Fly

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"Constant repetition of
 the same kinds of thoughts or emotions
 finally makes permanent changes
 in that part of the body
 which is 
physiologically related to these mental processes.
- excerpt from Elsie Lincoln Benedict, How to Analyze People on Sight
 
 
 
 
Fly
a one shot by oh-crap!
 
 
 
 
“Just a little bit longer!” Luhan whined as he sat his new stuff toy, Ellen, as he named his koala, given by Sehun. They were at an amusement park somewhere in Korea and was enjoying their time alone together. It was months past their anniversary but the company had decided to throw a treat for their artists. Luhan and Sehun was a part of a kpop boy band named EXO, other members were sheepishly playing within the border but the couple had decided to drift away from their group. 
 
“Sehun-ah~” Luhan mused, both were facing each other, though the small distance between them seemed to be like a barricade in their relationship. “I’m leaving.” 
 
Sehun, who was earlier smiling endlessly, was now frowning. “Hyung, are you kidding me right now?” 
 
“No.. I’ve been thinking about it for so long. Ever since.. Kris left, it never felt the same.”
 
“Are you admitting right now you’ve had feelings for Kris? Ya!” Sehun, who was trying to change the atmosphere and was holding back his tears had joked, it was hurting him deep inside. Suddenly everything that happened within the couple of years had flash backed in snap. He suddenly felt lonely, hurt, angry, and betrayed. 
 
“No, I’ve already filed a lawsuit and once the news breaks out there is no turning back. Sehun-ah, you must understand.” Luhan was tirelessly calling out Sehun’s name for a while but Sehun was completely occupied by his inner voice. 
 
“If you leave, what would I be like? Why are you leaving us..? Did something happen? Did I do anything wrong? Hyung, please, tell me.” 
 
“There will always be pain in life, Sehun, and when it comes in hurts like hell, the scar it leaves behind is a reminder, and once you’ve conquered and overcome the pain, you will be a better person. Nothing isn’t healed by time. The time will come when you’d remember my name and just smile. The time will come where I am just a figure from the past you’ve once knew. But I want to be that someone in your past you’ve wanted a future with. Someone who you’d create a future with. Sehun-ah, be with me?"
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Foreword

Fly is a one shot story coming up from yours truly. Based on the latest news about Luhan's departure from our beloved EXO. As a fellow stan, my heart goes deeply in despair about the news. I've been looking for an outlet of my grief and decided to put all my emotions into words. Words that i've connected to one another to form a series of chapters in this book that I wish would've happened in real life. Be strong.

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