FLASHBACK

"...Junhee-ya... would you like to be my girlfriend?...". upon to hear that I feel like the time has stop.

what should I do? should I give him a chance? I admit that I kind of likes him.. but this is so sudden.

"sunbae...", "Its okay. you don't have to answer me now. I'll wait for you whenever you are ready",

"no. I have to answer you now. I have to make this things clear. sunbae, I'm sorry. it is true that I like you a little bit, but I don't know if I like you as my brother or I like you as a man. and I don't know whether I like you or love you. It has a huge differences between like and love", there you go, always clumsy when comes to explaining things.

"its okay. you can just learn to love me right? I'll try to make you fall for me. Just give me a chance.", "no.. sunbae, I can't. If things doesn't go as you plan, I'm afraid that you might get hurt. I've gone through it and I don't want you to feel the same. and.. I don't want to destroy our friendship.",

"no, as I said earlier I'll make you fall for me no matter what. you just prepare for it. uhmm.. you must be tired. go inside and take some rest. I'll see you tomorrow", he kissed your forehead and give you a big smile and leave me.

"sa-sunbae! sunbae!" I shouted. "jebal-yo(please) don't make me feel guilty", I talk to myself and my tears start falling.

END OF THE FLASHBACK

JUNHEE'S POV

here I am now. its 11:30p.m and I can't sleep thinking about Jonghyun's sudden proposal. aissshh!! STRESS! he sure knows how to make someone guilty "ahhh... I can't sleep. what should I do?". suddenly I remember one  place that will make me feel at ease and relax. yes, its the tree house.

I successfully sneaked out  from my room without any sounds. unfortunately I saw my father sleep in the living room.. I tried to not makes any sound.. now I'm in front of the main door. and... mission accomplished. I've successfully sneaked out from the house.

5 minutes walking and now I'm at the tree house.. I heard something behind the bushes.. "oh well, maybe it's just a cat", I thought.

"Its been a long time since my last visit", I just speak my mind loudly because nobody is here.

"ya! kim jongin?! you jerk! how have you been? I hope you live just well",

"don't you regret leaving me just like that?! you bastard!",

"you know how much I suffered because of you?",

"! ahhhhh