just as hoya is about to take sungjong to bed sungjong wakes up and says "hyung, dont leave" hoya and sungjongs eyes meet, and for the first time hoya acts irrationally not thinking about anything and just going for it. hoya picks sungjong up and takes him to their room he lays sunjong down and gently kisses sungjongs forehead and then his neck all the way down,sungjong follows hoys very well and tries to keep up to hoya pace. hoya moves away and takes his shirt off with much ferocity, but when it comes to sungjong he slowly undresses sungjong from top to bottom making sure sungjong is completely comfortable and relaxed. sunjong takes courage and goes ahead and kisses hoya right where he knows hoya loves it. hoya looks at sunjong shockingy and then smiles looking at him proudly. just then hoya and sunjong come to the hardest part of their beautiful night, just when hoya starts to come for sunjong sunjong makes a small hunch and hoya stops he takes sungjong hands and he holds them crosses with his, he comes close to sungjongs ear and he whispers "baby, i'll be gentle, aright" "No need to worry". just then sungjong forgets about everything scared and his first time he grabs tighter on to hoya and takes it