Money and Popularity, i have it all. I got all them boys swooning all over my feet, do anything for me to make me his. Whoever see me would say that my life is perfect, i am perfect. But there's so many ugly thing happen behind those perfectness you see.

My boyfriend, Ethan, died in front of me 4 years ago and since that day it's feels like they buried my heart along with him inside that coffin. I feel like a child that just start to learning about love. It's like, all i know about love is that warm feeling you feel when your mom and dad kiss you and tell you that they love you.

Cause really, what's the point to Loved if in the end, one will leave the other with nothing but scar and pain?

Not gonna lie tho, some boys around me somehow make me feel whole again. But then the image of Ethan will appear in my head and just like that all those feeling's are gone, leaving me scared and angry.

They say, don't think too much when you Loved. Love is beautiful, Love is happiness. But no, i said, Love is pain. Love is agony.