MinJi's P.O.V.:

I was sleeping soundly, when suddenly I heard the door's sound. It seems like someone opened it. :3 Uhmm, yeah. I have this weird thing that I can easily be distracted by even a single sound from my surroundings while sleeping. Okay----I know it's weird or yeah, I'm just weird hoho~ >< But srsly. XD :3 Okay, I kinda woke up at the sound of the door opening. And then, I saw NamJoon Oppa walking towards the closet.

"Eo? You're already awake? O_O It's still early tho~" he asked, quite startled when he glanced at me and saw me already awake.

"Kinda~ What time is it, Oppa?" I said, still half asleep. My eyes are still closed but dun worry guys, I'm awake. XD :3

"Now? Hmmm, it's still 4:30 tho~" WOAH! Too early! O_O "Jinjja? O_O Do you always wake up early, Oppa?" "No. XD How 'bout you? XD" "Hmmmm~ Yeah, since I have work. Hihi~ But usually not this early. So, what brought you here, Oppa?" "I was about to pack your things up, but it seems like you can do it yourself now. XD" "Pack my things? Waeyo? Are we moving somewhere, Oppa? O_O" I sat up as I heard about him packing my things up. 'Cause yooo~ Who wouldn't be shocked by that? Or is it just me being like that? Okay. :3 XD

"Nah~ XD We just have to go somewhere, not move out of this house for good. XD Chill Jjingjingiiee~ XD" Oh! XD Jjingjingie? XD AH! Yeah, I remember that! That 'Jjingjingie' thing, Oppa used to call me that when we were still young since both of us like creating nicknames a lot. XD

"Awwww Oppa!!!! >< Why do you have to call me that tho~~~ Gosh! That made me wake up completely. XD :3" "Good morning---Jjingjingie~ XD" "Good morning too Joonie Oppa! XD HAHAHAHA!!!! Oops~ JungKook might hear me, but-----hahahaha! ><" I tried to not laugh too loud.

"Ooohh! XD That's better. :P So, would you like me to help you pack your things?" "If you want to help me. Hehe~" "Yeah, I should 'cause I need to force you to wear dress. XD" WHAT?! DRESS?! O_O

"Waeyo? Ahhh Oppa~ TT~TT You know how I hate those things! TT~TT Jebaaalll!!! Anything can do but not dress pls. ><" I begged all my might.

"Why not tho? I personally think you look good with dresses tho~" "When did you saw me wearing dresses? O_O" "Hmmm~ When I first knew that you were my sister? XD" WHAT? But-----I was in the hospita----Oh! Hospital gown. -,-

"But, that's not counted tho~ -,-" "Hahahaha! :P But still, wasn't that a one piece dress? XD" "Hoho~ Fine. But don't you think I look weird on that hospital gown? :3 XD" "Not really." "Srsly? :3" "Yeah." Ahhhh~ But I REALLY DUN LIKE DRESS THO~ :3

"Btw, why do I have to pack my things up, Oppa? It's not like there's no more time to do this later, right? Or nah? O_O" I said, trying to understand everything.

"We actually have no much time left for our flight." Wait----WHAT? FLIGHT?! O_O

"Oppa!!!! Just---where exactly are we going?! Omg! O_O" "We're going to U.S." "------" WELL DAMN! O_O THAT MADE ME SPEECHLESS! I mean, who wouldn't be, right? If someone asked you to go there all of the sudden. O_O

"You okay? XD" I slowly shook my head in no obviously. "But----why so sudden Oppa? O_O" I managed to asked, still shocked by the fact that we're actually going to U.S. (?) DAMN! O_O

"Secret." his expression changed. What could be the reason behind this? I was thinking deeply when. . . . 

"You're coming with me, right?" Oppa suddenly asked. As I look into his eyes, I dunno but I swear I felt the sadness in his eyes. Just then, I remembered that today is the day for Kim TaeHyung's surgery! AWWWW HOW CAN YOU FORGET ABOUT THAT, PARK MINJI?! >< AIIISSHHH!!!! >< But seeing NamJoon Oppa's expression just now makes me think twice. AHHHH!!!! >< 

"MinJi-ah, gwaenchanha? O_O" Oppa then rushed to my side.

"Eo? Ah---ne. Gwaenchanhayo Oppa. But. . . . do we really need to go now? As in today?" "Wae? You're not coming with me? :(" "A-aniyo. Uuhh. . . It's just that-----I'm afraid I would be kicked out from the hospital if ever I'll be absent today because. . . today would be Kim TaeHyung's operation. And I actually promised him that I'll be----right there during the surgery." As I finished explaining, I then took a glance at Oppa's face, and yeah. I FELT GUILTY! TT~TT He just looked too broken (?) and sad. After a few seconds of silence, Oppa heaved a sigh.

"So. . . you're not coming with me. . . are you? :(" he asked again. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SOLVE THIS?! :3 TT~TT I can't stand seeing Oppa sad tho~ ><

"Ahhhh~ My head hurts! TT~TT" I accidentally said out loud. AISH! Park MinJi! >< And now, Oppa is back to being worried. :3

"Are you really fine? O_O Is your head killing you? Sht! ><" he panicked, not knowing what to do.

"Ani---Oppa! I'm actually fine. I'm just-----uuhh. . . My brain hurts, I keep on having second thoughts. ><" "Of what? Of coming with me?" No! Pls. not that face Oppa! TT~TT He smiled weakly. I wanted to comfort him but I couldn't find the right words to say to him, so I just kept quiet trying to think of a solution. Lord, pls. help me to get through this situation! TT~TT

I was taking my time to decide when suddenly. . . . 

"Okay. I'll give you time to think of it thoroughly, okay? Don't worry, I'll respect whatever your decision would be. But if you were to ask me, then of course, it would be better if we'll go there together." Oppa stated, as he stood up.

"If you decided to go with me, then just meet me downstairs with your luggages. ^^ If not, then I'll just go by myself, I think. XD" WAAAHHH!!! THIS IS NO JOKE! LIKE SRSLY! >< EOTOKHE?! TT~TT When he was about to go. . . . 

"'Til what time will you wait for me, Oppa?" I asked. He turned again to face me and said. "Until exactly 6. So. . . . yeah, fighting! ^^" OMG! WHY?! And then, he finally left.

As the door closed, I unknowingly started packing my things up. MY DAMN HANDS ARE WORKING ON ITS OWN! O_O GOSH! While I'm just letting my hands which is packing my things up, I also thought of my choices. First. If ever I'm not gonna go with Oppa, he might get hurt and eventually my conscience would start killing me. But when I'll go with him, Kim TaeHyung would be the one who'll get hurt, right? . . . . . Wait----WHAT AM I EVEN SAYING? :3 Why would be get hurt? I bet he would like it tho, 'cause no one would ever bother him for once, right? But I did promised him last night that I would probably come. ASDGKJGDJF: THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR PROMISING SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN'T KEEP!!!! AIIISSH PARK MINJI!!!! YOU'RE SRSLY GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!! TT~TT BUT WHAT DO I DO NOW?! TT~TT

AIIISSHH!!!! YOU'RE SO SCREWED NOW, PARK MINJI!!!! >< I HATE MYSELF! TT~TT

RapMon's P.O.V.:

As I got out of MinJi's room, I felt like I was too mean to her making her decide on something on the spot. Like wtf NamJoon? -,- It's still early tho. Can't you just let her be? -,- But yeah, I needed to since it's for her own good anyway. She needs to meet Mom before it's too late. There are some questions that only our Mom knows how to answer, so I'm doin' this.

I know this would be hard for her because it seems like that brat(Kim TaeHyung) is starting to make a move and MinJi is eventually falling for it. Of course I noticed! XD Since I'm also a man. But I'm not like him. XD I'm not a coward. ;) Lol. But I really do hope that MinJi would choose to come with me tho~

Btw, since it's almost 6 already, I started to prepare myself for the departure later. I took a shower, dried my hair up and style it, change into warmer clothes(since it's freaking cold outside), and ate my breakfast. After eating breakfast, I decided to prepare sandwiches for MinJi in case of emergency. Who knows? She might forget about breakfast. After preparing 3 sandwiches, I put them on a tupperware and slid it in to my bag. I was trying to put my shoes on in the living room when I suddenly heard footsteps descending the stairs. I took a quick look and saw MinJi descending the stairs. Does this mean that she'll go with me?! 

"MinJi-ah~" I called. She then looked at me with a blank expression. Or nah? She's not gonna go with me? :(

"Oppa, I know that something's happening behind your calm state and sudden decision. I can feel it. So. . . . I'll go with you." she finally smiled, which made me feel relieved. Just then, I noticed that she's not bringing any luggage.

