
You simply nodded and went to get a towel,
''No Now'' the PD said
You knew what he meant so without a word you kneeled down
''No she doesn´t have to do this'' Jaejoong said
''No Jaejoong-shi, this is my job'' you said not looking at him
You started to clean the puddle with your shirt, after it was done you got up to leave, but a rush of dizziness stopped you, you fell on the floor, you put your hands on your forehead, when you felt hands on you, you looked up to see concern on Jaejoong´s face, you tried pulling his hands away to get up
''Get your hands off me'' you said pulling away
''________-ah let me help you''
''I said get your dirty hands away from me'' you said and gave him a death glare
You pulled away and slowly got up and started leaving leaning on the walls for support
Jaejoong´s POV
I went to get a cup of water when I came back my eyes landed on _________, I haven´t seen her in a week, she was so skinny, she looked beautiful, more than she already was, but she didn´t look healthy at all, no wonder how can someone lose so much weight in just a week, The glass of water accidently slipped of my hand and fell on the floor, I saw _________ look at me and then the glass
''Yah you clean this'' I heard the PD say
I saw _______ walk away to get a towel, but before she left
''No now'' the PD said
I saw she kneel down in front of the puddle, she was about to clean it with her shirt
''No she doesn´t have to do this'' I said
''No Jaejoong-shi, this is my job'' she said not looking at me
I watched her with pain in my heart, why wasn´t she standing up for herself, was it because of me? After she cleaned all the water out, she got up, but soon fell down again, I ran to her side
''Get your hands off me'' she said pulling my hand away
''________-ah let me help you''
''I said get your dirty hands away from me'' she gave me a death glare
She got up and slowly and leaning on the walls for support she walked away,
''What have I done to you ______-ah'' I thought felling my heart tight in pain
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