“Hyung, what is the problem?” Kangin ask his manager when he saw he walking in hurry and unusual expression but he answer with another question

“Where’s Sungmin?” “I’m here” Sungmin appear from the kitchen after heard his name

“Come here I have something to ask you” “What is it hyung?” “Come here first and you will see”

“What is it? Sungmin I think you need to explain” Kangin said to his brother that now his wide eyes staring at the title of the hot news

“Sungmin hyung? Oh! Hello hyung, you are here too?” Ryeowook greeted the manager after seeing he’s here too then continue “Sungmin hyung I guess something is wrong with the article said that you are dating with Kim SaEun sii” “It’s true…” “What???” Ryeowook ask with surprise and at the same time the sound from the kitchen were heard too

“What’s going on?” “Oh oh it’s nothing…it’s just… just my coffee's cup fell down, Ryeong” “Oh I thought you are at Jeju island now, Kyukyu?” He ask when he arrived the kitchen

 “I have a schedule this everning that why I return first”

“Are you ok? I think we need to clean this broken cup first” “I don’t think I’m ok” his voice so small and week “Huh?” “I mean this cup… is my favorite but now… it’s…broke” “Kyu yo…”

“Everyone come here, hurry we need to discuss” Manager’s voice interrupted him so he went but before that he look at his friend a bit then return to the living room again

“Now can you explain what happen?”

“We played the musical together you guy know it right?” the others just nodded

“And we knew each other from then and our feel grew day by day but we just start dating recently”

“Why you don’t tell us, hyung?” Ryeowook ask

“It’s because we don’t want to reveal it yet beside our concert just start and I don’t want to have problem too but I don’t know why her company reveal it now. Maybe the stalker know it and her company don’t have other way but to reveal it before the reporter spread the rumor… aish I don’t know”

Sungmin said with worry and sad voice

“Humm I will call her manager and ask, wait” the manager said and go outside

“Sungmin ah, even you don’t want to reveal to the public but at least you should tell us, that way we can help you if something come up” Kangin said a bit complain to his brother

Sungmin didn’t say anything and just drop his head

“What were they said hyung?” Kangin ask when he saw his manager comeback

“Like Sungmin said, they need to reveal it before the rumor spread and their company don’t want your fan to bash her so they did it first and hope we can confirm too, and beside they said they are sorry that don’t contact us first” Manager said and look at Sungmin and continues

“Now we should reply to their company and reporter, what you want to say Sungmin? You accept it or not? If you don’t want to confirm it yet I can tell the reporter that it’s…”

“Confirm it” “Yes?” “I said confirm it, hyung. I don’t want her to think that I care only my image, so just confirm that it’s true and we just start dating” Sungmin reply with not very happy expression

“How come that you care about her image but not yours? You love her that much?” Kangin ask

“It’s not love or don’t love, hyung. It’s the thing that a man should do” Sungmin reply not very sure what he doing now is right or wrong

“Ok I’ll confirm it then but are you sure? It’s seem you are not ok with it yet”

“I’m ok hyung, I’m just worry about the group image”

“YA!!! What are you saying??  we are ok with it so just do what you need to, ok? ” Kangin said and Sungmin just smile a small smile

But they don’t know at the kitchen someone only stand still and stare on the broken cup that don’t clean up yet with a sad eyes and deep thought   

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The night time come and they are now gather at living room and searching for the article and fan reaction and…

“I can see lots of heart broken” Heechul said

“What do you mean?” “Tweeter, here” he said and shows what he saw to others

“some accepted but some not and almost of them said that they will accepted but just for Sungmin and now they are broke and hurt but because of Sungmin they will try to mature and don’t bash her”

“Humm FB, IG and Weibo is the same but I can see some of them bashed her already and said they want to leave the fandom since their heart was steal by the girl that they don’t expect to date with Sungmin” said Siwon

“Leeteuk called me just now and said he will be back tomorrow morning and maybe Eunhyuk and Donghae comeback too” Kangin tell the members

“Sorry” Sungmin speak up after a really long silence

“What’s for?” Heechul ask

“For what I did, for you guys and for ELF too…and…and” He can’t continue anymore, his throat was dry and his tears keep falling down nonstop

“Hyung don’t cry” Ryeowook try to comfort him but it’s seem he can’t control his tear too         

“Sorry… rea really sorry… I’m the one who make this trouble… I broke th the fan’s heart … I …I ”

“Stop it” Heechul a bit shout now “What you have done wrong? You only hide it from us, which are the real mistake. Why you wrong when only fall in love?”

