Jungkook took the blue diary out of the dusty box under jimin's bed and flipped the pages to the very end.

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16/7/14

At first he's just a little boy that i met.

A little boy with big dreams and innocent eyes.

We became friends and trainees in the same company.

But one day he showed me his beauty and this soul was caught by his trap.

Im in love with him.

The way he talks,walks,laughs,smile,dance... 

Everything.

And so the painful story of a one-sided love begins.

At first it was fine.

But as days passed,it starts breaking..slowly and painfully.

The heart breaking rejections,that i always cover up with my laughs.

The disgusted looks u gave me,that i always cover up with my smile.

I kept it all by myself,not wanting to tell the members a silly love story.

Then it happened.

I was struck with luck.

A heart cancer.

Some may say that it was a tragedy,but for me it was the best thing that have happened to me.

I was pretty suprised myself when i knew that i got it.

Desperately wanting to cure myself.

But when i knew that he is getting closer to me because of my cancer...i couldn't help but to forget that i was actually suffering.

I'll gladly suf