"MinJi-ah, where's your luggages? O_O" I asked, since she's just bringing a small sling bag. She responded me with an awkward laugh.

"I think I kinda put too much shoes that's why it got heavier than what I expected. Can you pls. help me with it?" "Yeah sure. XD Where is it?" "Look up. XD" She said, pointing somewhere upstairs. Oh, there it is. XD I saw a big blue trolley bag. I then went upstairs and carried them downstairs.

"Awww~ You okay, Oppa? Sorry for making you exercise your body a bit this early. XD" she said, lightly massaging my shoulders. XD I just smiled. That's fine. It's not that heavy anyway. XD

"So, are we all set? ^^" I asked, as I finally finished tying my shoelace. It was left undone since earlier. XD

"Ne~ ^^" she said. We were about to completely go out when suddenly. . . . .

"NamJoon-ah!" a voice suddenly appeared out of nowhere. Both of us turned to the source of those sleepy voice. It was J-Hope looking still half-asleep and freaking confused. XD

"Where are you two going? It's still early tho~ And it's---uh----it's snowing." he added, scratching the back of his neck. XD

"We're going to U.S." I simply answered like there's no big deal about it. XD And there, I saw his eyes widden in shock. I bet that made him instantly wake up. HAHAHAHA! XD

"Wait----What? Why? I mean, you're gonna leave us here? Come on! O_O" "Dun worry, we'll we back soon. XD Don't overreact bruh. :P" "Well, damn! O_O So you're going with MinJi? O_O Wait---DON'T TELL ME YOU GUYS ARE MOVING OUT FOR GOOD?! ><" "Hahahaha are you and MinJi twins? You two said the same thing when I told her about this. XD" "But srsly tho. -,- NamJoon-ah!" "Can you stop calling me NamJoon? -,-" "Then tell me why you two are leaving. :3" "Because of some important matters." To be fair, I didn't give any details to anyone.

"MinJi-ah, do you know something about this? :3" J-Hope continued to gather some infos. XD This dude is kinda stubborn, isn't he? XD

"Mianhae Hyung. But I also dunno about anything. :(" "Eeeyy~ Don't even try to lie. :3" "I srsly dunno anything tho~ I just followed what NamJoon Oppa said." Silence took over for a few seconds after that. J-Hope be trying to hypnotize MinJi for her to tell him the truth. XD 

"If you don't mind, we still have flight to catch up so we better leave now. Bye bruh~ Take care! Send my greetings to JungKook too, okay? XD" I said, finally pulling MinJi's trolley with me. I found J-Hope following us 'til he reached the main door with his sleepy face. XD

"Fine. -,- Take care also. MinJi-ah, take care of NamJoon. Just a friendly reminder. XD He tends to break and destroy things easily. Be careful." he whispered the last two sentences but enough for me to hear everything. XD MinJi just chuckled at what J-Hope said, and nodded. Aiiisshh~ This two. -,-

"Don't worry, she'll take care of that. XD Thanks for worrying btw, Jung Hoseok. XD" "YAAAAHHH!!! ><" Before J-Hope could do something, I hurriedly drove off. XD And yeaaass, on the way to the airport. While driving, I glance each time at MinJi only to see her spacing out with a very serious face. I tried to ask her but she just said that she'll be fine and it's nothing. So I really didn't think much and just continued driving. 

CL's P.O.V.:

~Time check. 6:30AM~

SUCH A WONDERFUL MORNING! ♥ Starting a day eating breakfast with my brother and YeJin, his girlfriend (?) is kinda new and refreshing to me personally. 'Cause as y'all know, Yoongi NEVER ate breakfast/lunch/dinner with me. In short, we never ate together since I arrived here. So I think I should really treat YeJin for forcing him to eat breakfast with me. Hehe~ And! Yaaaass, I'm starting to ship this two. GOSH! >< ♥ Hahaha!

While eating breakfast, no one dared to open up a conversation. All you can hear was the sound of plates and utensils. It's kinda awkward but I'm definitely satisfied as I saw Yoongi eating what I cooked. I wanted to ask if it fits to his taste but I'm afraid he'll just ignore me again. So I was contented with just seeing him eat. 

When we finally finished eating breakfast together, YeJin volunteered to wash the dishes. After that. . . . . 

"Uuuhh, Kyusoonim~" YeJin suddenly spoke. I just turned to her. "Yes?" I said with a smile.

"I think I should go now. I've already bothered you and Yoongi too much, haven't I? Hehe~ I'm sorry for what happened last night. I was out of my mind. This is so embarrassing. >< But thank you for lending me your clothes and for the breakfast, Kyusoonim~" she explained herself. Hahahaha what a cutieee~ XD

"No, you don't have to be sorry tho~ XD I should be the one who should thank you 'cause you just succeeded in convincing Yoongi to eat with me. Gomawo~" I said, or more like whispered to her the last two sentences for Yoongi not to hear it.

"Ahhh~ It's nothing, Kyusoonim. XD I know how you feel, so I just did what I should do to help you. ^^" she said. Awww~ She's a sweetheart~ ♥ My brother must be so lucky to have her~ "Excuse me, Kyusoonim. . . But----I think I gotta go now. I still have to---uhmmm----go back home and prepare myself for school." she added, bidding her Goodbye. Oh! YEAH! School! -,- I almost forgot! ><

"But, YeJin-ah! Wouldn't it be a waste of time if you'll still go back to your house? Why not just take a bath and get changed here?" I offered. This is the least that I can do for now, right?

"Ne? B-but. . . . what about my uniform? Hoho~ It's completely a mess. ><" "I'm gonna lend you my uniform. ^^ Since I used to study at SNU like you. Hehe~" "Ah----Hehe~ I forgot for a second. But, will it be okay with you, Kyusoonim? What about my-----" "Don't worry about anything. I got this, okay? Just go to the bathroom now before you'll get late." I said, pushing her to the bathroom on the first floor. I know Yoongi is already getting ready upstairs so yeah.

While YeJin is still taking a shower, I took time in cleaning the dining table. And then, I headed to my room and looked for my old uniform. Oh damn! I ing miss this uniform! ♥ I quickly ironed it for it to look quite presentable. Then, I prepared all of the stuffs I have to lend her.

Just then, I heard a knock. I asked her to come in since I know it's YeJin. XD So she came in.

"Here, I already prepared your clothes. Get changed now, okay? ^^" I said, as I was on my way out of the room. Just then. . . .

"Kyusoonim." "Hmmm? ^^" "I now completely believe that you and Min Yoongi are siblings. He also said this to me once. XD The 'I already prepared your clothes.' line. Okay, I'm talking nonsense. XD Btw, kamsahamnida Kyusoonim~ ^^" she said. He did? So, they must be THAT close then, if he already had prepared clothes for her, right? OMG! ♥ Okay. XD Just get the hell out of your room, Chaerin. XD :3 So, I just answered her with a smile, and then I closed the door finally letting her get changed.

And now, I'm back to the living room. I just sat at the sofa trying to relax a little bit since I'm all ready to go to school. I kinda woke up too early, so I started preparing early. XD I was just sitting back at the sofa when fast footsteps has been heard from the stairs. I saw Yoongi rushing down with his bag hanging on one of his arms. He then went to the kitchen getting something. . . I couldn't figure out what it is but yeah, btw he put it in his bag.

"Kyusoonim! I'll be going first." he was about to go when I suddenly rushed through the main door and blocked his way.

"Aren't you gonna wait for your girlfriend? O_O" I asked, with disbelief written all over my face.

"Ahhh~ I'm going to get late already! Pls. let me go!" he whined. Just then. . . .

"Kyusooni----Oh? What's happening? O_O" YeJin asked, startled.

"Your boyfriend is trying to escape from you, YeJin-ah!" I said, which made Yoongi facepalm himself. XD How cute can they be? >< Hahaha!

"I-it's not w-what you think, Kyusooni----" "Eyyy kajaaaa!!!! Ppalli!!!! ><" Yoongi then dragged her out. So I made way for them to pass. XD Cute! ^^ I watched them as they got on the car.

"Kyusoonim! You're not coming with us?" YeJin asked, as she was about to get on the car.

"Dun worry about me. I'll surely be there on time. Take care you two~ ^^" I said, reassuring her that I'll be fine. YeJin got on the car, and they soon drove off.