“I…I don’t know but… but I feel so wrong, the group image can fall down, fan… fan can leave us and …and if they don’t leave, still I still broke their heart, their love toward me so…so…” his voice cracked in the end and tears start to fall again and again but a warm hand wipe it away and when he look up, the expressionless face in front of him

“Kyu…”

“Don’t said anything” he said with a calm voice and its strange, Sungmin heart start to calm down too

“Why you cry like this hyung? What you have done? You are not the type that cry easily even we won the award or in sad moment and the last time I saw you cry is when we did secret camera at SS4 long times ago” Kyuhyun wiped his tear away then holding his hand and continues

“We know you are famous for don’t cry easily and when you did it’s only because of member or fan but this time I don’t understand why you cry since you not do something wrong just to fall in love, hyung”

He said and other member is a bit surprise since Kyuhyun now is not like their evil maknae at all, so soft and calm

Sungmin stared at Kyuhyun eyes and he saw something that…that he can’t explain and…

“Kyuhyun ah, you also crying now” Sungmin said after he can calm himself down now and want to wipe the tear that fall down to Kyu’s cheek but he turn his face and stand up then go to his room silently, too silence even they all can feel the cool and lonely aura now

“What happen with him? It’s seem he even sadder then you, Sungmin ah” Kangin said wondering what he saw and heard moments ago

“Sungmin ah, don’t think too much, everything will be better and it’s just taking some times for fan to accept it but I bet ELF will understand since they all so mature and love us. Now go to sleep and don’t think anything else, tomorrow will be better

“Yes hyung, you all should rest too it’s late already” Sungmin said and then went to his room

“We are going too, I’m so tired” after siwon said that they all went to their own room

 

“Humm I think I should do something”

“What you want to do hyung?” “You will see fan’s reaction tomorrow Kanginie” Heechul said with a smirk

“Aishh whatever, I go to sleep now, goodnight hyung”

 “OK, sleep tight”

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Knock Knock Knock

The door knocking sound was heard and he wondering who want to see him in the middle of the night? Then he went to open the door and…

“Sungmin, hyung…” “I can’t sleep alone tonight, can I sleep with you?” Kyuhyun don’t said anything or open the door so Sungmin said

“Umm if you not feel comfortable I can go to Ryeowo …” “Come in, hyung” “Don’t mind me?” “Not at all” and he smile to his hyung to show that he really welcome

 

“You sleep yet Kyu?” Sungmin ask after he lie down so long time but don’t falling asleep yet

“Not yet” “Sorry maybe you don’t used with since the bed not so big for two people”

“Not because of that, even if you don’t come I think I can’t sleep anyway”

“Why? Because of my issue?” he turned his head to him but darkness covered the room and he can’t see his face clearly

“Yes is your issue” Kyuhyun reply with sad sound

“Sorry”       “hummm No... need”

“Kyuhyun ah, you don’t have anything to tell me?”

“Why you ask that?”

“Nothing, it’s seem you have something to tell me but I don’t know what is it either”

“Even if I have I can’t tell you now and forever” his sentence makes Sungmin wonder

“Why?” “Don’t ask and sleep, I’m sleepy now”

“Oh, ok goodnight” “Yes goodnight”

Few hours later he still can’t fall asleep, how can he sleep when the one he love sleep beside him and he knowing well that he can’t hold him by his side anymore even one confess chance also no hope now but he can’t hold it anymore, he can’t keep calm ‘at least tell him about your heart and maybe you can let him go this way too’ he thought to himself

 

Sungmin can’t sleep too but he try to don’t bother Kyuhyun anymore, suddenly a hand hold him from the behind but he thought that Kyuhyun fall asleep now. His hand hold him tighter and bring him closer, too close that their body become one now

“Ughh Kyu.. Kyuhyun ah”

“Shush” so he didn’t fall asleep? But why he does this?

“Kyu what are you doing?”

“One minute” “Huh?” “Please, just one minute it’s enough and don’t ask or say anything I will tell you if you stay still” “Oh O… Ok” Sungmin agree with not so sure voice

“…” silence but Kyuhyun bring his face closer and kiss his neck from behind

“Kyu wha…” Sungmin try to release from his hand “I said stay still” “But what are…” “I love you”

“…” “…” both of them silence now Sungmin can’t heard anything else but one word ‘I love you’ keep repeat in his ears

“I don’t know when it’s start, but long times ago I have a feeling on you already and because I don’t want to destroy the relation between us so I keep it till now” Sungmin silence give him permission to continues “but today when I heard you are dating… my heart broken like the cup that fall down and broke in to pieces” He sight and release the hold from Sungmin and sat up.

Sungmin sat up too and turn the table light on but when he did what he saw shocked him

“Kyu… you… your lip. What happen?”

“I beat my lip…” he smile “otherwise I’ll cry like a crazy man”

“…” Sungmin don’t know what he can say now so he just silence

Kyuhyun look at Sungmin and understand he can’t say anything now since it’s was so shock for him

“Don’t say anything and just listen to me, hyung” he said with a small smile and took his hand with him and Sungmin stay still so he continues

“Don’t worry, I tell you my feel doesn’t mean I want you to accept my heart but you know, maybe I can let my heart free after I let my secret fly away so I can go on and find someone else that can replace your place in my heart” he said and starred at Sungmin face lovingly but his eyes still sad

“If you really happy…I can do everything even hurting my heart like this, it’s hurt when I heard you are dating with her but it’s hurt even more when I saw you cry, if your dating is broken my heart, your sadness is killing my life instead, so if she can make you happy, follow your heart hyung and I still watching you guys and pray for your happiness” he finished and a tear falling down his cheek again

“Don’t cry” Sungmin wiped his tear and hug him tightly

“Don’t do this, I can’t let you go if you hug me like this” he said with a chuckle made Sungmin smile too

“What do you think after that?” Sungmin ask, yes what he wants to do after confessed to him.

