I am not crazy. I swear it.

He is my friend. That is all.

Nothing more. Nothing less.

Just as it has been. How it always will be.

Not that I'm upset. That's definitly not what I am.

He is my best friend. My family.

I love him.

But not how you think.

Because that's not how I feel.

I swear it.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

The beating of my heart.

The sweat on my palms.

The feeling in my gut.

It's nothing.

His sweet voice.

His charming smile.

His innocent heart.

Have no affect on me.

I promise you that.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

I see him.

Everywhere.

You wouldn't understand it.

His face where there should be someone else.

His voice where there should be another sound.

I'm not crazy.

I swear it.

He is just everywhere.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

I can't breathe.

What is this?

I can't find him.

So many faces.

I can't find the real Daehyun.

I can't breathe.

Can't breathe.

Can't..

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

I don't miss him.

I may have panicked a bit.

It's only natural.

Lost in Korea alone.

It's a busy place.

I don't panic over him.

I was lost.

That was all.

I swear.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

He found me.

I don't know how he did it.

I was mixed in with the crowd.

How did he find me surrounded by all those people?

Whatever.

It was probably just a luck thing.

So.

Why was he so happy?

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

He's acting differently lately.

He's been taking me places.

It's fun.

Being with him.

Not like that though.

It's not like that.

It can never be like that..

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

He kissed me.

How am I supposed to react to that?

I ran away.

I don't have feelings for him.

I'm not gay.

I'm not.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

His lips they were so soft.

It almost.

Filled me with warmth.

It changed me.

But I don't love him.

I don't think I do.

That's not what this confusion is.

I swear.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

He disappeared.

After I ran away.

I can't find him.

I see his face everywhere I go.

But the faces.

They dont belong to him.

I sound crazy.

I sound delusional.

But.

I'm not I promise.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

I admit it.

I love him.

He can come back now.

I love Jung Daehyun.

Come back to me Dae.

Come back to me.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

I found him.

I told him.

I told him that I loved him.

I was scared.

So many years of denying it.

But the risk was worth it.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-

He loves me too.

A/N: Welp. Thank you for my new subscribers <3 Here's another daejae oneshot. Hope you like it :)