I wanna try riding a bus on the way to school for now since I haven't tried it for sooo long. XD And! Jin isn't coming 'cause he said that he have an operation to attend to today so he has to go to SNUH early. And since he'll be on the SNUH the whole day, I'll be the sub for his classes for today. DAMN! I feel kinda excited. Hehe! :D 

Okay guys! Imma leave y'all for now. Hihi~ Byeeee~ :* 

TaeHyung's P.O.V.:

So, my intuition was right? She's leaving AGAIN? Why? What happened again this time? I'm trying find some exceptable reasons here. I'm trying to understand why she's leaving. I'm trying to be open minded and not get hurt. I swear, I'm trying. . . . But-----I just can't. I---just. . . I just can't understand why is this happening to me? >< WHY DO I  ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO GETS HURT IN THE END?! 3 WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME?! DO I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE HAPPY FOR ONCE?!

As soon as J-Hope Hyung hanged up. . . . . JooHyun then rushed and explained things up for me.

"T-TaeHyung-ah, I dun really know what Park MinJi is thinking now. But I know her, and she's not like whatever it is in your mind now after hearing about her leaving. I-I know I'm just talking nonsense here, but pls. do believe that MinJi is not like what you think she is. S-she's a person who keeps promises, but now, there must be s-something urgent that she must take care of-----" I was drowned in my thoughts while she was talking so I didn't fully listened to what she was talking about. And I think Jimin noticed it and stopped JooHyun from talking further.

"TaeHyung-ah." Jimin called my attention. I just looked at him. "Should we leave or not?" He really knows me too well. But I don't think I'd like to be alone now. So, I just shook my head.

"Or should we talk?" he said the last option. Yeah, I think I need someone to talk to. I badly need it now. Sh*t, I'm broken. 

"O----kay then. I think it would be the best if I'll stay out of this." JooHyun silently left the room. As soon as the door closed, Jimin sat on the edge of my bed. I dunno, but silence then took over. Is it awkward? -,-

"It's been a while since we've done this heart-to-heart talk, right?" Jimin tried to lighten up the mood. Sorry bruh, I'm too broken. :3

"Hello~~~? Anybody home? XD TaeHyung-ah, jebal. :3 Why are you not talking? You know what, holding it in would be bad for your heart. So, let it all out, okay? I'm here to listen to you." His words are bothering me, but at the same time, it makes my heart feel at ease.

I sighed, closing my eyes. "Jimin-ah, I don't know what to feel anymore." I simply said, as I felt my heart being crumpled. Unknowingly, tears began to fall from my eyes.

"There are too many questions in my mind. . . . B-but---I know n-no one could ever answer those but her. I dunno why I'm so. . . STUPID! >< Too stupid to be fooled again for the second time around." I said, or more like whispered the last sentence. Jimin then patted my back.

"Don't compare MinJi with that . At least MinJi tried to fix you and prevent you from being completely broken, unlike that girl who didn't do anything but to completely destroyed you." Indeed. But. . . . isn't this too much for me? TT~TT

"And one more thing, you are not stupid, okay? I would've agreed if you said that you are a coward. But----yeah, you didn't. -,-" The heck is he talking about? -,- Is he really trying to comfort me or hurt me even more? -,- THIS BRAT!

"Hahahaha I'm kidding. XD But, come to think of it. If you just asked her out a long time ago, she would've been here by now staying by your side. . . . Or nah? Joke. If you want to cry it all out, then do so." "I can't cry because of you. You little----" "Cutie? :P" "WTH? O_O" "Hahaha! Admit it. I made you feel better. XD" "I dun care. -,-" But it really did make me forget about what was happening for a while. :3 But now, the pain is back. -,- 

"You really can't take things seriously, huh? -,-" I asked the obvious.

"As if you can. :P" "Okay, fine! -,- But can't we talk seriously for once?" "DAMN! Kim TaeHyung is serious. What a miracle!" "Park Jimin! ><" he just shrugged. Aiiisshh this brat is so stubborn!!!! -,- Why did I even asked for him to stay? ><

"If you want me to compare your relationship with that girl to your whatevership with MinJi, I would say that your so called happiest day in your previous relationship is just like an ordinary day with MinJi. In short, you're always happy when you're with her based on what I noticed." he suddenly stated. I srsly dun understand him. -,-

"What----do you mean?" "And now that she's not around, you're like this. I mean, your serious and stubborn self. You've been living like this until MinJi came on your way, bringing you back to your normal self. The energetic and always smiling Kim TaeHyung. The Kim TaeHyung that I knew since childhood. The Kim TaeHyung who's always smiling even though it's too tough. When you changed, I barely even knew you anymore. But still, I just can't leave you and your sister like that, right? So, I promised myself to not leave you guys until you'll find your way back to your old self again. And that only happened when MinJi came to your life." I feel like it's a bit too cheesy, maybe because of his face being too serious and all. Or something else. -,-

"Why are you so cheesy? -,-" "Wae? Didn't you want me to be serious? :3" Ahhh. -,- Yeah, I did asked him to be serious. :3 But. . . . what he just said was kind of accurate. . . . I think? :3 Suddenly, a laugh has been heard.

"Hahahaha! XD Arraseo. I know you're kinda confused, hurt, broken, and all now. But come to think of it. This is part of loving someone. If there's love, then hurt comes with it. Just think of this as a trial in life. You'll get through this, okay? You might not get an explanation now, but I know some day, the questions inside your mind now are going to be answered." I remembered the old days when we shared a lot of problems together. Park Jimin, the greatest friend that I've ever had. I couldn't help but get teary eyed while reminiscing the memories in my mind. He just continued patting my back.

"If you were to decide for me now, will you let her go or not?" I suddenly asked.

"Hmmmm~ No. I'll wait for her. If you really love her, you need to wait." he stated. Indeed. I can now prove if I do really love her or not.

"You'll be fine, okay?" he said, hugging me as I tried to stop my tears from falling any further. As I managed to stop crying, he let go of the hug and smiled.

"Yaahh, gomawo. I know I've never said this to you but I'm really grateful that I have a friend like you. You've been through----" "No, it's 'we'. We've been through a lot. XD This brat! XD" "Arraseo. :3 We've been through a lot, but still you didn't gave up on me. Even though I've changed, you still didn't throw away our friendship. Thank you, Jimin-ah~" I sincerely stated. I can see him just smiling but holding his tears tho~ XD This kid. XD

"Eeeyy~ Let's not be like this, eo? XD You're not dying, are you? Pls. don't die~ XD Nah but srsly, you don't have to say such words. But you're welcome. And will always be welcome. XD Aigoooo~" "You're crying? XD" "Aniya! Yah Kim TaeHyung! XD -,-" "Hahaha! Kidding. But. Jimin-ah~" "Eo?" "You'll be late for your duty. XD" His small eyes widden as he checked the wall clock.

"AIIISSHHH!!!! I'll be----uhmm----I'll be here later, okay? Bye for now! UGH! I'm so dead!!!! ><" he said, as he stormed out of the room. Hahahaha! Jiminie Pabo! XD

After a few seconds, I realized that I'm alone again in this cold room. I sighed. I do feel better now, knowing that there are still people who'll be waiting for me to be completely healed. But when I think of MinJi again, my heart still feel the loneliness and hurt. So I decided to write everything down to my notebook. Even the notebook itself reminds me of MinJi. I glanced at her desk and closed my eyes as I imagine seeing her sitting there with paperworks and my medicines. But I just smiled bitterly as I opened my eyes and saw no one there.

I started to write down everything that I feel now, and without me even realizing it, it suddenly turned out like a lyrical poem.

I want to breathe, I hate this night
I want to wake up, I hate this dream
I'm inside of myself and I'm dead
Don't wanna be lonely
Just wanna be yours

Why is it so dark when you're not here
It's dangerous how wrecked I am
Save me because I can't get a grip on myself

Without me realizing it, I've been writing continuously without even stopping.

Listen to my heartbeat
It calls you whenever it wants to
Because within this pitch black darkness
You are shining so brightly

Give me your hand
Save me, save me
I need your love before I fall, fall

Thank you for letting me be me
For helping me fly
For giving me wings
For straightening me out
For waking me from being suffocated
For waking me from a dream which was all I was living in
When I think of you, the sun comes out
So I gave my sadness to the dog

Thank you. For being 'us'

I was trying to finish it but I just can't. Maybe I'll just finish it after the surgery if it's still possible. I'll definitely finish this so I made a note at the bottom of the page indicating that it's still undone. Then I went another page and decided to make a letter for MinJi in case something would happen to me.

01.06.15

To the craziest nurse, Park MinJi,

Yah! Park MinJi! Eodiya(Where are you)?! >< Didn't I already reminded you about my operation last night? >< You even promised me that you'll surely be by my side during the operation. But now, where are you? You didn't even formally told me about this. What?! You're leaving?! Why?! Why now?! Why now when I really need you the most? I know I've been acting weird all this time and you really don't understand why I'm acting like this. But I'll be telling the reason now by writing this letter. I know this is kinda useless since I know you can never read everything that's written here, but I'll still write this letter to at least help myself to express what I truly feel towards you, in case I'll be gone when you come back.

