Its such a moment once again. Silence. I`m sitting here without you, but I`m still feeling you near me as if you never left me alone in that cold and dark world. The shadows radiating from the walls almost felt like soft . Like your warm fingertips, sliding slowly over my shivering skin.

In moments like these.

When I`m coming home from a hard day at work, exhausted, tired. When the first thing I smell coming through the door, is your still lingering addictive scent. Its hitting my fragile nose like a hard brick stone. Hurting me. Blood tripping from reopened wounds.

I can see it on the ground like dirty footprints. They are making their way into our once shared bedroom. They almost looked like yours, calling me. Pulling me for another moment into your gravity. Pulling me like a magnet to the other side. Pulling me, as if you were standing right in front of me, grabbing my arms, pushing me, pushing me to the ground.

Living on my knees, because you are everything I need.

Yeah, in moments like these, something always brings me back to you. In just a blink of an eye. So fast I can`t react. So fast, that I can`t help but to drown in your love once again. Imagining your strong arms around me, touching me, feeling my steady breaths. Feeling them hitting the exposed skin on your neck. Imagining my lips kissing it softly. Eyes closed.

Say, will you be here ti