Epilogue
When I Was,When You Were
*NOTE!
Writing's like this are in Jessica's P.O.V
Writing's like that are in Kris' P.O.V
Writing's like this are in both of their P.O.V
Writing's like that are in the narrator's P.O.V
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November 06 2013
Dear diary,
I skipped to the cake shop near my place,it's called Romance Garden. When ever you enter that shop, you'll be welcomed by an aura of happiness. Everyone there has bright smiles,none of them had frowns or whatsoever. Even if you go to that shop with an empty heart,or a cold face,it will turn into a big fat smile and your heart will be filled with love. The baking bread smelled delicious,it makes anyone droll over it in just a single sniff.
Anyways,today is my Ben Ben's birthday! How did we meet? Well in this exact shop! I came here alone and the waiter thought I was together with that cold guy at the back of me,no wonder he thought we were together. Both of us had a cold expression. We had to eventually sit together too, because there wasn't any seat left. And who denies food just because they're sitting with a random stranger? It's ridiculous to do that!
Red Velvet.....his favourite.
'' I'll get this. '' I pointed at the cake and one of the worker had the cake put in a box and tied a ribbon on that box. I paid and went out of that bakery.
I made my way to the train station,where I took the train from Hoehyeon to Gangnam. The train was surprisingly empty today,usually,it'd be packed like sardines. Thank goodness,otherwise my cake would've been squashed up.
I typed in the passcode of his apartment with a goofy smile. '' 180489'' I said to myself as the keypad shone and I opened the door. His clothes were scattered all over the floor and broken glass was found too,I wore my pink bunny slippers which were at the side of his shoe rack which was placed quite near the door. Carefully,I walked in his room. There was blood on the floor too,which made me terrified. I don't like looking at blood,even if it is my own blood.
My heart dropped when I saw my ben ben holding on to a pregnancy test kit,my legs brought me over to his side. I rubbed my eyes several times,making sure I was looking at the right thing. There it showed a positive sign.
When I was mad,were you?
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November 06 2013
Dear ma book,
Ahh today's my birthday,wonder what Jessica will be up to this year. Let's see,she has pushed me into a pool,pushed my face into a cake,got me dressed in a short skirt and high heels and many other embarrassing things. But hey,this girl is definitely my style.
I got myself freshened up as I walked to my kitchen and made breakfast. My mood was great,until an unexpected doorbell rings. '' Sica?'' i thought to myself as I turned off the gas before heading over to the door.
There,I saw her.
Park Gyuri,that .
'' What do you want?''
Instead of saying anything,she gave me this pregnancy kit thingy and it had a positive sign on it. '' I'm pregnant you idiot.''
She walked away and left me speechless. I slammed the door shut and threw all my clothes and all sides of the room,not bothering how messy it would get. Taking frames of my pictures with Gyuri,I threw it to the floor.
Just a little alchohol made us so turned up huh? And that time when she told me Jessica was sick? I recall myself in a room in that club,thinking it was Jessica when it wasn't her,it was Gyuri.
My rage took over me,I was going insane and I was mad at myself. Not only Gyuri but myself. I ran to my room and looked at myself in the mirror,I punched the mirror agressively. Soon, blood came from my knuckles and onto the floor.
Without knowing that Jessica was there,I threw that pregnancy kit accross the room. There,I met her pink bunny slippers. II couldn't think straight,my anger took over me. Shouting at her, shakking her vigorously like a beast,how stupid was I?
When I was hurt,were you?
September 19 2013
Dear ma book,
Autumn came as summer went away,leaves of the trees turned orange. We were both skipping happily,hand in hand,down this road filled with leaves. Playing around like little kids,I can picture us with our own kids!
Jessica took some of the leaves and had it thrown into my white top,which made me chase after her. A big buffalo chasing a little rabbit. I hugged her waist and had her carried in a bridal style,cause it is my style.
She would occasionally touch my nose now and then,then she would study my features and burry her head on my neck. Many couples come here during this season because it's romantic,yeah I guess so.
She always tells me how heavy she is,how sorry she is that she's too fat and all sorts of nonsense. She's fat? She's too heavy? She's as light as a feather! And although people always judge her,saying she's such a cold hearted person,she isn't. Stop judging and look at yourself.
Together with bright smiles,we shared a kiss as the wind blew and the leaves drop down.
When I was happy,were you?
I flipped over to the page where there was a sticky note,wrting '' December's Winter ''. I took a deep breathe and bit my lip,turning over to a particular page.
December 25th 2013
Dear ma book,
So I'm single now....that's good......
So I'm a burden to you?
No,you weren't a burden to me. I just needed time,time to think things straight. This winter is really cold,ain't it? Or is it just the coldness that is coming from my heart?
Funny.......
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