MinJi-ah, you need to know something. I've been hiding this for a long time already. I. . . . . like you. No, I mean I LOVE YOU! I may be acting like I don't most of the time but I actually do! But I hid it because I was afraid that you might not have the same feeling as I do. That's why I kept it for a while.  And because of keeping it to myself, I felt like losing a chance to have you. I should've done something to make you mine, but I chose not to. I became such a coward.  And now, this happened. The thing that I'm scared of already happened today. I lost you. I didn't want to lose you, but I unknowingly just did. 

I wanted to start all over again because our start was not that good. But the thing is I'm running out of time. I feel like I wouldn't live any longer and I only have few more days left. But still, I would like to spend all my remaining days with you. But it seems like I couldn't. I would like to say these things to you in person but I don't think I can still wait for you 'til you come back. But I'll try my best to fight and hold on for everyone, especially you.

Before meeting you, I've already given up with my life. I only lived for YeJin. That's why I treated people like that. I don't want people to enter my life anymore with a thought that they'll only suffer because of me.  And I'm afraid that I might be left alone again. I was living like a dead person. But when I met you, every single thing began to change. It seems like I found my way back to life again. It seems like you saved me from being dead. Because of you, I was able to write meaningful songs again without remembering my painful past. You've been the melody to my empty lyrics.

In a few minutes, I'll be facing a big battle for my life. I'm going to fight 'til the end to say all of the things I've written here to you personally. But in case God wouldn't let me do that, I would like to ask you one last favor. Please take care of YeJin for me. Please give her all the love that you give to everyone and all the support she needs that I can never give to her because of my illness. Never leave her side. Don't be like me. Please don't. 

And lastly, I would like to say sorry for making it hard for you. And thank you for staying by my side despite of my unbearable attitude. And sorry for being a coward. I did loved you, I still love you, and I'll be loving you 'til my last breath. I'll wait for you as long as I can. Even though I'm scared about the turn out of today's surgery, I'll just clear my thoughts and not think of anyone, but you.

You, who saved me from the darkness. Park MinJi, saranghae~

- Kim TaeHyung

I managed to finish writing a letter for her with few pauses. Damn! O_O The paper is all drenched with my tears! >< Well, I can't blame my tears tho~ -,- No, you should srsly stop crying, Kim TaeHyung. -,- I turned my head to somewhere else. And soon, I found myself staring at my reflection on the mirror. I look like a mess from crying since earlier. -,-

I therefore conclude that you'll never appreciate the importance of a person until he/she disappears from your life. That's what I'm feeling now. I feel so empty. I didn't know that I loved her that much. I never expected to be this empty when she's not around. She became my everything, without me even realizing it. I just shut my eyes and covered my whole face in frustration. Nothing is going right today. I knew these day would come. I'll be hurt again. I will be left alone again. Nothing would be left for myself again. It all happened again.

Jin's P.O.V.:

~Time check. 7:30AM~

I'm now on the way to Kim TaeHyung's room to check on him. You know, it's his scheduled day for surgery today. And I'm one of the assigned doctors for the surgery. While I was taking the elevator, my phone suddenly started ringing. I picked it up as I saw JooHyun calling. Aigoooo~ Is someone missing her bro? XD I then cleared my throat and slid my finger to the accept button.

"Yes little sis? XD" "OPPA!!!!! DID YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO MINJI?! TT~TT" Huh? O_O "What are you talking about? What happened to MinJi? O_O" "You also dunno? TT~TT Ahhhh!!! Molla!!!! TT~TT Oppa, pls. hurry!!!! I CAN HEAR SCREAMING AND WEIRD NOISES FROM TAEHYUNG'S ROOM!!! IT SEEMS LIKE HE'S THROWING THINGS!!!!----" Oh sht! >< 

As soon as the elevator door opened, I then ran to TaeHyung's room and spotted JooHyun outside.

"Gwaenchanha? O_O" I asked worriedly to JooHyun. She look terrified. What she said was true. From here, we can hear loud screaming and crying, things being thrown, and glasses breaking.

"Oppa, what should we do with TaeHyung?! He's too scary! TT~TT" she said. And then we heard a thud sound from the room followed by silence. JooHyun and I looked at each other first.

"I'll go in first. It's too dangerous." I said. JooHyun just nodded, still looking terrified. I placed my hand to the door knob and finally opened it. As I got inside, I saw Kim TaeHyung collapsed on the floor. I then hurriedly checked if he's still conscious.

"TaeHyung-ah. Are you awake? TaeHyung-ah! Kim TaeHyung!" I kept on calling out his name while shaking his body a bit. But no response.

"JooHyun-ah!!!!" I shouted, while carrying TaeHyung to his bed. JooHyun then opened the door. "Ne? OMO! WHAT HAPPENED TO TAEHYUNG?! O_O" she then hurriedly went inside the room with shocked look.

"He collapsed. Call his doctor. Ppalli!" I said, while checking his pulse. I don't know much about his medication so I need his personal doctor to check his chart. JooHyun just nodded and reached for TaeHyung's phone on the desk and dialed Dr. Lee's number. As Dr. Lee answered, JooHyun then passed the phone to me.

"Annyeonghaseyo Sunbaenim~ Kim SeokJin imnida. I'm here in TaeHyung's room and it seems like he collapsed a few minutes ago. Luckily, I didn't found any scratches from the broken glasses on his body. And also, I already check his pulse. His pulse rate is not normal." I reported the details to him.

"Okay. Since it's almost 8, just send him to the Operating Room. I'll be there in 5 minutes." he simply answered and hanged up. So, I then signalled JooHyun to help me push the hospital bed to the Operating Room. And while on the way there, some male nurse also helped on pushing the hospital bed. Just then, TaeHyung opened his eyes.

"MinJi-ah, kajima(Don't go)~" he said or more like whispered, as he closed his eyes again and a single tear ran down from his eye.

I'm actually curious of what happened with MinJi. But I think this is not the right time to ask anyone about this, especially in this emergency situation. As we arrived at the Operating Room, I spotted nurses and Dr. Lee ready for the operation. Just then, two person dashed to the operating room. Wait-----KIM YEJIN?! MIN YOONGI?! O_O

"What are you guys doing here? O_O" I asked, also shocked. But I think, they're more shocked that I was.

"Don't worry, Dr. Kim. I was planning to select the best students in SNU and let them assist in the operation today. I asked some of the professors and most of them recommended these two. So, here they are." Dr. Lee said, reassuring me that everything's fine. So that means, KIM YEJIN WILL BE OPERATING HER BROTHER?! O_O

Yoongi's P.O.V.:

~Time check. 7:00AM~

AIIISSSHH!!!! I swear, Kim YeJin ganging up with Chaerin Noona is no good for me. THIS IS FREAKING BAD! PLS. GIVE ME SOME PRIVACY! >< Btw, I'm on my way to the university with Kim YeJin of course. Have no choice since I'll be paying if I'll park in some area and get her off my car. Now, the only way that I can do now is to speed off to the school. And there, I can finally live in peace. Well, not really since we're classmates. -,- UGH! That's why my life . ><

"Min Yoongi, can I ask something?" "What." "How did I ended up sleeping over in your house?" "To make it short, I was possessed by an angel." "Can't you be more detailed?! Aiiissh jinjja. -,- What if you actually did something stupid to me? YUCK! ><" "Is that how you treat someone who just saved you from sleeping outside? -,-" "Then, tell me what happened. -,-" "Fine. I tried to send you to the dorm but you said you forgot the passcode. JUST WHY THE HECK DID YOU CHANGED THE PASSCODE?! ><" "In case of emergency. I already told MinJi eonnie about it, so you dun have to worry. -,- Okay, go on. :3" I cleared my throat before continuing. "Since you changed the freaking passcode, you couldn't go inside. So, I just decided to let you sleep on my house. Then, some angels got into me who let you sleep on my PRECIOUS bed all night. And I just slept at the study table you little sht. My back hurts 'til now. -,-" I kinda summarize everything. Living the unimportant things aside. She doesn't have to know about that nonsense shts she talked about in her sleep. -,-

"That's it?" "Wae? Don't tell me----you imagined something else?! Oh girl you nasty~" "N-no! Never! OVER MY DEAD BODY!" "Yeah, I know you're a dead meat later. XD" I said as I remembered what she did to Yuna last night. XD That prank call or whatever it is. XD I just chuckled and shook my head still in disbelief.

