This is the first time that I'm writing around here. A few hours ago read a news in soompi while i was searching about Seung Ri accident. 

I can't belive this, that Yi Fan is taking my heart. Maybe he always had it without i ever notice it. 

I'm an AnyBer shipper, but mostly i'm a KrisBer shipper (yeah, i can't live a day without read an amazing story about Kris and Amber).

It's been a quite long time, no? Since he left... I remember a thursday morning... around 6 a.m. I never woke up at that time. I was hearing my sister's blackberry's alarm with Overdose (just the made their comeback a few days ago!), and i was like "I'm going to AFF to read if somebody update", and it was! and update! Yay!... but i still was sleepy... i couldn't read well, until the author's note says something about a filled lawsuit, about Kris, about Exo, about SM and that... made me really woke up. I couldn't belive that... I started to search about it in google... and there it was... everywhere!. 

I felt so down, crying, i read in that same morning what SuHo said... and let me tell you, i hate him for that. He's a leader, isn't he? Why doesn't he act as Leeteuk when Han Geng left? For me EXO doesn't have a leader. For me, they're still being 12. 

This songs, that he's singing... is for the EXOTICS (yeah, i don't care if the fandom is EXO-L, i'll always be a EXOTIC)... for those who blame him to left EXO, for s, and i wish (in my deeper Krisber heart) that is for Amber. 

Gad! EXO is the first boyband that i hear and love most! I fell in love with them, mostly with EXO-M (my bias is Xiumin), but God, since i started to love K-pop (almost two years ago) and started to read about Super Junior, i started to hate Han Geng... but... he never had any fault. It was always fault of SM.

To be honest, i always though that Lay was going to be the one who left EXO first... but it was kinda obvious when one is watching EXO Showtime, how Tao, Lay and Kris get bullied a lot. Please, i don't mean that i'm making Exo members guilty for that. No way... But you can see how different they see. 

Anyways, i'm just sharing this amazing thing. he makes you to go on... to fight for what you want. 

Thanks to the person who recorded this and share it in youtube. 

Thank you all for your writing and your reading!

And i'm so sorry for the tags and for write what i thought over here.