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Still Kyumin
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sungmin came into his room, he was crying and did not know why or maybe he did but stubbornly refused to admit it, why if everything seemed to be fine? if he just talk to the members and they supported his relationship? why if the company was happy of that gay rumors being erased? why if most of fans had made ​​it clear that they were with him?, why he was still feeling so miserable?,he knew the answer,it was because "he" had not appeared all day despite having returned from his trip that morning,why was sungmin still caring what he thought? was not the same kyuhyun who asked him to take a time out?, was not the same maknae who in a fit of jealousy towards him said he do good match with his now girlfriend?, why he was still care about the young feelings? cause he can't stand see him hurt even if he was hurt too.

sungmin get out of his now room with all caution to not wake the other members who believed him resting and entered what was his room for so many years, the room that was only kyuhyun's now, sungmin knew kyuhyun had not arrived yet, perhaps would not come all night, he look at the window and saw all those bottles of wine, how many of them had shared together in the same place? recalled as they used to close the door and sit down to enjoy wine and each other's company, as the world outside of these four walls ceased to exist when they were together, then they were young and it seemed that only his love cares but no longer mattered,he was with someone else now,some one he likes and he truly believe that he can falling in love with her,but not when the maknae still remains in his heart.suddenly realize that be there was a mistake and was about to leave the room when he glimpse a book in the bed, approached and saw that it was a book of poetry that does not surprise him because he knew that the maknae could be such a romantic when proposed it ,  taking the book carefully sungmin sitting up in bed as read a couple of poems, then suddenly saw a little paper out from between the leaves he open the book where the paper was and saw a poem written behind the paper

 

"it is also true that the sun heats the cold days, also is true that the moon gives light to the dark night, as well as the wind sways the branches of the trees so it is also true that I still love you, nor the heat of sun, nor the moonlight, nor the coolness of the wind can never be more than my love for you, but my words choking in my throat that I can not tell you, as well as my love for you is true also is true that you are no longer mine and my secret love will die as in oblivion illusion dies "

 

Sungmin turned the paper and saw that it was a photo, a photo of himself sleeping serenely that has to be a recent photo because the hair style was like he is wearing lately and also he can see that was sleeping in his new room, he feel his heart beating, when kyuhyun had taken that picture? why had written these words in a photo of him?, sungmin returned to see the poem and his eyes filled with tears, could not be true, the younger does not love him anymore, he show him how he doesn't care of him anymore, then why wrote a poem in his photo, and why he had taken a photo of sungmin sleeping?

The bunny boy can not contain the tears anymore and dropped on the bed hugging the pillow of kyuhyun,at the moment that he breathe his scent,nothing more matter he want stay like that without knowing the time, he just knew that for some reason could not move from that place, would not move from that bed, would not release the pillow,.

sungmin did not know how time he remained in that position until he hear the door open,quickly got up when the room light is lit and saw a confused kyuhyun looking at him surprised

-Hyung,what are you doing here? - said the maknae with cold voice

sungmin took the photograph with the poem and read it loud and clear, while watching as the younger turned toward the door, but he was faster and stopped him taking it by the arm

- Tell me what this means, why you have a picture of me? -kyuhyun not let go the grip but was still turning to the door,giving back to sungmin

- Tell me, kyuhyun, why do you have this?, as I remember you were the one who throw away my photos , I want a explanation now, look at me and tell me? who give you the right to come into my room while I sleep? ... god makne explain it!- sungmin shouted up feeling desperate by kyuhyun's silence

- which you want me to say?- kyuhyun said letting go of the grip and higher turning but without seeing sungmin's face- do you really want me to explain?... I could tell you that it is only a picture,that it's just a poem,that it mean nothing ... but then I would lie to you! ... cause you know that photo, is what has allowed me to reconcile the sleep these last weeks because since you said you did not want me closer since ... since you said that there was not more Kyumin, has not been a night that I don’t wake up thinking about you... but you don't care anymore, you made it clear that you not wanted me closer so please get out of my room or… your girlfriend might bother again.

- Kyuhyun ah! you're amazing, really are you going to complain? when you were the one who said that we should end, you where the one who said that it was time for me to seek a wife,no was you who said that Kyumin was not real? then how you dare say that you can not sleep? is not my fault and less of her,it was you who finished all,you was the first who move away! - this time was sungmin who approached the door to leave the room, but he can't when hear kyuhyun speak again

- I’m sorry ok. I’m so sorry for all,for pushing you away, for making you cry,for say that I didn’t love you anymore,I’m sorry for lie to you,I need you for give me please…I’m sorry- sungmin turns around and he could see how kyuhyun remains static with his head down

- then why you did it? If you know that you was hurting me why you still did it,you don’t know how many tears my eyes shed for you, how many "I love you" were lost in the solitude of my room, I thought you had tired of me,that you have only played with me, why kyuhyun,why you did it if you knew

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draculasdaughter
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yeah, i know about Ricky, he was involved in a straight relationship for 14 years before coming out, i hope for Kyumin love the time will be shorter!