"Wae? Did I do something stupid? O_O ><" "Hmmmm~ Yes?" "What did I do?" "You called Yuna and nearly had trash talk with her? XD" "I DID?!" She gasped. "Yup. You were feeling it too much. XD" "Did I? Aiiisshh~ I'm so dead. TT~TT" "Yeah, I know right? XD" "Mind helping me? PLS. TT~TT Didn't I also helped you yesterday?" "So you're trying to ask something back? :3 Heol!" "Jebaaallll, eo? TT~TT" "Arraseo. -,- I'll see what I can do." "Of course, you can do anything. Isn't she your servant? -,- XD" "Servant? XD Since when?" "Since forever? Since Day 1? Since-----" "Arraseo. Just shut your mouth. -,- I'm being too talkative because of you. -,- And I'm not liking it. ><" "Hehe~ I guess my charm is that great. :P" " HA HA Funny. -,-" Silence finally took over. But I dunno why I feel awkward, so I started talking again but still focusing my eyes on the road of course.

"Where's your glasses?" I asked randomly.

"AWWW SHHIIII----I LEFT IT AT HOME! >< AAAHHH PABOOO!!!! @_@" she exclaimed, messing her hair in frustration.

"Yeah, you're right, pabo. That's you. XD" "ARRASEO! >< TT~TT But I promised Sunbaenim that we'll try practicing archery in the field later tho~ Aiiisshh!!! I'm so screwed!!!! TT~TT" HAHAHAHAHA As expected, she's a pabo. XD I stopped the car and parked it to somewhere.

"MWOYA?! Wae? Why did you stopped the car?! You're not going to kick me out of your car all of a sudden, are you?" she looks uneasy. XD I just bursted into laughter because of her craziness.

"Be glad 'cause I'm not that mean today. XD Get out of the car." I instructed. YeJin looked at me with her shocked and furious eyes.

"Yaaaahh!!!!----" "Aniya! XD I'm not going to kick you out. XD I promise, I'll also get out of the car." I reassured, as I also got out of the car. Seeing that I'm already outside, she then started to move and get out of the car too.

"What are we doing here? -,-" she asked. "We're in the middle of the street. Where exactly are we? O_O" she added, asking too many questions. Well, 2 questions are already many for me. :3

"Read the sign board, duh." I instructed. She just did as she was told and tried to read it. She looked up at the store's name.

"What is it? I can't see it clearly-----" "They sell contact lenses here. Just get in already. :3" I simply explained and pushed her inside. As we went inside, we were greeted by some workers.

"Yes? What are you guys looking for?" a lady said.

"We're looking for contact lenses for 250-250." I said.

"We have black, gray, brown, and green for that. ^^" she showed us the contact lenses. YeJin just stood there like a stone.

"Yaahh, aren't you gonna choose one?" I asked. "Me? Btw, how did you know about my eye grade? O_O" "Since we have the same grade. Didn't I used to steal your glasses?" She just went 'O' then she started choosing.

"It looks like you have a caring boyfriend, miss. You're lucky~ ^^ You guys also look good together." the lady said way to loud for me to hear from the back, which actually made me choke on my own saliva.

"Ah, ne. XD We often hear that from ppl. XD Thank you btw~ XD" I heard YeJin answered. HA-HA FUNNY! :3

YeJin and the Lady kept on talking, buying much of the time. I checked my wristwatch from time to time. 15 minutes had past.

"I'll just choose this one." YeJin finally chose one. FINALLY! YES! ><

"How much is it?" I asked. She told me the price. YeJin was about to pay for it but I stopped her and gave my credit card to the Lady. She did her thing and all. I signed the sht and we're done. When we're finally back at the car. . . . . 

"Waaahh~ Would this color look good on me? I hope so~ Hiiinngg~ TT~TT" YeJin kept on glancing at the contact lenses. "But, I dunno how to put this thing on my eyes tho~ :3" Wait----WHAT?! O_O

"ARE YOU SERIOUS?! O_O" "Do I look like I'm kidding? I often give up because it's too hard to put it inside my eyes. TT~TT" "AIIISSHH!!!! I WASTED MY MONEY AGAIN!!!! ><" "It wasn't my fault tho~ You were acting cool giving your credit card to pay for the contact lenses. You didn't even asked me if I knew how to put them on. Aigooooo~ -,-" I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN! -,-

"Good thing I know how to put it on. -,-" "Jinjja? O_O" "Do I look like I'm kidding?" "Stop mocking me!!!! O_O" "Arraseo, aish! Give me that! -,-" She gave me the contact lenses. I then picked the one for the left eye.

"Don't you dare move your eyeballs! Okay?" "Okay. HUHUHU I'M SCARED!!!! >< WTF?!" "Eeeyyy!!! Stop moving! ><" "How do I not move my eyeballs? -,- It's natural! -,-" "Just------look at me. When I say "Okay", you can blink. Understood?" "Ne ne seonsaengnim!" I tried again, focusing on putting the lenses inside her eyes when I suddenly met her eyes. I couldn't help but laugh.

"MWOYA?! O_O WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING?! ><" "Your face is just too funny. XD" "ARRASEO! I'm not doing it! AISH!" "Hahahaha! I'll do it for real now." She focused again. XD I tried to stop laughing and focus more on putting the lense. And finally!

"Okay!" she then blinked and then she looked at her eyes on the rear view mirror. "Waaahh!!!! I look like an iguana. XD HAHAHAHA! XD" I just laughed at her comment about herself. HAHAHAHAHA! XD I putted the other one in no time. After succeeding on putting the contact lenses on her eyes, we finally started to drive off to the university again. While on the way, my phone suddenly rang out of the blue. I connected my ear piece and accepted the call.

"Ne, yeoboseyo?" I said.

"Min Yoongi, right?" "Ne, you're right. Who's this please?" "It's Noona." Chaerin Noona? O_O "N-ne, Kyusoonim?" "Uhmmm, I'm afraid that you need to exert some energy and effort now." "Waeyo?" "Dr. Lee from SNU suddenly called asking you and YeJin to go to SNUH. You guys were the chosen students to assist in an operation." WHAT.THE.FUXK. 

"AHHHHH NOONA!!!! WAE KEURAE?! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER?! AIIIISSSHHH!!!!" I whined, while suddenly increasing the speed of driving. Silence took place for a while.

"W-wait. . . What again? What did you just called me? O_O" WAE? What did I say?----Noona? NOONA. NOONA!!!!! AAAAIIIISSSHHHH!!!! PABOOOOOO!!!!!! UGH! AAAHHHH JINJJA MICHYEOTDA(I've gone crazy) MICHYEOSSEO!!!!! ><

"Ani-----Eo----K-Kyusoonim, why didn't you-----" "Didn't you just called me Noona? Or is it just me?" "A-aniyo. I mean-----okay bye." I then hanged up, before letting out all the embarrassment. I groaned.

"Woah! Why so serious? O_O" Kim YeJin then asked.

"I have no time to explain. We just need to get to SNUH on time." "Wait-----SNUH?! WHY? WHY ARE WE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL?! O_O" "No more questions. -,-" "Does that even make sense?! I need answers too, you know?! ><" "Later! ><" I said, still avoiding the traffic and speeding off.

YeJin's P.O.V.:

AH MWOYA?! O_O WHY DO WE HAVE TO GO TO SNUH ALL OF A SUDDEN?! AND ABOVE ALL THAT, WHY DO I HAVE TO BE WITH HIM AGAIN? -,- ASDGLHALFHG @.@ Aiiisshh~ Molla! -,- Since there's nothing to talk about, let's just skip. :3

When we finally arrived at the hospital, he parked the car and and started running inside. Seeing him running so fast, well, I have no choice but to also run to catch up. When I finally caught up on him. . . . .

"Yaaahhh!!!! How dare you to just leave me without any clue?! ><" I furiously asked, still running.

"You're too slow! >< We need to get there on time. -,-" "Just---WHERE ON EARTH ARE WE GOING?! ><" "You'll-----know it when we get there." "Can't you just tell me now? ><" "Can we stop talking?! :3 It's tiring you know. -,- We're----UUUHH----running for Pete's sake. -,-" So I just shut up and followed him, since it's kinda tiring. :3 We were running through the hallway when Min Yoongi suddenly turned and opened the door. Operating Room? O_O

As the door slammed opened, everyone inside had their eyes on us which made me uncomfortable and look away. Just then. . . . . 