“What can I do else? I still love you, hyung” he said and turned to face Sungmin again

“But…”  “Don’t worry” he smile and continues

“I know you have girlfriend now, hyung you can rejected and don’t love me back because you have the right but you can’t stop my love from you, it’s my right to do so”

“Kyuhyun ah”

“Maybe in the public you are her boyfriend but here in our dorm, you are mind and on the stage…” he look at his hand that holding Sungmin’s hand right now and bring it up “I still holding your hand like this and KyuMin fan service still have also” he finish and smirk

“Huh…seeing you still can smirk, I think I don’t have to worry so much now” Sungmin laugh a bit too

“I think we should get up now” Kyuhyun said after look at the clock and its show 8:14mn already

“But I don’t think you are the early person Kyu” Sungmin

“Yes I’m not but how can I sleep with this broken heart? It’s still hurt, hyung” he said with smile but it’s still hurt seeing his dongsaeng in pain and knowing the source of that pain come from he himself it’s hurt more

“Sorry, Kyu…” “Hyung, you don’t have other word rather than SORRY to said to me?”

“Ok ok I love you but” “I know, you love me but just brother, I knew it”

Tok tok tok “Kyuhyun ah?” Leeteuk voice was heard and Kyuhyun went to open the door immediately

“Hyung, you back? But it’s early” “Yes, I took the first fly, Hyuk and Hae toke the second fly. And you see Sungmin or not?”

“I’m here hyung” Sungmin reply

“Oh I don’t see you in your room and just searching and here you are” Leeteuk sight

“How your feel now?” he ask with a worried voice

“I’m better now hyung, don’t worry” and he look at Kyuhyun and smile

“Humm, are you sure? Kangin called me again last night and he said you were cried so much”

“Yes hyung, he is better now” Kyuhyun answer instead of him

“Relax to hear that but you sleep at Kyu’s room last night? And Kyuhyun ah what happen to your lip?”

“Yes, Sungmin hyung said he can’t sleep alone last night and went to my room. About my lip thank to him it’s because my bad is VERY BIG and I fall down from the bed then I kiss the floor” He said with annoying voice but when Leeteuk don’t notice he winked at Sungmin and smile

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“Finally the fan reaction got better and now #WeSupportLeeSungMin are trending worldwide, you should thank me Sungmin” Heechul said after read lots of replied in his post

“What do you mean?” “I post about Sungmin cry last night before I went to sleep and when I get up I can tell you that 99% of them accepted your relation and they also said that just heard that you cry its hurt more than broken their heart so they wish you guys happy”

Sungmin look at Kyuhyun, heard what his hyung said reminded him of what Kyuhyun said few hours ago

“ELF really love us, its love true love” said Ryeowook

“Now everything have solved I guess” Leeteuk said after a long silence and everyone agree with him

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After lunch time they separated, EunHae just arrived and when they heard everything is smooth now, they went to rest and only Heechul, Kyuhyun and Sungmin in the living room discuss random things right now

“I’m going now” Heechul stand up

“You have schedule, hyung?” Kyuhyun ask

“No, but I want you two have some time together because I think last night it’s not enough for you yet” Heechul said earning a surprise look from both of them

“Aigoo, don’t make that face because I know that you have the feeling on him Kyu”

“Why and when you know it, hyung?” Kyuhyun ask curiously

“I just know it and I don’t know when too but it’s long times ago and I clearly know that you love him last night when Sungmin cry and beside, your expressionless doesn’t mean your eyes can hide your feel” He said then left the two still shocked expression

“It’s my expression really show it?” Kyuhyun ask and Sungmin shook his head

“I don’t think so, it’s seem others don’t have the skill like Heechul hyung have, it’s scary sometime”

“Yes, but thanks to him I have the time to speak with you alone again”

“Last night it’s really not enough?”

“How can it’s enough? But all my heart, I confessed to you already”

“I know it’s really hard Kyu, but I don’t want you to be sad either” “I know…” His voice so week

“Move on, and find another girl that deserve you more than me” now he look at Kyuhyun eyes calmly

“Not now, hyung. Because I don’t know she can make you happy and protect you like I did or not and I don’t know she can love you as I did or not too so … don’t push me away now, I still want to protect you and don’t forget what I said last night, Everywhere that you are with me, you are mind not her”

“Kyu…”

“Don’t say anything and don’t worry too, if you near her I no longer by your side but when you are alone I’ll always be by your side, keep it in your mind hyung”

“Sorry Kyuhyun ah and Thanks you for everything”

“No need, just make sure you are happy and if you really happy even the world fall down on me, I still wanna protect you. Seeing your smile it’s my heaven so… I can let you go” After finish his tear drop down to his cheek again

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