"Sorry Kris I can't hang out with you today. Im with Baekhyun.He wanted me to help him with maths.Next time okay? Look I gotta go.Bye Kris" Chanyeol hung up on me again. I sighed.This is already the 10ths time this month that he ditched me for Baekhyun.Ever since he transferred to our college last year and befriended Chanyeol, Chanyeol and I sort of stopped hanging out. Whenever I would ask him he would say he already got plans with Baekhyun. I tried getting Chanyeols attention many times. I would purposly trip but Chanyeol and Baekhyun just laughed. I would skip school for weeks but Chanyeol wouldn't even notice it. That's why I decided to isolate myself from everyone. I began calling Chanyeol less. Maybe once in 3 weeks. I stopped texting him on whatsapp and avoided him at school. He,however, never made effort to text or call me. He didn't even notice that I changed.

I sighed again and sat down on the floor, I crawled to the drawer and pulled out my hidden blade. Yes, I cut myself. I started around 6 months ago. Noone knows. Not my brother,Jackson, and definitely not Chanyeol.I guess he wouldn't care either. 

I placed the blade against my wrist and dragged it across fastly,making a deep cut.I relaxed and inhaled sharply before making another cut. After that I cleaned the cuts and put a bandage around my wrist.

When did my friendship with Chanyeol fell apart? Oh yeah. That Baekhyun kid came into Chanyeols life. When Baekhyun became friends with Chanyeol,Chanyeol slowly forgot about me. It was like I was invisible. I tried befriending Baekhyun but he hated me for an uknown reason. I started cutting cause I had noone. I felt lonley and unwanted. Even my brother barely had time for me because of work. He had to work 3 jobs just to support us. Our parents died 2 weeks after Baekhyun came to our college. I didn't tell Chanyeol about it cause I felt like he wouldn't care. 

I fell into heavy depression and started to isolate myself from the world completely.I only left my house when I had to go to school.

It's our parents first death anniversary tomorrow... I silently cried and hugged my knees close. Just then my phone rang, I picked it up and answered it,wiping my