"What are you guys doing here? O_O" I heard his voice. JIN OPPA?! O_O I looked straight again only to be greeted by his shocked face. DAMN! >< EOTOKHE?! THIS IS SO AWKWARD!!!! TT~TT A doctor then started to explain what we are going to do here. S-so you mean-----I'm gonna spend some hours with----Jin Oppa? Aigoooo!!! TT~TT ANIYA! Think of it. You're the only one who feels awkward, Kim YeJin. Just---don't mind him. Let's get this done with! JEONGSHIN CHARYEO(Come to your senses), Kim YeJin! ><

After changing into a scrub suit and all the preparations, the surgery finally started. I mentally prayed for my soul since this would be my very first time to assist in an operation. I'm nervous!!!! >< With my trembling state, I walked closer to the patient.

As soon as I look at its face, my eyes suddenly widden and my legs became as soft as jelly. T-TAEHYUNG OPPA?! O_O Unknowingly, my tears started to form and soon, they started to fall down to my cheeks. I froze there like a stone staring at Oppa's face. My heart started to feel like it's torn into pieces. My knees giving up. I could hear the people around me talking, but I seem to not understand nor hear them clearly. My mind was blank.

Am I going to survive seeing my brother like this? TT~TT Without me knowing, they already started the surgery.

MinJi's P.O.V.:

~Time check. 6:30AM~

To be really honest, I still dunno if I'm doing the right thing. My thoughts kept on changing from time to time and it truly makes my head hurt even more. I'm now inside NamJoon Oppa's car on the way to the airport. I'm just staring at the glass windows, still thinking of it. When suddenly. . . . 

"MinJi-ah~ Gwaenchanha?" NamJoon Oppa interrupted my deep thoughts. "Ne?" I simply replied. "You've been looking out of the window since we left home. Is something up?" he sounded so worried tho~ :3 Duh! Of course, he would be worried! -,- 

"Ani gwaenchanhayo Oppa." "I know you're starting to regret on coming with me." "A-aniyaaa~ Oppa, it's not like that-----" "I know you wanted to go to Kim TaeHyung now so badly, right?" With what he said, my heart felt like it has been ripped just now. I gathered all my courage to look at NamJoon Oppa's face. What made me shock is he's calm.

"Well----I do want to but----" "But you can't because of me." I shut my eyes and heaved a sigh. "I don't think I can't just let you leave alone. You've been alone since then, so I don't want you to feel that way again. Now, we're going to leave together, Oppa." I explained, giving him a smile - a weak smile to be exact, even though he's focused on the road.

"Don't worry and just trust me on this one, MinJi-ah. 'Cause this will answer all your questions." NamJoon Oppa stated with a serious tone. WELL DAMN! THIS MAKES ME EVEN MORE CONFUSED! @.@ Btw, the rest of the journey was spent quietly so I'd rather say that we should skip on that.

We're now inside the airport. Well, I dunno much about travelling especially travelling overseas. This is my first time so I just technically followed NamJoon Oppa around. When he asked for my passport, of course I just handed him then let him do the thing. I feel kinda sorry since he did all the things. :3 Hoho~ But what can I do? As if I can help. XD -,- Well, if only I can. I was just simply fascinated on how he handled all of those alone.

And now, we're already checked in and currently waiting for the airplane to arrive. The annoucement already indicated that there will be a delay of flight for minutes. I dunno, since I was too focused on not getting lost. :3 That's the only thing I've heard. XD

I heaved a sigh as NamJoon Oppa and I sat on one of the chairs. I was looking so far away again where the airplanes were rested. The sun shines brightly through the glass wall. Has Kim TaeHyung already woke up? Is he having the surgery now? I'm curious, but I feel like if I'll call him now, I might run away from here all the way to the hospital. I don't recognize this feelings too well, but I feel like I'm getting too used of his existence. Like he's just there always. But now, I dunno but I feel confused on why I feel too guilty. In fact that he's not even THAT nice to me and all. But why? ><

What should I do? >< I brushed my hair back leaving my hand on my head. I'm stressed out by some nonsense!!!! >< Soon, a hand patted my back and landed on my shoulder. Of course, it's NamJoon Oppa.

"You don't look okay. XD Stop brushing your hair like that. Your wide forehead is showing. :P" "AAAHHHH OPPA!!!! TT~TT Is it? >< Aiiisshh~" I brushed my hair back to the normal then back to being stressed.

"You'll be fine, okay? Why don't you call him before we leave?" NamJoon Oppa suggested. I just looked down and smiled weakly.

"I don't have courage to do so." "Then why not send him a message? Or more like a apology letter or something like that?" YAAAAHHH!!!! Why didn't I think about that?! OMG! NamJoonie Oppa is indeed a genius! >< JJANG! I then grabbed my phone on my coat's pocket and started typing an apology letter for TaeHyung. Aigoooo~ I started too late! >< WHAT IF THE AIRPLANE WOULD BE HERE BY NOW?! OMG!!!! >< TT~TT PLS. HELP MEEEEE!!!! TT~TT I mentally prayed while still typing faster than the normal speed. Since I had a lot of things to say to him, my fingers didn't even stopped like even for a second. After a few minutes of typing, I finally finished the letter. I pressed the send button while smiling. When suddenly. . . . . It says that the message is too long and it can't be sent. OMG OMG!!!! TT~TT EOTOKHE?! AAAHHH! Let's cut the long message into small paragraphs then send it one by one. THAT'S IT! I was about to do that when. . . . . . 

"MinJi-ah! Kaja! The plane had already arrived." AAAAHHHHJSHFGHSLJGHLGF:KHS TT~TT AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! @.@ TT~TT "Oppa, wait I still need to----" "Let's go before we'll be left by the plane." I was so stubborn to the point that he came dragging me on the way in to the plane while I'm still struggling to send the message. But I ended up not sending it since the flight attendant already instructed us to turn off/turn our phone into airplane mode. MY LIFE'S SO SCREWED!!!! TT~TT MIANHAE KIM TAEHYUNG! TT~TT AIIISSHHH!!!! >< I mentally killed myself.

I was covering my face in frustration when suddenly, I heard some music playing in my ear. Then soon, I realized that NamJoon Oppa put one of his earphone on my left ear. I glance at him with questioning look since my mind is just empty now. -,-

"Today's going to be a long day. Rest for a bit. Arraseo? ^^" NamJoon Oppa said, patting my back. It seems like he already knows what I feel even though I'm not really telling him anything. He's my brother, indeed. I just smiled weakly to him and nodded. He handed me my neck pillow which was in my bag. And soon, the plane took off.

"Oh, yeah! Before that, you should eat breakfast. I'm pretty sure you haven't ate anything since earlier." he said, rummaging his bag. He gave me a tupperware. As I opened it, I saw 3 sandwiches. DAMN! They look delicious~ ♥ Looking at those sanwiches, I felt my stomach growling. I just felt the hunger now, since I was probably too busy worrying about Kim TaeHyung earlier. I ate and shared some to NamJoon Oppa. After that, I decided to take some rest while Oppa is busy with his laptop. I think he's now in the process of working for his songs? I guess I'm just too lucky to listen to these songs before my bro officially releases them. ♥

He's indeed an artist now. Just by thinking that his dreams came true made really happy. Without knowing it, I finally smiled without faking it. After how many minutes listening to his undone songs, I eventually fell asleep.

~After 14 hrs.~

I woke up to the sound of someone talking. As I opened my eyes, I realized that it was an announcement saying that the passangers need to fasten their seat belts as the plane is about to land. Well, I just stayed still since I was wearing the seat belt all this time and basically spaced out.

"Eo? So you're already awake?" I heard NamJoon Oppa said. I turned to him and just nodded as an answer then went back to spacing out. It's actually my habit every time I wake up. XD :3 Then, after a few minutes of spacing out, another announcement came saying that we already landed. It still didn't sinked into me since these are all so sudden. Daebak! In just a few hours, I'm already in the other side of the world. Damn! O_O But I'm still worry with TaeHyung tho~ >< :( I feel so guilty for leaving him just like that, but it's not like I can just disobey or let NamJoon Oppa leave alone again. I was so busy thinking about things when suddenly. . . . 

"MinJi-ah, kaja!" NamJoon Oppa said. Not wanting to get lost, I quickly grabbed my bag and followed Oppa. In just a few minutes, we're already inside the airport. Like earlier, wherever NamJoon Oppa moves, I also follow. XD 'Cause damn! It would be a big trouble if I'll get lost in this crowd. I my phone and saw the message I typed for TaeHyung a few hours ago was saved, so I decided to send it now per paragraph. In case he'll be able to read it, at least I can explain myself, right? Okay. XD :3 I'm talking to myself again. :3

I was so busy sending the message, while NamJoon Oppa is also waiting for my trolley bag. As soon as he finally found it, we then headed out of the airport. And guess what. A BIG CROWD WELCOMED US!!!! Then as soon as NamJoon Oppa went out from the exit, all I heard from the crowd is screaming and camera shots. Flashes everywhere LITERALLY! NamJoon Oppa is indeed an artist. Rap Monster! :D

He'll be like waving and smiling to the cams and also to the fans while passing by. Just a while ago, I was walking ahead of him but since I got really shocked by the crowd I uknowingly stop walking which means that NamJoon Oppa is now walking ahead. He was busy waving and all when suddenly, he noticed that I'm gone. XD I was planning to hide or something. XD But unfortunately, before I could do so, he then caught me when he turned back. I saw his relieved face. Aigooooo~ XD

I then ran closing some distance between us. I'm now in his back. Of course, I didn't go too near because his fans might kill me. And they'll misunderstand and think that I'm his girlfriend or whatever. XD So, yeah. I was closely following him on the back. As we finally got out from that very big crowd. . . . 

