Title: Nineteen
Pairing: Kai/OC (Sooyeon)
Rating: [M]
Genre: angst, romance
Length: 51 chapters
Status: Completed
Author: isreal

[author's description] Soo Yeon and Jongin seemed like worlds apart and has absolutely no interest in each other. But little did people know, they're hiding secrets behind closed doors.

Soo Yeon and Jongin meet in such an unusual way. 

It is just so wonderful. From the way it's written to the plot itself. It gets you hooked from the very first chapter. It's beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. 
Even though I didn't go through such hard experiences as a teenager like the protagonist, I still could identify myself with her character, with her struggles.
It deals with pretty hard topics, don't expect fluffiness and cutesy stuff (even though, of course, there are some lighter moments).
It's realistic hell, raw, no filters whatsoever.

" I wanted to tell him things. Things that I never dared to share with others but I'm scared. But at the same time, I cannot help but feel painful, every time I see him staring at me, like he already knows."

Here's the link ❤