"Gwaenchanha?" NamJoon Oppa then asked me. "Ne, gwaenchanhayo Oppa. ^^" I reassured him that I'm fine. I was actually happy that many ppl love him and his songs. I feel quite proud as a sister of Rap Monster. Yaaasss~ XD It feels weird calling him Rap Monster tho. XD

Just then, his phone rang. He then accepted the call.

"Yes, hello?" Yaaaahhh~ WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES, PARK MINJI! XD Your bro is already in to it, he's speaking English! XD I should've reviewed for English yesterday if I knew this would happen. :3 I'm so freaking unprepared!

"Eo? Jinjja? Wasseo(You're already here)? Eodi(Where)?. . . . . Arraseo." Wait-----KOREAN?! O_O Damn! I'm so confused. NamJoon Oppa just dragged me somewhere. . . . well, it's actually a parking lot. Then. . . . .

"NamJoon-ah!" we heard someone shouting. Both NamJoon Oppa and I turned and then, I saw a tall brown haired girl who looks cool waving at us. I SRSLY LIKE WHAT SHE'S WEARING! TT~TT Btw, here she is.  

(A/N: Yaaasss! XD EXID's L.E.! I know that you know that these two is just another weird pairing so------Yeah, everything's weird anyway. XD So, yaaass! XD)

NamJoon Oppa then walked closer to her, and of course I followed him until. . . . . they hugged. OKAY! AWKWARD! I stopped following. XD O.M.G.! Is this girl NamJoon Oppa's girlfriend?! O_O DAEBAK! If she is, then. . . . I SRSLY APPROVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP! DAMN! NO NEED FOR MY BLESSINGS JUST-----UGH! OMG! XD I was fangirling hard from afar when suddenly, they broke the hug.

"MinJi-ah! Come here." NamJoon Oppa said. YAAASSS! IT'S TIMEEEE!!!! ♥ I'm so ready to accept whoever this eonnie is. ♥ 'Cause damn! Her style is just my style! I ran towards them and finally, I'm in front of her.

"Say hi to Hyojin. She's my friend. And btw, this is Park MinJi, my sister~" W-wait-----WHAT?!?!?!? O_O FRIEND?! ARE YOU EVEN SERIOUS?! NOOOO!!! THIS GOTTA BE A PRANK! O_O AFTER THOSE HUGGING AND STUFF?! >< I was so dumpfounded that I couldn't even speak.

"Yooo~ Gwaenchanha?" I heard the girl said. "N-ne? Eo, ne! I'm fine. Just kinda confused. XD :3 Hehe~" I awkwardly answered, scratching the back of my neck. She just laughed, then patted my head.

"Kwiyeopne(You're so cute)~ ^^ XD" she said. "Not really, but thanks. Eonnie is gorgeous. ^^" I replied. I srsly mean it! She's so gorg! ♥ "Awww~ XD Where did you learn that? From him? XD" she asked, pointing to Oppa. XD "Aniyo, you're srsly gorgeous eonnie~ ^^" "Fine, gomawo. XD Btw, how did you know that I'm an eonnie?" "Uhmmm, since you speak comfortably with Oppa? Hihi~" "Ooohh~ But here in U.S., we speak comfortably with everyone tho~" "Ah jinjjayo?" she nodded and smiled.

"Okay. I just became the outcast. XD :3 Let's get in to the car? It's cold here." NamJoon Oppa said. And so we all got inside the car. Hyojin eonnie on the driver's seat then me in the front seat. Then Oppa on the back seat. XD The arrangement was decided by eonnie so-----I think she's just teasing Oppa since I think they're SOOOO close(I assume XD). XD After which, we finally drove off to somewhere I dunno probably. XD

"Btw, MinJi-ah! you can just call me L.E., since all of my friends call me that." "Ne, L.E. eonnie~ ^^" "Awww~ Kwiyeowo~" "Aniyoooo~ >< Lol." I could see the disgusted face of Oppa from the back. XD

"It seems like you two got really close, huh?" Oppa stated. "Of course, RapMon ssi. XD" L.E. eonnie answered. I just smiled.

"So. . . . How did you and Oppa got close, eonnie?" I randomly asked. I'm kinda curious of their love story. XD ♥ 

"Hmmmm~ How do I explain this. . . Actually, we just randomly saw each other at some photoshoots, recording, and somewhere. And also, we pretty have the same taste so I was like why not befriend him, right? There's no harm on making friends." L.E. eonnie answered. Well, that's pretty cool. They just randomly met and they were bonded by the thing called destiny. Damn! You srsly are a genius, Park MinJi! XD Just kidding guys. XD :3 Lol.

"Cool! Then. . . . . if you two met on some recording of something, so that means that you're also an artist like him?" "I see why you two are siblings. You're quite good at analyzing. XD And yeah, I am. XD" NO DOUBT THAT SHE DRESSES UP LIKE THIS! COME ON! She looks so dope! I like it! WAAAHHH!!!! :D

Without any dull moment, L.E. eonnie and I continued talking about things. After just a few minutes, L.E. eonnie stopped the car.

"We're here. ^^" she said. I looked at the building. Wait-----Hospital? O_O Wae? Is someone sick? I couldn't help but feel nervous all of a sudden.

"Kaja, MinJi-ah." NamJoon Oppa said, as he got out of the car. I turned back at L.E. eonnie and saw her just smiling. Mwoya? What exactly is this feeling? ><  I just shrugged it all off, bid my goodbye to L.E. eonnie, and got out of the car too. NamJoon Oppa then led me the way in. I glanced at Oppa only to see his serious face. I wanted to ask what's up but I think this is not the perfect time to ask about it. I held into his arm for support. After a few minutes, we've finally arrived at what I'm assuming someone's room?

NamJoon Oppa grabbed the door knob and opened the door. As it opened, I saw a suffering patient with machines all connected to her body. I just froze there while Oppa came near to the patient. NamJoon Oppa signalled me to come closer, so I did. I came closer and saw the patient's face. She's sleeping.

Just then, the door suddenly slammed open. Someone came in.

"Namjoon ssi, wasseoyo? That's a relief." she said and smiled. She turned to look at me.

"A-are you-----Park MinJi?" she asked me, seemed shocked seeing me. I unknowingly just nodded, also shocked. How did she know who I am? Her expression changed from shocked into a happy & relieved (?) one. Am I the only one who doesn't know a thing here? I already felt suspicious about things earlier, but the more I think of it, it becomes weirder from time to time.

"How is she?" Namjoon Oppa asked. "The doctor said that she's currently stable." the girl said. Namjoon Oppa just nodded and turned back looking at the patient again. He had been like this since earlier. Should I ask? Or not? I kept on hesistating.

"MinJi-ah, insahae(Say hi to her)~ She's our Mom." Namjoon Oppa suddenly stated. My mind went blank and tears then rushed to my eyes and one by one they fell. And soon, I sobbed ever harder hugging our Mom's sleeping figure. NamJoon Oppa just patted my back. Then, I felt her moving. I look at her face as she slowly opened her eyes. Those eyes that I've been longing for so long is now looking at me.

"U-umma~ It's me, MinJi. Do you. . . . s-still remember m-me? U-umma~ TT~TT" I said between my sobs. She smiled at me warmly, as she tried to sit up. I quickly helped her. As she finally was able to sit up, she hugged me. I also hugged her back with my tremblings hands.

"Mianhae~ I'm sorry for leaving you two. I've been regretting and will always be. Mianhae, mianhae~ MinJi-ah~" Umma said to me, as I felt her shedding tears with me. I shook my head.

"Aniyo, gwaenchanhayo~ That's not important anymore to me. Just-----make sure that you'll get healed, arraseo Umma? Promise me." I said, as I broke the hug and held my pinky finger out. Umma smiled and locked her pinky finger with mine. I also smiled and sighed in relief.

"You already promised. You can't break it, okay Umma?" I childishly asked. She smiled and nodded. "NamJoon-ah, gomawo~" Umma said. I also turned to Oppa only to see him also tearing up.

"I just wanted to make your wish come true. And here she is. I already found her. Just by that, I can feel happy." Oppa said. I felt really touched by that. I now understand what Oppa has been saying since earlier. It did answered my question about myself. Umma signalled him to come closer, then she hugged Oppa.

"I'm so happy-----that I have you two as my-----son and daughter. Gomawo~" Umma sobbed. I couldn't stop tearing up just yet. This is crazy. But I know this is just tears of joy. This is the second time I've felt this. The first time was when Namjoon Oppa found me. And now this. My life is now complete. ♥

"Come here, MinJi-ah~" Umma said, asking me to join the hug. Without hesistating, I joined in and hugged both Umma and Oppa. I felt like home. I never felt this happy to be honest. Hugging Umma and Oppa felt so warm from my insides.

"You two should live well, arraseo? Don't-----Don't make the same mistakes I've done, if ever you guys would finally have a happy family. Don't leave them. Or else. . . . ." Umma was speaking between her sobs. Just then, I felt that she's breathing heavily. I broke the hug and saw Umma struggling from breathing. NamJoon Oppa was also in panic, so decided to not panic. I adjusted the bed so that Umma could rest her back while slightly sitting.

"Oppa, pls. call some doctor. Ppalli!" I instructed, as I held Umma's hand telling her to hang in for a sec. After a few minutes, a doctor came and checked on her. And we were all sent out of the room. Aniya! Umma is going to keep her promise. I heaved a sigh. After just a few minutes, the doctor said that they need to transfer her to the operating room. We helped on pushing the hospital bed to the operating room, but as expected, we were not able to go inside. We're now outside the operating room. I glanced at Oppa who is resting his elbows on his lap and covering his face.

"Oppa, don't worry~ Umma will be fine." I tried to comfort him with words. "She already promised me, so all we need to do is believe on her." I added, smiling at him as he finally faced me. He nodded.

"Mianhae~" he suddenly said. "For what, Oppa?" I asked. "For not telling you about this ahead of time. I know you felt-----" "Aniyo, I know you have your own reason why you didn't said anything to me. Don't worry, I understand Oppa. ^^" I cut him, saying that it's okay.

"Why are you so understanding all of a sudden? It makes me feel even more guilty." Oppa smiled bitterly. I hugged him, patting his back.

"Don't be, Oppa. I don't feel anything but happiness now. I'm thankful because you never gave up on finding me and even letting me meet our Mom. Thank you for everything, Oppa!" I whispered to him. He hugged me back. As soon as we broke the hug, I silently prayed for Umma's recovery.

Pls. Lord, let her live. I want to spend more time with her. I prayed.

Author's P.O.V.:

On both sides, an operation is going on. Meanwhile, in South Korea, TaeHyung's operation is still going on, and YeJin who is also inside the operating room still couldn't concentrate. Yoongi spares a glance from time to time to YeJin checking out if she's okay. Just then. . . . . . 

"His blood pressure is falling too rapidly. He's losing too much blood." a nurse stated. YeJin started to panic.

"Please pump more blood on him!" Dr. Lee instructed. YeJin was in charged to do that. She wanted to move but her body is not responding.

"Ppalli!!!!" the doctor said. YeJin's hands are trembling. She's scared. She was about to do it, when suddenly, a hand reached out and did it for her. It was Yoongi. He did what was supposed to be YeJin's job. YeJin just stared at him with her teary eyes. She couldn't hold in anymore, so her tears started to fall uncontrollably. Mianhae Oppa~ I couldn't do anything to save you. Mianhae. I said mentally to TaeHyung. A nurse volunteered to continue pumping the blood, so that Yoongi can rest. YeJin was drown in her thoughts when suddenly. . . . 

"Kaja." Yoongi whispered to YeJin. She looked up to him. "What about----" "You're not supposed to be here." he cut her, and dragged her out of the operating room with him.

As they were finally outside the operating room, YeJin finally could breathe. She felt suffocated in there, seeing her own brother suffering. Her legs gave up which made her fall on the floor crying. She was crying so hard like there's no tomorrow.

"Y-yah, don't cry. The contact lenses. -,- And can't you see that there's a chair here? Sit here not on the floor." Yoongi said, feeling a little pity for her.

YeJin shook her head. "I c-couldn't do anything to save him. TT~TT What kind of----doctor am I." she said, crying harder. Yoongi sighed. He finally took the initiative to help her up and sit in the chair beside him. She continued crying.

"Aniya. You're brave enough just by seeing him like that. If it was me, I would probably not last long on that room. You did a great job hold it in." Yoongi tried to comfort her. He himself dunno what he's doing now, but he just feel like he needs to comfort her.

"Why are you so kind? TT~TT" YeJin asked, still crying. "I dunno too. -,-" Yoongi simply answered, patting YeJin's back. "Yuna might find us here, I'll be dead again. TT~TT Get your hands off me." YeJin said. Yoongi chuckled and shook his head in disbelief. She still thinks of that in this complicated situation. XD As YeJin finally stopped crying. . . . 

"Aren't you gonna go back there inside?" she asked. Yoongi shook his head in no. "Wae?" she asked again. "I can't stand watching MinJi Noona's chosen one like that. I still have a heart, okay?" he answered, which made YeJin smile.

"Keurae. Let's just wait here for the results then. XD" she said. So they just sat there beside each other, waiting for the result of the operation.

Both patients are in critical condition. MinJi's mom and TaeHyung. When suddenly. . . . . 

"It's a cardiac arrest!" one of the doctor said.

"150 joules charge. Clear." They continued to try recovering the patient. "200 joules charge. Clear."

One of the patients was saved and the other one wasn't.

Meanwhile, in U.S.

After a few hours of waiting, the doctor finally came out of the operating room. MinJi and NamJoon quickly stood up.

"How is our Mom, doc?" NamJoon then asked the doctor. The doctor took some time to answer which made both NamJoon and MinJi more nervous.

"I'm sorry but we've already done our best to save her, but in the end, we failed. She suffered from a cardiac arrest. I'm sorry, again." the doctor said. NamJoon was shocked, so is MinJi.

"Oppa, he said that Mom was saved, right? Oppa!!!! TT~TT Plssss. tell me!!! TT~TT" MinJi broke down crying. NamJoon knew that their Mom didn't have much time left, so he understood but for MinJi, it definitely hurt her.

"Kaja, let's go to Umma." Namjoon said, trying to stay strong for MinJi. MinJi shooked her head.

"Andwae~ TT~TT Oppa, tell me that I heard the wrong thing. Jebaaallll!!!! TT~TT" MinJi couldn't believe it at that moment. Just a few hours ago, they were the happiest. Then, now it turned to be the other way round. They became the saddest.

"Kaja, MinJi-ah." Namjoon said, helping MinJi to stand up. They walked inside the room and found their Mom's dead body.

"Umma~ TT~TT Why didn't you kept your promise? TT~TT I have many things to share to you but----I think. . . I can't do that now. TT~TT Thank you for letting me feel a mother's love for. . . for even just a few minutes. I'll be treasuring those as long as I'm alive. Saranghaeyo Umma~ TT~TT" MinJi whispered to the dead figure in front of her. NamJoon just hugged MinJi who is crying hard.

Thank you for giving me MinJi, Umma. Now, I don't feel lonely anymore. I promised I'll take care of her at all cost. I'll be treasuring all our memories together forever. Thank you and goodbye Umma. NamJoon said mentally to their mom.

A/N:

My lovely readers!!!! Annyeong! :D It's been a month since I've updated this story. I'll say sorry again since I got really busy by some stuff 'cause another school year is about to start. I'll apologize in advance if I'll be too slow in updating. But I'll try my best to do an update as soon as possible. Btw, I couldn't help but add some characters. XD I added one again. Lol. Mianhae~ >< I'll not make this long(but I always tend to do so :3 Mianhae~). XD Pls. do anticipate more for this story. We're on the half way there! Fighting! Oh btw, I'm not an expert in making operating scenes so I know it's awkward. XD Credits to DOTS for some lines in the operating scene. XD And thank you 7kpoplover7, JanuaryPrincess, and cutiecandygirl for subscribing for this story~ ♥ And also for the 2,400+ views!!!! I'm so touched, srsly! ♥ And I appreciate the comments. ♥ It makes me more inspired while working on an update. ^^ I'll put even more effort in the following updates, fighting! Comment below as much as possible so that I can hear your comments, reactions, and etc. THANK YOU AGAIN GUYS! LOVE Y'ALL! SEE YAH ON THE NEXT CHAPTER! :*